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  • Chapters 1-7 (I apologize to whoever has to mod this cause it’s a lot)

    Chapter 1

    They smell weird, Dawnkit thought, scrunching her face as the new warriors walked by. I wish they would go away.
    Sammie, Luna, and their kit, Izzy, were new additions to PineClan. They came from a barn at the edge of the territory. After the barn was destroyed in a fire that luckily didn’t reach the Clans, they joined PineClan for safety, but they didn’t quite fit in. They don’t even have Clan names! Dawnkit remarked. I’m proud to be a Clan cat, and I would want a real name.
    Lilykit scampered up behind her. “What are you doing?”
    Dawnkit shrugged. “I don’t know. Just watching.”
    “Our apprentice ceremony is so soon!” Lilykit squealed. “I can’t wait to become a warrior. I’m going to be the best warrior in the whole Clan!”
    Dawnkit twitched her whiskers in amusement. “I’m sure you will be. One day, you might even become the leader.”
    Lilykit pressed up against Dawnkit. “And you will be my medicine cat.”
    It was no secret that Dawnkit wanted to be a medicine cat. Her mother had practically glowed with pride when she told her. Ambershine didn’t have an apprentice yet, so the spot as a medicine cat apprentice was available.
    Everflame padded up behind them, and Dawnkit felt a rush of pride. Her father, the PineClan deputy! Well, he wasn’t really her father, but she and Lilykit never knew Ryewing, and Everflame was the one who raised them.
    “Are you ready for your apprentice ceremony?” he asked.
    Lilykit bounced on her paws. “It’s today!”
    Everflame purred. “I know it is. How exciting is this? One of you is training to be a warrior, and the other will be the next great medicine cat!”
    Lilykit leaned forward. “Can we go hunting?”
    Dawnkit shook her head. Lilykit was always so hyper. “Aren’t you supposed to wait until you’re an apprentice before you go out of camp?” she asked skeptically.
    Everflame touched his nose to the top of Dawnkit’s head. “I think I can make an exception.”
    Lilykit sprinted in a circle. “Yay!”
    Dawnkit blinked in confusion. Why was Everflame breaking the rules? “Shouldn’t we ask Stormfrost first?”
    Lilykit shrugged. “I don’t think she would care. She never cares. Besides, we’re almost apprentices, and Everflame gave us permission.”
    Dawnkit knew that her sister was right, but a small part of her still wanted to ask Stormfrost permission just to pretend that her mother cared. “Fine, let’s just go.”
    “Everflame? Can you take me out training?” Lionpaw stood behind Everflame.
    Dawnkit’s heart sank. Everflame was about to show them the pine forest! Why did Lionpaw have to ruin everything? He always made sure that Everflame spent all of his time with him.
    Lilykit puffed out her chest. “He was going to take us out hunting before our ceremony.”
    Lionpaw looked back at Everflame. “Well?”
    Everflame casted an apologetic glance towards Lilykit and Dawnkit. “Sorry, you two. Lionpaw is my apprentice. Tell you what. After the ceremony, we can do something special, like race each other, or anything you want. Okay?”
    Lilykit nodded reluctantly. “I understand.”
    Dawnkit glared at Lionpaw’s back as he walked away. I wish you stayed in RockClan, where you belong. She turned to Lilykit. “Want to play catch with a pebble?”
    Lilykit stared wistfully after Lionpaw. “Sure,” she murmured distractedly.
    Deerkit and Branchkit bounded out of the nursery. “I want to play too!” Deerkit yowled.
    “And me!” Branchkit squeaked.
    Dawnkit nodded. “Of course you can,” she mewed. “Why don’t you go find a pebble?”
    Deerkit lifted her chin. “I’ll find the perfect pebble!”
    Branchkit nudged his sister. “No! I will!” He shoved her to the ground and the two tussled for a few moments before Lilykit interrupted them.
    “Uh, guys? I already got a good one.”
    Deerkit sprang up. “Toss it to me first!”
    Lilykit nudged the pebble in Deerkit’s direction, but Dawnkit rolled in front of it and caught it between her teeth. “I win!” she cried victoriously.
    “What are you kits doing?”
    Dawnkit leapt to her paws and quickly licked her fur clean of dust. “We were just playing.”
    Stormfrost hurried over to her and finished brushing her off. “Your apprentice ceremony is later today. I don’t need my kits covered in filth for it,” she scolded.
    “Sorry, Stormfrost,” Lilykit mumbled as she flattened her ears.
    Stormfrost’s tail twitched. “What’s done is done. Just make sure you aren’t dirty for the ceremony.”
    Dawnkit sighed. “We won’t.” She wished her mother could be more like Fallowleap, who cared for her kits all the time, and would be inseparable from them on the day of their apprentice ceremony. But Stormfrost was distant. She always had been. Dawnkit remembered a little bit about Fernleaf, Stormfrost’s sister, who had cared for them as if they were hers. I bet Fernleaf would be a better mother than Stormfrost, she thought, a little resentful. At least we have Everflame. Everflame practically raised Dawnkit and Lilykit after their real father died, and their mother was too sad to look after them. He was not Stormfrost’s mate, but he was her friend and he tried to make sure that they were always happy, and sometimes Dawnkit forgot that he wasn’t their actual father.
    Lilykit waved a paw in front of Dawnkit’s face. “Hello? Earth to Dawnkit!”
    Dawnkit shook her head to clear her mind. “What?”
    “I said Needlestar is about to call the meeting! He’s just waiting for Everflame and Lionpaw to get back.” She purred. “How exciting is this!?”
    Joy flooded through Dawnkit. She was about to train to be a medicine cat apprentice! She would finally be where she belonged. “That’s awesome! I hope they hurry up!”
    Lilykit glanced at the camp entrance. “Runningbreeze is fetching them now.”
    As she spoke, Runningbreeze returned with Everflame and Lionpaw. She sure is fast. She lives up to her name, Dawnkit thought in amusement.
    Needlestar jumped onto the Pine Pile. “All cats gather round the Pine Pile for a Clan meeting!” he called.
    Dawnkit’s paws felt light as she and Lilykit bounded over to the Pine Pile. She sat down next to Lilykit at the bottom of the pile, and waited for Needlestar to continue.
    “We are gathered here today to make two kits into apprentices. I love this part of leading a Clan because it allows us to watch new generations grow up. Would Dawnkit and Lilykit please step forward?”
    Dawnkit closed her eyes. She was finally on her way to becoming a medicine cat! She hoped with all her heart that she would make Stormfrost proud. When she opened her eyes, she saw Stormfrost gazing up at her and Lilykit, love glimmering in her blue eyes. Beside her was Everflame, who was purring and nodding in encouragement.
    “Lilykit, from this moment forth, until you receive your warrior name, you will be known as Lilypaw. Your mentor will be Icestone. Icestone, this is your first apprentice, and I hope you will pass on your knowledge and strength to her.”
    Dawnkit watched as Lilypaw touched noses with Icestone, her whiskers quivering with excitement.
    “Dawnkit.” Dawnkit startled at her name being called. “From this moment forth, until you receive your warrior name, you will be known as Dawnpaw. It is my understanding that you wish to train as a medicine cat apprentice, so Ambershine will be your mentor. May she pass on her skills and wisdom to you.”
    Ambershine padded over to Dawnpaw and touched her nose to hers. Her eyes were warm and comforting.
    “Lilypaw! Dawnpaw!”
    Dawnpaw’s heart swelled as she heard Stormfrost cheering louder than any of her Clanmates.
    Lilypaw raced over to Dawnpaw. “We’re apprentices now!” she mewed giddily. “I can’t wait to learn how to hunt, and fight, and attack ShadeClan cats!”
    “I will teach you how to hunt and fight,” Icestone told her in amusement, “but you won’t be learning how to attack ShadeClan cats.”
    Lilypaw’s eyes widened. “Sorry!”
    “It’s fine,” Icestone purred. “How about I start by giving you a tour of the territory?”
    Lilypaw lit up. “Yeah! I’ll see you later, Dawnpaw.”
    Deerkit and Branchkit trotted over to Dawnpaw. “Fallowleap says we have to say congratulations,” Branchkit explained.
    Dawnpaw dipped her head. “Thank you.”
    Deerkit sulked. “You’re so lucky that you’re an apprentice!” she complained. “We still have, like, two moons!”
    Dawnpaw stifled a purr. “That’s not too long,” she countered. “You just have to be patient.”
    Deerkit rolled her eyes. “Easy for you to say.”
    “Dawnpaw!” Ambershine called. “Are you ready?”
    Dawnpaw whipped around. “I’m coming!”
    Chapter 2

    Lionpaw moved quickly away from the Pine Pile after the apprentice ceremony was over. He had to get back to Everflame before—
    “Lionpaw! I’ve been looking everywhere for you!”
    Lionpaw inwardly groaned. “Hi, Izzy.”
    Izzy’s green eyes were shining as she stepped in front of him. “Hi,” she breathed as she took a step closer to him. Lionpaw fought the urge to take a step back. “I already asked Runningbreeze. She said it’s alright if we go hunting together.”
    Oh, great. “I, er, I don’t know if Everflame will let me,” he said awkwardly, hoping the excuse would work.
    Izzy tilted her head. “Then go ask.”
    “I don’t know—”
    “Everflame!”
    Lionpaw bit back a growl. Why did she have to be so difficult? Couldn’t she see that he didn’t want to hunt with her?
    Everflame lifted his head at Izzy’s yowl and walked over to them. “What’s up?”
    “Can Lionpaw go hunting with me? We promise to bring back a lot of prey.”
    I never promised that.
    Everflame shrugged. “I don’t see why not.”
    Izzy brushed her pelt against Lionpaw’s. “Great! Thank you.”
    Everflame’s eyes twinkled in amusement. “Have fun.”
    Lionpaw glared at him, but his mentor didn’t notice.
    “I think I’m best at hunting mice, but I’m also good at rabbits. It makes sense that I’m so good at catching mice, because that was my job on the farm! I’m probably the worst at catching birds, which is unfortunate because I really like birds…”
    Lionpaw let her voice fade away until she was basically just chattering to herself. He caught the scent of a squirrel and crouched down. Everflame was still teaching him how to climb trees, so he had to make sure that the squirrel stayed on the ground. And that means that Izzy can’t scare it into a tree.
    “Boo!”
    The squirrel startled at Izzy’s voice and dashed high into a tree. Lionpaw faced the annoying apprentice, hissing. “Why did you do that?!”
    Izzy giggled. “I was trying to scare you.”
    Lionpaw huffed. “Yeah, well the only thing you scared was that squirrel.”
    Izzy looked at her paws. “Sorry.”
    Lionpaw turned away. “Just go away. I’m going to hunt on my own.” He didn’t wait for a response. He couldn’t stand another second of being around her.

    “So you’re the new apprentice?” Izzy mewed to Lilypaw.
    Lilypaw nodded vigorously. “Yeah. What’s it like?”
    “Well,” Izzy began, and Lionpaw braced for an endless ramble. “It’s a lot of work, but it’s fun. I can’t wait to be a warrior.”
    Wow. Straight to the point. I’m impressed.
    Lilypaw leaned forward. “Don’t you ever wish that you had a Clan name? So then you could get a warrior name?”
    Izzy shook her head. “I like my name, and I’m proud of it. I wouldn’t want some name like, Bushtail, or something like that.”
    Lilypaw sighed. “Well your name wouldn’t be that.”
    Izzy made a face. “Why? That’s what all of your names sound like.”
    Lionpaw rested his chin on his paws and closed his eyes as the she-cats’ conversation faded away. He opened his eyes into the same dream he always had.
    “Lionpaw.”
    “Swiftsnow?” Lionpaw called out at his father’s voice.
    “Why didn’t you save me?”
    Anguish filled Lionpaw’s heart. “I was only a kit! I’m sorry!”
    Swiftsnow stepped out of the shadows. “You should have tried,” he growled.
    Lionpaw whipped his head around desperately. “I’m sorry! I should have tried to save you, I know that now. It’s all my fault!”
    “Lionpaw,” Rainmist’s delicate whisper floated from the darkness. “I promise I will see you soon.”
    Lionpaw flattened his ears. “Stop taunting me!”
    “I promise!”
    “You let me die!”
    “Be brave!”
    “You should have tried to save me!”
    “No!” Lionpaw screeched. “I was a kit! It wasn’t my fault! Leave me alone!”
    Swiftsnow faded into nothingness, his angry words going with him.
    Rainmist tried to get closer to him. “I promise. I won’t break my promise.”
    Lionpaw stumbled backwards. “You did!” he cried. “You promised you would come for me but you never did! I never saw you again because you died.”
    Rainmist sobbed, her eyes widening, and then she, too, faded away, leaving Lionpaw alone in the darkness.
    Lionpaw woke up, gasping for air. Lilypaw lifted her head in the nest next to his. “Are you okay?”
    Lionpaw caught his breath. “Yeah,” he murmured. “Just a bad dream.”
    “I get those sometimes, too,” Lilypaw replied softly. “I find that it helps to think of all the happy things around me. I also like to talk to Dawnpaw about them.”
    Lionpaw was silent. He didn’t really want to talk about his nightmares to a young apprentice. Then again, there weren’t too many happy things in his life. He didn’t know where he belonged in the Clan, and a lot of cats still saw him as RockClan. Lilypaw stared at him expectantly. “I dream about my parents,” he finally muttered.
    “Well I don’t understand how that’s a bad dream,” Lilypaw pressed.
    “My father is angry at me. He tells me that I let him die. And my mother… well she just keeps repeating her last words to me, which were that she promises that she will see me soon.” Lionpaw took a deep breath. “I know it’s not real, but it still hurts.”
    Lilypaw rested her tail on Lionpaw’s back. “Why do you blame yourself for your father’s death?” she asked quietly.
    Lionpaw jerked his head in her direction. “What?”
    “Your dreams aren’t real, which means that some part of you blames yourself for your father’s death. Why?”
    Lionpaw’s pelt grew hot. Was he really that easy to see through? Maybe Lilypaw was just really good at understanding other cats. “I guess I just feel like I should have protected him,” he confessed. “I know that it’s ridiculous. I was a kit. But I was his only son, and his firstborn. I should have been there for him. Instead, I didn’t even find out he was killed until a moon later.”
    Lilypaw’s green eyes glinted in the shadows. “That’s ridiculous, Lionpaw. There’s nothing you could have done that would have prevented his death. If you had been there, you probably would have been killed, too.”
    Lionpaw blinked rapidly. “I know that, but it doesn’t change how I feel.”
    Lilypaw shifted closer to Lionpaw. “What about your mother?”
    “Huh?”
    “Why was your mother in the dream?”
    “I… I guess I’m angry with her.”
    “Why are you angry with her?”
    Lionpaw sighed. When would the questions stop? “I think it’s because she promised me that she would be with us, me and my sisters, soon. She promised us over and over again, whenever she got a small chance to see us. It gave us so much hope, and then she died just when we thought we won.”
    Lilypaw quickly licked his cheek. “I’m sorry,” she murmured. “But it’s not her fault that she died. You shouldn’t blame her for something that was out of her control.”
    Lionpaw sighed. “I know. I just miss them so much.” He looked up at her. “What are your dreams about?”
    Lilypaw ducked her head. “I don’t know. Stuff.”
    Lionpaw poked her side. “Hey. I told you my dreams, so you have to tell me yours. It’s only fair.”
    “Fine,” Lilypaw mewed. “They’re about my father. I’m always walking through a shadowy forest. It’s very dark, and I’m lost. I see a cat who looks like he could help, and he I know… I just know that he’s my father. But when I call out to him, I see that he doesn’t have a face. I think it’s because I resent the fact that my mother spends all of her time grieving over a cat I never knew, but yet I am his daughter. It bothers me so much because I should love my father, but I don’t even know what he looks like.”
    Lionpaw nodded. “That’s tough. But you have Everflame, right? And he practically raised you as if he were your father. Maybe it’s okay if Ryewing doesn’t mean the same thing to you
    that he did to Stormfrost.”
    Lilypaw thought for a moment. “Maybe,” she said slowly. “You knew Ryewing, didn’t you?”
    “Yes,” Lionpaw answered. “He was friends with Rainmist.”
    Lilypaw looked him in the eye. “What was he like?”
    “I don’t remember him too much, but he was kind. And he really cared about Stormfrost and you and Dawnpaw. He was willing to die just so you would be safe, and that’s exactly what he did.” Lionpaw tried to think of there was anything else. “I don’t know. He was a really good cat. He loved making the kits laugh, and he was so excited to find out that he was having kits of his own.”
    Lilypaw’s eyes glittered with tears. “Thank you,” she breathed. She yawned. “It was nice talking with you, Lionpaw. Maybe we can do it again sometime.”
    “Yeah, maybe,” Lionpaw echoed. As he tried to fall back asleep, he found that his mind kept wandering back to Lilypaw. I don’t know why, he kept telling himself. She’s just a silly, young apprentice.
    Chapter 3

    “Today I went out hunting,” Lilypaw boasted. “Well, I didn’t really go hunting. Icestone just made me practice with leaves and sticks. She said I was really good at it, though. She said I’m following in Stormfrost’s footsteps, and I might be one of the best hunters in PineClan!”
    Dawnpaw purred. “That’s great, Lilypaw!”
    “What did you do today?” Lilypaw asked eagerly.
    “I helped Ambershine organize the marigold and the daisy leaves,” Dawnpaw stated proudly, and then ducked her head in embarrassment. Her tasks sounded so lame compared to her sister’s. It didn’t matter, though. Dawnpaw loved learning about each and every herb. She soaked up all of the information like it was sunlight.
    Lilypaw nodded encouragingly. “That must be hard to memorize all those leaves.” She jumped up. “Do you want to play moss ball?”
    Dawnpaw blinked. “We haven’t done that since we were kits!” she exclaimed.
    “And?” Lilypaw started walking. “Come on. It will be fun!”
    Dawnpaw shook her head to herself, and ran to catch up. “Wait for me!” She stumbled over a moss ball. “Here’s a good one, Lilypaw!”
    Lilypaw jumped. “Toss it to me!” she shouted.
    Dawnpaw hit the moss ball as hard as she could with her paw and it swiftly rolled to Lilypaw. Lilypaw dove in front of it and hit it with her tail.
    Dawnpaw ran to catch the ball and rolled it back, but she must have hit it too hard because it flew right past Lilypaw. “Mouse-dung,” she muttered.
    Lilypaw let out a mrrow of laughter. “Bird-brain!” she teased. “Why did you hit it so hard?”
    Dawnpaw stood up and shook out her fur. “I don’t know!” she purred. “I like winning. I’ll go get it.”
    Lilypaw started walking to where the ball had gone. “No. I’m closer. Wait here.”
    Dawnpaw folded her tail over her paws patiently. She looked up eagerly when she saw Lilypaw emerge from the pines, but her heart sank when she noticed Lionpaw beside her.
    “You’re playing moss ball?” he observed. “I haven’t played that since I was a kit with Sorrelkit and Brindlekit!” He looked at Lilypaw. “Can I play?”
    No, Dawnpaw wanted to growl, but Lilypaw was already nodding enthusiastically.
    “Of course!” she mewed. “Here. Catch it!”
    Dawnpaw watched, slowly growing more and more disappointed as her sister and Lionpaw tossed the ball back and forth, completely ignoring her.
    “Guys,” she meowed loudly. “Guys!” Neither of them even glanced at her, to her great frustration. “I’m going to help Ambershine with her herbs.”
    Lilypaw didn’t even notice when Dawnpaw left.

    “Alright, recite what you’ve learned,” Ambershine instructed.
    Dawnpaw sighed. That was a lot to remember. Thinking back to her lessons, she spoke. “Catmint is for greencough, cobwebs stop bleeding, coltsfoot helps breathing, dandelion is for bee stings, honey soothes sore throats, juniper berries help with a bellyache, poppy seeds calm cats down and make them sleepy…” Her voice trailed off as she thought of what else she had learned. There was something else, she was sure of it!
    “One more,” Ambershine urged.
    “Marigold stops infection?” Dawnpaw guessed.
    Ambershine nodded. “You got it! There’s a lot more, but that’s enough for today.” She glanced at the sky. “Tonight is the half moon,” she meowed. “We will travel to the Mooncave and I will make you an official medicine cat apprentice. Do you remember the travel herbs I taught you the other day?”
    Dawnpaw scrunched up her face in concentration. “Daisy, sorrel, chamomile… and… uh, burnet?”
    “And what do they do?”
    “Burnet gives strength, chamomile eases the mind, daisy for easing joint pain, and sorrel keeps us from getting too hungry.”
    Ambershine’s eyes were warm with pride. “You’re a fast learner. You will do well as a medicine cat,” she mewed. “Now, we should be going if we want to meet Duckfeather and Beewing on time.” A shadow crossed her face. “Willowheart used to meet us here, but now she’s gone, and LakeClan has no medicine cat.”
    Dawnpaw dipped her head. “That’s terrible.”
    Ambershine pushed Dawnpaw’s traveling herbs toward her. “Eat up.”
    Dawnpaw lapped up the herbs. She knew that most cats found them gross and bitter, but she secretly liked the taste. “I’m going to say goodbye to Lilypaw if that’s alright with you?”
    “Go ahead.” Ambershine waved her off with the flick of her tail.
    Dawnpaw ran out of the medicine den. “Lilypaw?” she called. “Where are you?”
    “She’s out training.”
    Dawnpaw looked up to see Lionpaw. “Oh,” she muttered.
    “Shouldn’t you be doing the same?” Lionpaw asked pointedly.
    Dawnpaw met his gaze daringly. “I’m getting ready to go to the Mooncave.” She didn’t like Lionpaw. When she was a kit, he stole Everflame from her. Now, all Lilypaw wanted to do was hang out with him.
    Lionpaw tilted his head. “Well then why are you looking for Lilypaw?”
    Dawnpaw rolled her eyes. “Whatever. I’ll just see her when I get back.” If she couldn’t say goodbye to Lilypaw, she would see if Stormfrost was around.
    She found her mother eating alone near the nursery. “Hi, Stormfrost,” she mewed in greeting.
    Stormfrost looked up from her prey. “Oh, hi Dawnpaw.”
    “I wanted to tell you that I am going to the Mooncave tonight,” Dawnpaw said excitedly.
    Stormfrost purred. “That’s wonderful!” She paused. “I’m sorry that I wasn’t there for you like I should have been when you were kits.”
    Dawnpaw shook her head. “No, I understand. Ryewing had just died and—”
    Stormfrost cut her off. “That doesn’t justify how I acted.”
    “No, it doesn’t,” Dawnpaw agreed. “But I understand.”
    Stormfrost blinked in gratitude. “I’m proud of you. Now get going to the Mooncave before you’re late.”
    Dawnpaw raced back to where Ambershine was waiting. “Can we go now?”
    Ambershine nodded. “I was waiting on you!”
    Once they reached the ShadeClan border, Dawnpaw could see two cats ahead who she assumed were Duckfeather and Beewing.
    Duckfeather stepped forward to greet them. “Ambershine!” she mewed warmly. “You’ve taken on an apprentice!”
    Ambershine’s ears twitched. “Yes, this is Dawnpaw. She’s Stormfrost’s kit. You remember Stormfrost, don’t you?”
    “Of course,” Duckfeather purred. “Her sister is in ShadeClan. One of the best hunters we’ve ever had.”
    Beewing touched noses with Dawnpaw. “I am Beewing. I only just earned my name last moon. Do you enjoy being a medicine cat so far?” she asked.
    “Yes,” Dawnpaw replied. “But I still have much to learn.”
    “You are wise for your age,” Beewing commented. “Come now, it’s almost time to meet with StarClan.”
    Dawnpaw bounded ahead, grateful for the extra strength that the traveling herbs gave her. She skidded to a halt when they finally reached a large cave. Dawnpaw shivered. It’s so dark in there!
    Ambershine began to walk inside the cave. “Bramblebush and Harepounce will be waiting for us inside,” she called back, her voice echoing as she disappeared into the darkness.
    Dawnpaw followed her mentor. Is this what it feels like to be blind? she wondered. Suddenly the cave opened up into a large cavern filled with a colorful array of crystals. Moonlight shone through the cracks in the roof of the cave, illuminating everything. The presence of StarClan was so great that Dawnpaw’s whiskers shook.
    “Wow,” she breathed.
    Ambershine’s whiskers twitched in amusement. “It’s pretty wonderful, isn’t it?”
    Dawnpaw nodded wordlessly.
    Harepounce narrowed his eyes. “Who is this?”
    “Dawnpaw is my new apprentice,” Ambershine explained.
    Dawnpaw looked around at the small group. “Hi,” she murmured timidly. “It’s really cool how you can even feel StarClan here.”
    Harepounce tilted his head. “Huh?”
    “What does she mean by, feel StarClan?” Dawnpaw heard Beewing ask Duckfeather in a hushed voice. Even Ambershine looked puzzled.
    Dawnpaw flattened her ears and felt a flush of heat. Was she the only one who could feel it?
    Bramblebush sat down in the center of the cavern. “Shall we begin?” he asked quickly, changing the subject.
    Beewing blinked. “Sure.”
    Harepounce and Duckfeather took their seats, but Ambershine remained standing. “Before we meet with StarClan, I would like to perform my ceremony with my apprentice. Dawnpaw, is it your wish to enter the mysteries of StarClan as a medicine cat?”
    “It is.”
    “Warriors of StarClan, I present you with this apprentice. She has chosen the path of a medicine cat. Grant her your wisdom and insight so that they may understand your ways and heal their Clan in accordance with your will.” Ambershine touched her nose to Dawnpaw’s head and Dawnpaw licked her shoulder. “Now we both sit down and share dreams with StarClan,” Ambershine whispered.
    Dawnpaw curled up on the floor of the Mooncave, her tail brushing against her nose. She willed sleep to come, and suddenly found herself in a prey-rich forest. Am I in StarClan?
    “Hello, Dawnpaw!” A warm mew sounded behind her.
    Dawnpaw turned around slowly to see a golden-brown tabby tom with silvery blue eyes, just like hers. “Who are you?”
    Sorrow sparked in the tom’s gaze, but quickly disappeared. “I am Ryewing,” he murmured. “I am your father, Dawnpaw.”
    Dawnpaw took in a shaky breath. “Ryewing…”
    Ryewing purred. “My daughter,” he whispered. “Did you know that Stormfrost and I had imagined one of our kits would be a medicine cat?”
    “You did?” Dawnpaw asked.
    “Yes.” Ryewing nodded. “I wish that I could have been there for you.”
    “I know,” Dawnpaw mewed. “Stormfrost missed you very much. But Everflame helped her be happy whenever she was particularly sad.”
    Ryewing sighed. “That’s good. I only want you all to be happy. That’s all I want.” He paused before continuing. “Dawnpaw, you have a very strong connection with StarClan. You might have felt it before when you were a kit, but now that you are on your way to becoming a medicine cat, it will only grow stronger.”
    Dawnpaw shivered. “That’s good, right?” She thought about the cave, and understood why everyone seemed so confused.
    Ryewing blinked. “It can be, but you are young. The path you tread is not an easy one, and a lot will be placed to your shoulders. I hope you will learn to carry the weight.” He sighed. “I have a prophecy for you.”
    Dawnpaw leaned forward. Her first prophecy! “What is it?”
    “Echoes still remain. Do not stop listening for them,” Ryewing recited slowly.
    Dawnpaw made a face. “Well what does that mean?” she exclaimed.
    Ryewing touched noses with her. “I do not know. These prophecies come from a greater force, one that not even StarClan can begin to understand. It is up to you to figure this out.”
    Dawnpaw flattened her ears. “Why me?” She was only an apprentice. How did StarClan expect her to decode a prophecy?
    Ryewing shook his head sadly. “I do not understand it, but it is what must be.”
    Dawnpaw noticed her paws getting lighter. “What’s happening?” she asked, and her voice sounded far away.
    “You are waking up,” Ryewing replied calmly. “Please, tell Stormfrost and Lilypaw that I am here, and I am always watching over my family.”
    Dawnpaw woke up with a start. Her head ached as her dream came rushing back to her. Ryewing, the prophecy, something about my path. She wondered what the prophecy could possibly mean, and decided she would ask Ambershine about it. She must know something.
    Beside her, Ambershine stretched. “I saw Barkstripe, Foxfang, Juniperspots, and Berrypaw,” she meowed, speaking of her Clanmates that had died before Dawnpaw was born. “They told me that echoes still remain, and not to stop listening for them.”
    Dawnpaw gasped. “Ryewing told me the same thing! What do you think it means?”
    “I’m not sure,” she mewed thoughtfully.
    Dawnpaw felt a stab of dismay. “You don’t know?”
    Ambershine purred. “Patience, little one. A prophecy takes time to figure out. It could take up to a few moons before we even begin to understand it.”
    Dawnpaw slouched. I don’t think I can wait that long.

    “Dawnpaw!” Lilypaw cried.
    “Hi, Lilypaw!” Dawnpaw called cheerfully, trotting over to her sister.
    “How was the half moon?” Lilypaw asked, pressing up against Dawnpaw.
    “It was wonderful,” Dawnpaw sighed. “I saw Ryewing.” She left out the prophecy because Ambershine had told her not to tell anyone but Needlestar.
    Lilypaw gasped. “You saw… our father? What was he like? Did he talk about me?”
    Dawnpaw nodded. “He did. He said to tell you that he is always watching over us, and he wishes that he could have known us. He’s very gentle, and wise.”
    “Lionpaw told me a little more about him while you were gone,” Lilypaw said, a little distractedly.
    “Lionpaw?” Dawnpaw felt a prickle of unease. Lionpaw was never in a good mood. And he was rude. Why would Lilypaw be interested in him? “Why were you talking to him? He’s always brooding and practicing battle skills.”
    Lilypaw glared at her. “He’s very nice. Did you ever consider that the reason he’s never happy is because both of his parents are dead? And maybe he just wants to prove himself to Clanmates that think he’s loyal to RockClan, not PineClan.” She sniffed. “He’s not that different from us, if you think about it. We lost our father and he’s an orphan, and we’re both RockClan cats who joined PineClan.”
    “We aren’t RockClan,” Dawnpaw hissed. “We’re PineClan. Stormfrost and Ryewing were RockClan, but we are PineClan.”
    Lilypaw took a step back. “Geez,” she muttered defensively. “I didn’t want to fight.” She huffed. “You know, you don’t always have to be so judgemental.” Her tone was sharp.
    Dawnpaw felt a sting at her sister’s words, and she hung her head. “I’m sorry.” She lifted her gaze from the ground. “Do you want to talk? Or play a game?”
    Lilypaw started to walk away. “No. I’m tired. I think I’m just going to get some sleep.”
    No you’re not, Dawnpaw thought bitterly. You’re going to talk to Lionpaw. Why can’t we be close like we were when we were kits?
    Chapter 4

    Lionpaw crept through the forest, trying his best not to bump into trees. The moon wasn’t giving off too much light, so it was hard to see where he was going. Hurry up, he told himself. You’re already late. Lilypaw had spent some time complaining to him about how grumpy Dawnpaw was being, and he had to wait for her to fall asleep before he left.
    “Lionpaw!” Brindlepaw barreled into him, nearly knocking him over.
    Lionpaw purred fiercely. “Brindlepaw! Sorrelpaw!”
    Sorrelpaw quickly licked his shoulder. “Where have you been? We’ve been waiting forever!” she complained.
    Lionpaw ducked his head. “Sorry,” he mumbled. “One of the other apprentices, Lilypaw, was talking to me for a while.”
    Brindlepaw nudged him. “Ooh!” she teased playfully. “Lilypaw!”
    Lionpaw felt his pelt grow hot. “Oh, shut up.”
    Brindlepaw shrugged. “I shouldn’t only mock you,” she laughed, poking Sorrelpaw in the side. “This one has been following Mistpelt around like a lost kit!”
    Sorrelpaw’s jaw dropped. “I do not!” she protested. She shoved Brindlepaw to the ground and held her down, but Brindlepaw twisted around so she was holding Sorrelpaw down.
    Lionpaw felt a pang of envy at his sisters’ play fighting. He loved PineClan. He felt at home in the pines, and he hated the harsh, open mountains. After his parents died, it was almost as if StarClan had guided his paws there. But seeing his sisters knowing exactly who they were meant to be made him think of everything he didn’t have.
    “Lionpaw,” Brindlepaw mewed, pulling him away from his thoughts. “I caught a hawk today!”
    Lionpaw beamed at her. “That’s awesome, Brindlepaw! That must have been really hard.”
    Brindlepaw licked one of her paws and drew it over her ear. “It wasn’t that hard,” she said casually.
    “Ha!” Sorrelpaw exclaimed. “Not that hard? You said it almost got away from you, and it took three warriors to help you!”
    “That sounds dangerous,” Lionpaw fretted.
    Brindlepaw shrugged. “It’s how we hunt.” Mischief glittered in her eyes. “What, has being a forest cat made you soft?”
    “I’m soft? You’re the one who’s scared of birds!” Lionpaw retorted.
    “They’re big birds,” Brindlepaw muttered, and Sorrelpaw giggled.
    Sorrelpaw brought both Lionpaw and Brindlepaw in closer so the three of them were side by side. “I miss this,” she murmured. “When we were kits, and we were together whenever we wanted, and Rainmist would always be there, and Swiftsnow would bring back something for us to play with every time he went on a patrol.”
    Lionpaw sighed. “Me too.” The truth slipped out before he could stop it, and he quickly clamped his jaws shut.
    Sorrelpaw gazed at him hopefully, her golden eyes wide. “You should come back, then!” Brindlepaw perked her ears, eagerly awaiting his response.
    Lionpaw shook his head. “No,” he told them. “I am loyal to PineClan. I miss you, but I needed a fresh start after… after what happened. PineClan accepts me, and I have friends there. And family, in a way,” he added, thinking about his foster mother, Fallowleap. He was stretching the truth a little. Lilypaw was his only friend, if she even was that, and he had to work his paws off to get the slightest look of approval from his Clanmates, but his sisters didn’t have to know that.
    Sorrelpaw looked at her paws, but Brindlepaw nodded in understanding.
    “I get it,” she told him. “Now, enough of this sappy stuff. Let’s have fun together until you have to go back.”

    Lionpaw yawned. After visiting his sisters the night before, he was tired. But Everflame wanted to train with him at dawn, so he had to get up earlier than usual.
    Lionpaw was thinking about how tired he was, and how warm his nest was, and didn’t see where he was going when he bumped into Dawnpaw.
    “Watch where you’re going,” she growled.
    “Sorry,” he muttered. “You could have gone around me.”
    “The Clan doesn’t revolve around you, you know!” she hissed angrily.
    Lionpaw rolled his eyes. “I could say the same for you.”
    Dawnpaw glared at him and stomped off.
    What is her problem? he wondered. Dawnpaw was stuck up, in his opinion. She thought she was more important than everyone just because she was training to be a medicine cat. And she acted like the other cats did around him, when she was from RockClan, too. Whatever. Lionpaw just wanted to find Everflame so they could start training.
    “Lionpaw, there you are,” Everflame meowed. “Are you ready?”
    Lionpaw nodded. “Are we doing hunting or battle skills?”
    Everflame thought for a moment. “Hmmm. Maybe battle skills. Hunting is pretty basic so I think I can just put you on patrols instead of teaching you.”
    Lionpaw beamed. “Thanks!”
    Everflame’s expression darkened. “Besides, we need all of our apprentices trained for battle with what’s been happening.”
    Lionpaw tilted his head. “What’s been happening?”
    Everflame sighed, and for a moment, Lionpaw thought Everflame was annoyed with him for asking. “ShadeClan has been scented on our side of the border.”
    Anger rushed through Lionpaw. How dare ShadeClan cross the border! They thought they were so much better than the other Clans, but PineClan was stronger. “We should attack them!” he yowled.
    Everflame shook his head. “I suggested that, to show ShadeClan that they aren’t stronger than us. But Needlestar wants to see what they have to say at the Gathering.”
    “But that’s in a half moon!” Lionpaw argued. “They could do a lot of damage in that time.”
    Everflame shrugged. “Needlestar is the leader.”
    Lionpaw frowned. “Yeah, I guess so. He is a good leader and he knows what he’s doing. You’d make a really good leader, too, though.”
    Everflame grinned. “I’m on my way.”
    Lionpaw laughed. “Yeah, I guess so.”
    Everflame was quiet for a little bit, and his eyes grew sad. “Foxfang would have made a great deputy,” he finally murmured. “She could have been a leader.”
    Lionpaw was quiet. He remembered that Everflame was the only survivor out of his littermates after Snake’s rule. His sister, Foxfang, died in the final battle, and his other sister, Turtlepelt, had been missing for moons along with an apprentice named Featherpaw, and most of LakeClan. None of them had returned, and they were assumed dead.
    “Well, we should get started,” Everflame said suddenly, and Lionpaw refocused on his training.
    “I’ve already learned a lot of battle moves,” Lionpaw pointed out. “Can I practice defense tactics instead?”
    Everflame raised one eyebrow. “I’m impressed. Most apprentices just think about fighting. They don’t ever think about if they would need to defend themselves.” He started padding in the direction of the training area. “You will make a good warrior, Lionpaw.”
    Lionpaw felt pride swell in his chest as he bounded after his mentor. I’m going to make my parents up in StarClan proud one day.
    “Okay,” Everflame mewed as they arrived at the training area. “If I were attacking you, what is the first thing you would do?”
    “I would try to grab your shoulders?” Lionpaw guessed.
    “Wrong. If you did that, I would throw you off balance and your belly would be exposed.”
    Lionpaw winced at the thought of his belly being scratched up. “So what do I do?”
    “Well,” Everflame began. “There are a few tactics you can use. The most common is to roll under your attacker and claw them from behind. Another one that doesn’t always work, and is unique to PineClan, is if the attacker is running towards you, simply dodge to the side. It will momentarily throw them off balance and you will have the advantage.”
    Lionpaw nodded along with Everflame. “Are there any others?” he asked.
    “One more that we use frequently is if you are pinned down, use your hind legs to scratch your attacker’s belly.”
    “Cool!” Lionpaw exclaimed. “Can I practice them?”
    “Of course,” Everflame replied. “Let’s practice the first one. I’ll be the attacker, obviously, and we are in the middle of a fight.” He winked. “Use this as an opportunity to show me your battle skills as well. Claws sheathed.”
    Lionpaw latched onto Everflame’s shoulder, so when he stood on his hind paws, his belly wouldn’t be exposed. He drove Everflame backwards and attempted to push him onto his side, but Everflame twisted his head and bumped it into Lionpaw’s neck, causing him to let go. Lionpaw delivered a blow to his mentor’s face, and Everflame staggered backwards. When he prepared to claw at Lionpaw’s ear, Lionpaw used the first defense move and rolled out of the way just in time, standing up behind Everflame.
    “Good job! That was fantastic!” Everflame mewed. “Some of the warriors I know don’t even fight that well.”
    Lionpaw panted. “Thanks!”
    “You better not have been talking about me, Everflame,” Icestone called as she entered the clearing with Lilypaw, Runningbreeze, and Izzy.
    Everflame purred. “Of course not, Icestone. You know just as well as I do that you’re a brilliant fighter.”
    Izzy padded over to Lionpaw, her eyes huge with awe. “Lionpaw! You looked so handsome when you were fighting Everflame! And so brave!”
    Lionpaw took a step back. “Er, thanks?”
    Izzy took another step closer to him. “If we had kits, just think of what great warriors they would be!”
    Well this got super weird really fast. Lionpaw took another step away from Izzy, only to find himself pressed against a tree. “Well…” Come on, Runningbreeze! Don’t you see that your apprentice is crazy?
    Izzy blinked. “You should rest. I bet all that fighting hurts your scar, doesn’t it?”
    Lionpaw bit back a growl. He hated it when cats saw his scar as a weakness. He earned that scar from saving Flowerpaw of LakeClan. It only made him stronger, even though it was all cats saw sometimes. Oh, look at that poor apprentice with the scar! Did you hear that his parents died? “Everflame didn’t even touch my scar,” he snapped. “Why would it hurt?”
    Izzy gasped. “I just thought that it would!”
    “Oh, shut up, Izzy.” Lilypaw’s voice sounded from behind Izzy, and Lionpaw twisted his head to see her with her green eyes blazing.
    Izzy stiffened. “Look, I’m just trying to be nice and look after him,” she mewed defensively. “And he doesn’t need a scrawny little apprentice like you to fight his battles for him.”
    Lilypaw rolled her eyes. “I’m not fighting his battles for him. I’m standing up for him. And he doesn’t need a kittypet to look after him.”
    Izzy narrowed her eyes. “I’m not a kittypet!” she hissed through gritted teeth.
    “Then why don’t you have a Clan name?”
    Runningbreeze and Icestone hurried over to them. “What in the name of StarClan is going on?” Icestone exclaimed.
    All three apprentices were silent.
    Runningbreeze let out an exasperated sigh. “Alright, none of you will talk? When you get back to camp, I want all of you to clean ticks off of the elders. Clanmates do not fight each other.”
    That’s so unfair! Lionpaw fumed.
    “But Lionpaw didn’t even do anything!” Lilypaw protested. “Why is he getting in trouble?”
    Icestone nudged Runningbreeze. “Don’t you think that’s a little harsh? It was just a little argument with some apprentices.”
    Runningbreeze shot a sharp look at Icestone. “Don’t forget that I’m a senior warrior. You’re hardly out of the apprentice den. Don’t question me again.” She exhaled. “Fine. Lionpaw won’t be punished, but you two still are.”
    Izzy sulked off, but Lilypaw stayed put. Lionpaw leaned closer to her. “You didn’t have to do that, you know,” he whispered.
    Lilypaw blinked at him. “I know, but it’s what friends do.”
    Lionpaw nodded once. “Cool. And thanks for sticking up for me with Izzy. I hate it when cats only see my scar.”
    Lilypaw purred. “Anytime.”
    Lionpaw watched her nimbly leap away, returning to Icestone’s side. She sure is special. He shook his head. What are you thinking?! She’s Dawnpaw’s sister! He could never like Lilypaw. He definitely didn’t like her. She was just a friend.

    Lionpaw emerged into the camp carrying a vole that he had caught. My paws feel like they’re about to fall off after training! he thought.
    “Wow, Lionpaw, did you catch that?” Shadowpool called. “Nice catch!”
    “Thanks,” Lionpaw replied.
    “Go bring it to the elders,” Everflame whispered. “Then you can eat.”
    “Okay. Thanks for teaching me those moves today,” Lionpaw mewed. He ran over to the elders den and entered it.
    Spruceleaf lifted her head. “Oh, hello Lionpaw,” she greeted him warmly. “Izzy was just getting my pesky ticks off of me.”
    “There’s one on my tail, Lilypaw! I told you, my tail! Not my paw,” Saptail was whining. “Young cats these days can’t seem to follow directions.”
    Lionpaw expected to see annoyance flash across Lilypaw’s eyes, but instead she just blinked. “You told me that there was one on your tail, and one on your paw,” she murmured gently. “Don’t you worry, I will get to your tail in just a second.”
    Saptail rolled his eyes. “Couldn’t go any slower, can you?” he accused gruffly.
    Lionpaw set the vole down in between the elders. “Here,” he offered. I caught this for you.”
    Spruceleaf gazed at him with watery eyes. “Thank you,” she warbled. “But I thought I already had a shrew today.”
    “Your mind is acting up again!” Saptail snapped. “That was yesterday, and you had a pigeon, not a shrew. They could not be more different.”
    Spruceleaf let her head fall to one side. “Oh,” she murmured thoughtfully. “Oh, yes, I remember now. I had a pigeon, not a shrew. And it was yesterday.”
    “That’s what I just said,” Saptail muttered.
    “No, that’s what I just said,” Spruceleaf argued. She looked at Lionpaw with the slight shake of her head. “He gets confused sometimes.”
    Lionpaw stifled a purr. Spruceleaf was known for her terrible memory, and Saptail for his temper. He shuffled on his paws. “Well, I hope you enjoy your meal,” he told them.
    “We will. You said you caught a rabbit?” Spruceleaf asked.
    “No!” Saptail croaked. “It’s a vole! Does that look like a rabbit to you?”
    “Lionpaw! Share this mouse with me,” Fallowleap called as he walked out of the elders den.
    Lionpaw felt a rush of appreciation towards the she-cat who raised him as her own after Rainmist died. “Okay,” he replied, sitting down next to his foster mother.
    Fallowleap gazed at him with kind eyes. “How have you been? I’ve been so focused on Deerkit and Branchkit that I haven’t had much time to talk to you.”
    Lionpaw nodded. “I get it. Everflame said I did really good with my battle skills,” he stated proudly.
    Fallowleap purred. “Of course you did! I think you will be a wonderful warrior. I know you will. Your mother and father would be so proud of you.”
    Lionpaw took a bite of the mouse. “Do you think everyone else will think I’m a loyal warrior?”
    Fallowleap’s eyes rounded in concern. “Why wouldn’t they?”
    “I don’t know.” Lionpaw looked away. Fallowleap cared about him so much. He didn’t want to worry her. “I just hope that cats don’t think that I’m still loyal to RockClan.”
    Fallowleap shook her head. “Why? Has someone said something?” She looked ready to fight anyone who had.
    “No, no,” Lionpaw lied. “I just get a sense sometimes. I don’t know. It’s probably nothing.”
    Fallowleap rested her tail on top of his. “Lionpaw, I know that you are PineClan, through and through. It doesn’t matter if you were born in RockClan, your heart beats for PineClan. You belong here, even if some cats have their doubts. One day, you will prove them all wrong and do great things. I truly do believe that, Lionpaw.”
    “Thank you,” Lionpaw murmured. You’re right, Fallowleap. I will. I will do everything I can for my Clan. For PineClan.
    Chapter 5

    Dawnpaw sorted out the catmint into a pile. Leaf-bare was almost here, and that meant greencough would spread in the coming moons.
    “How are you doing with that?” Ambershine asked, coming over to inspect her work.
    “I’m done!” Dawnpaw announced.
    Ambershine sniffed the pile of herbs and pawed at them. “Great job!” she finally meowed. “I’m impressed that you were able to do that already.”
    Pride filled Dawnpaw’s chest. Ambershine said she did everything right!
    Lilypaw stuck her head into the den. “Sorry to interrupt, but Needlestar said it’s time to get going.”
    Dawnpaw wanted to bounce up and down in excitement. Her first Gathering! She was so happy that Needlestar had chosen both her and Lilypaw to go. The only bad thing was that Lionpaw was going too. Ever since Everflame had complimented him on his battle skills, he thought he was so special. Unfortunately, so did Lilypaw. Dawnpaw’s sister had been so obsessed with Lionpaw lately that it was getting annoying. Dawnpaw just hoped that Lilypaw would focus more on her than Lionpaw.
    Ambershine swished her tail. “You go along, Dawnpaw. I just need to finish a few things.”
    “Are you sure?” Dawnpaw asked.
    Ambershine nodded. “Go, go.”
    Dawnpaw and Lilypaw ran out of the medicine den. “Are you excited?” Lilypaw breathed.
    Dawnpaw let out a mrrrow of laughter. “What do you think?”
    Lilypaw giggled. “Good point.” She sighed. “Lionpaw has been to lots of Gatherings.”
    Dawnpaw huffed. Here we go. “I’m sure he has,” she muttered. She and Lilypaw had been on thin ice since their fight–the first one they ever had–but things were better now. Except… when her sister was obsessing over Lionpaw
    Lilypaw blinked at her. “What?”
    “Nothing.” Dawnpaw already knew that the night would be all about Lionpaw. She might as well just accept it.
    “He said that sometimes the leaders fight, but it’s really fun because all of the apprentices from other Clans hang out with each other. How cool is that?”
    Dawnpaw began walking in-step with Lilypaw. “It does sound really fun,” she admitted. “But can you not just talk to Lionpaw the whole time? I mean, I’m here, too.”
    Lilypaw’s eyes rounded. “I’m sorry if I haven’t been spending as much time with you,” she meowed. “I just really like Lionpaw, and I think maybe he likes me, too.”
    “I’m sure if it’s meant to be, it will happen,” Dawnpaw sighed, already sick of the conversation.
    Lilypaw snorted. “Do you always have to talk like a medicine cat?”
    Dawnpaw swatted her with her tail. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
    Lilypaw purred. “I’m sure if it’s meant to be, it will happen,” she mewed dramatically. “Like, what does that even mean?”
    “Exactly what it sounds like,” Dawnpaw retorted.
    “Hey!” Lilypaw’s eyes lit up. “There’s Stormfrost!”
    “She’s coming too?” Dawnpaw asked hopefully.
    Lilypaw shrugged and raced over to their mother. Dawnpaw trailed after her. She hoped that Stormfrost was going to the Gathering. Maybe she would be able to introduce her to some of the other warriors there. Hopefully she’s in a good mood today, Dawnpaw thought.
    “Are you going to the Gathering tonight?” Dawnpaw heard Lilypaw ask.
    Dawnpaw braced. She knew that even if Stormfrost was picked, she probably would stay back because of some excuse about being too tired, or not feeling well. But to her surprise, Stormfrost answered, “Yes. I can’t wait to finally introduce you to my sister, Fernleaf. I don’t know if you remember her from when you were kits, but she is very kind. Oh, how long it’s been since I’ve seen her. And my mother, Silverdusk. I miss her so much. ”
    Dawnpaw felt warm with happiness at the thought of meeting new kin. It must be so hard to have a sister in another Clan. I don’t know what I would do if Lilypaw wasn’t here. “I can’t wait to meet them,” she murmured, pressing up against Stormfrost’s flank.
    Stormfrost wrapped her tail around Dawnpaw. “You’ll love them both.”
    Needlestar yowled for silence. “The Gathering is at RockClan,” he reminded everyone. “And to recap, the cats going are myself, Everflame, Ambershine, Stormfrost, Icestone, Redfall, Smokefoot, Lionpaw, Dawnpaw, and Lilypaw.”
    Icestone approached Lilypaw. “You have to be respectful at a Gathering,” she meowed sternly. “No fighting with other apprentices, no insulting the other Clans, and no talking while the leaders are talking.”
    Lilypaw let out an exasperated sigh. “I know, Icestone.”
    Icestone nodded swiftly. “I was just making sure.” She padded off to join her brother, Redfall.
    Needlestar lashed his tail. “Let’s go!”
    Dawnpaw was giddy with excitement as she walked beside Lilypaw and Stormfrost to the RockClan camp. She wondered what the mountains would be like, and what the camp looked like. And I will be able to see all of the medicine cats again!
    When they finally crossed over the RockClan border, Dawnpaw gasped at the sight of the sheer cliffs and swooping birds. The camp was beautiful, a valley with a clear stream running through it.
    “Stormfrost!” A cry made Dawnpaw’s head jerk up to see a dark tabby she-cat dashing towards them. “Stormfrost, you’re here!”
    Stormfrost’s eyes rounded.”Fernleaf!”
    Fernleaf’s scent hit Dawnpaw and she was momentarily brought back to when she was a very small kit, and Fernleaf had watched over her and Lilypaw.
    Fernleaf turned to look at Dawnpaw and Lilypaw. “These are Dawnkit and Lilykit, I presume?” She quickly corrected herself. “Oh, it must be Dawnpaw and Lilypaw, now. You’ve gotten so big since I last saw you!”
    Lilypaw nodded proudly. “Icestone is my mentor, and Dawnpaw is training to be a medicine cat!”
    Fernleaf blinked. “Wow! That’s amazing, both of you!”
    “Do you know where Silverdusk is?” Stormfrost suddenly asked.
    Fernleaf beamed and nodded, but Dawnpaw could sense she was hiding something. Whatever it is, it’s a good thing. A very good thing. She padded after them to find out what it was.
    Fernleaf led Stormfrost to a silver tabby she-cat with three wide-eyed kits trailing behind her. “Stormfrost, this is Hollykit, Graykit, and Ashkit.”
    Dawnpaw understood at the same moment that Stormfrost did. “You had kits?” Stormfrost exclaimed. “Who is the father.”
    Silverdusk gazed lovingly at a gray tabby tom on the other side of the camp. “Whistleshade.” She bent her head down to the she-kit. “Hollykit, say hi to your sisters.”
    Dawnpaw couldn’t keep herself from bounding forward. “These kits are my kin?’ she cried out.
    Stormfrost turned to her in surprise. “Dawnpaw! You followed us?” She softened. “Yes, they are your kin. Come meet Silverdusk and her kits.”
    Dawnpaw curiously approached the three kits. “Hi,” she greeted them.
    Hollykit tilted her head and sniffed Dawnpaw. “You’re from PineClan, aren’t you?”
    “How did you know that?” Silverdusk asked suspiciously.
    Hollykit’s eyes widened. “Graykit told me they smell like pine needles and sap.”
    “And how did Graykit know that?” Silverdusk pressed, turning her head to her son.
    Graykit batted Hollykit with his paw. “You weren’t supposed to tell her that!” he whispered loudly.
    Dawnpaw stifled a purr as she turned and padded away. Lilypaw must be wondering where I am, she thought. To her dismay, she noticed Lilypaw talking with Lionpaw. The two of them were laughing and joking around with each other, and Lilypaw didn’t seem to notice that Dawnpaw had even left. Do I even matter to her anymore? Now I’m going to be all alone at my first Gathering. And it’s all Lionpaw’s fault! Dawnpaw was so focused on her sister that she didn’t see the brown tabby she-cat until she bumped into her.
    “Oh!” the brown tabby exclaimed. “I’m sorry!”
    Dawnpaw shook her head. “No, I’m sorry. I wasn’t watching where I put my paws.”
    The she-cat purred. “It’s fine. I’m Brindlepaw.” She noticed Dawnpaw’s lingering gaze on Lilypaw and Lionpaw. “My brother likes you, you know. You don’t have to worry about her.”
    Dawnpaw whipped her head around. “What?!” she yowled, her fur bristling.
    Brindlepaw stared at her quizzically. “I mean, he hasn’t actually said that he likes you, but I can tell.” Noticing Dawnpaw’s shocked expression, she mewed, “You are Lilypaw, right?”
    Relief swept through Dawnpaw and she let her fur lay flat. “No,” she laughed. “I’m her sister, Dawnpaw. I’m training to be a medicine cat!”
    Brindlepaw looked mortified. “Oh! I’m so sorry! I just thought— I thought you were Lilypaw, and she was Izzy. You know, with the gray fur and green eyes. My brother hates Izzy.”
    “No, she’s Lilypaw. Izzy isn’t here,” Dawnpaw informed her.
    Brindlepaw duck her head. “Well, I’m sorry again for the misunderstanding.”
    “Don’t worry about it,” Dawnpaw assured her.
    Two more apprentices, a tortoiseshell she-cat and a gray tom joined Brindlepaw. “Do you know where Sorrelpaw is?” The she-cat asked.
    Brindlepaw rolled her eyes. “Probably talking to Mistpelt, pretending she’s already a warrior.” She glanced back at Dawnpaw. “Dawnpaw, this is Applepaw and Molepaw. Applepaw and Molepaw, this is Dawnpaw.”
    “Hello,” Applepaw meowed cheerfully.
    “Is this your first Gathering? I haven’t seen you before,” Molepaw remarked.
    Dawnpaw nodded timidly. “Yeah. It’s nice to meet you.” She shot a glare at Lilypaw and Lionpaw. “Though it would be nice if those two would join us.”
    Brindlepaw snorted. “Tell me about it. Both of my siblings abandoned me for a crush.”
    “Is this, like, where the apprentices are hanging out?” A tiny tortoiseshell and white she-cat asked. A gray tabby tom and a black and white tom stood behind her.
    Molepaw shrugged. “I guess so.”
    “I’m Morningpaw,” she said brightly. “These are my brothers, Daypaw and—”
    The black and white tom shouldered past her. “I can introduce myself,” he interrupted. “I’m Lightpaw. We’re from ShadeClan, the best Clan.”
    Brindlepaw narrowed her eyes. “You hunt in trees, just like PineClan. The only difference is PineClan has pine trees and you have oaks. LakeClan is just weird because they can swim. So that means that RockClan is actually the best Clan.”
    Lightpaw growled. “ShadeClan is by far the biggest Clan. We outnumber any Clan in battle, so we always emerge victorious,” he countered.
    “Well—”
    “Hush,” Morningpaw whispered. “Dapplestar has started speaking.”
    Dawnpaw was about to turn her attention to the RockClan leader when soft fur brushed up against her. “Lilypaw!” she purred.
    Lilypaw affectionately licked her ear. “Did you really think I would leave you the whole Gathering? Mouse-brain.”
    Happy that things were back to normal, Dawnpaw listened to Dapplestar speak.
    “One of our queens, Silverdusk, gave birth to three kits last moon named Hollykit, Graykit, and Ashkit. We have not scented any rogues since the battle with Snake, so I think it is officially safe to say that they have left. Hunting has been kind to us, and our warriors have been able to catch many birds. I hope that you all can say the same for your Clans.” With the dip of her head, Dapplestar stepped back and Reedstar took her place.
    “LakeClan’s missing warriors still have not returned,” he meowed, his voice heavy. “That includes our deputy, Ripplestep, along with Meadowbird, Riverpelt, Heronflame, Gooseflight, Bubblesplash, Minnowsplash, Marshstripe, Puddleleap, and Drizzlecloud. I waited a long time for them to return, but it is time to accept that they are dead. I named Lightningstripe as the new deputy. Willowheart, Mallowfern, Loudbelly, and Gullfeather died. We still do not have a medicine cat, and we announce with a heavy heart that Swanfeather has joined StarClan. A patrol ran into a fox, and the wounds she received led to infection. We didn’t know how to treat it.” Reedstar’s voice broke off and guilt shone in his eyes. “She died yesterday. We did kill the fox, though. On a happier note, we have four new warriors; Flowerpetal, Shimmerfern, Rushfoot, and Rookfeather.”
    “Flowerpetal! Shimmerfern! Rushfoot! Rookfeather!” Dawnpaw cheered along with everyone, but the cheers sounded dull. Reedstar’s depressing announcement had taken a toll on the cats.
    “How did they lose so many cats?” Dawnpaw whispered to Lilypaw in dismay.
    “Icestone said that most of LakeClan escaped to RockClan, but when RockClan was attacked, they ran into a trap. No one knows what happened to them,” Lilypaw explained. “Her sister’s mentor brought her to RockClan and went missing with them.”
    “Turtlepelt, right?” Dawnpaw asked. Lilypaw was lucky that she got to hear Icestone’s cool stories. Stormfrost refused to talk about anything involving Snake.
    Lilypaw nodded. “Yeah.”
    “Stop talking,” Morningpaw hissed. “Needlestar is speaking now.”
    “PineClan has been thriving,” Needlestar began. “We have two new apprentices, Lilypaw, and Dawnpaw, who has chosen the path of a medicine cat. Turtlepelt and Featherpaw still have not returned.” He shot a dark look at Nightstar. “We have scented ShadeClan on our side of the border. We understand that the weather is getting colder, and that prey is scarce for everyone, but we just ask that you stay on your side of the border.”
    Nightstar rounded on Needlestar. “PineClan has always been a small Clan,” she snarled. “You have more territory than you could possibly need. ShadeClan is growing more and more. Palelight just had four kits a few moons ago! It’s simple. We need the space, you don’t.”
    Needlestar hissed. “No, you don’t need more space,” he argued. “You have the entire woods! Here’s what is simple: your territory ends at the thunderpath.”
    “Look!” Thundercrash of ShadeClan cried. “Clouds over the moon! StarClan is angry.”
    Nightstar flicked her tail. “The Gathering might be over,” she warned. “But this isn’t.”

    Chapter 6

    “Lionpaw! I want you to go on the border patrol that Vixenclaw is leading,” Everflame yowled.
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    Chapter 6

    “Lionpaw! I want you to go on the border patrol that Vixenclaw is leading,” Everflame yowled.
    Yes! Lionpaw internally cheered. He was so close to becoming a warrior, and now Everflame was letting him go on patrols. And one day I’ll be leading patrols.
    Vixenclaw lashed her tail impatiently. “Are you coming?” Sammie and Roseberry waited beside her.
    Lionpaw raced over to the patrol. “Do you think we’ll see ShadeClan trespassers?” he growled.
    Roseberry rolled her eyes. “You’re almost a warrior, yet you act like a kit.”
    Lionpaw’s fur bristled. “Hey!”
    Sammie stepped in between them. “Alright, you two. Let’s just go.”
    Lionpaw followed Vixenclaw as she trudged in the direction of the ShadeClan border. “Do we have permission to fight off the ShadeClan cats if we see them?” he pressed.
    Vixenclaw glared at him. “No.”
    “Why not?” Lionpaw thought it was ridiculous. ShadeClan had acted terrible at the Gathering, demanding more space that they didn’t need. Why couldn’t Needlestar admit that they needed to fight back for the good of the Clan?
    Roseberry huffed. “Can’t you just be quiet?”
    A low growl rumbled in Lionpaw’s throat. “I’m just trying to help.”
    “You can help by listening to the older warriors,” Sammie mewed gently. He leaned closer to Lionpaw. “I know how it feels for them to not listen to you simply because you weren’t born here.”
    Lionpaw whipped around, his eyes blazing. “That’s not why they aren’t listening to me!” he snarled. “It’s just because I’m younger than them.”
    Sammie simply blinked. “You can tell yourself that, but we both know the truth.”
    “Maybe they don’t accept you,” Lionpaw argued, “but I am a loyal PineClan cat. I came here when I was a kit. Most of my life has been spent here in PineClan, not RockClan. Sure, I have my sisters in RockClan, and I will always love them, but I am loyal to PineClan. Most of them know that, even if I have a few doubters.”
    Sammie took a step back. “I was just trying to help,” he meowed defensively. “But if you feel that way, good for you.”
    “If you two would stop chattering, you would notice that we’re at the border,” Vixenclaw called.
    Lionpaw scampered over to where Vixenclaw and Roseberry were standing. “So what do I do?”
    “Look for trespassers, and mark the border with PineClan scent,” Vixenclaw instructed. “Stay close together.”
    Lionpaw thought he saw movement out of the corner of his eye, and quietly looked around to see a patrol of ShadeClan cats farther down the border. “Vixenclaw,” he whispered. “ShadeClan patrol over there. On PineClan territory!”
    Both Vixenclaw and Roseberry whipped around to get a look at the ShadeClan cats. “Those fox-hearts!” Roseberry growled.
    “What do they think they’re doing?” Sammie hissed with the lash of his tail.
    Vixenclaw’s eyes were narrow slits. “Let’s go,” she murmured, heading towards the patrol.
    As Lionpaw got closer, he could see that the warriors were Cloudpool, Sundapple, Windwing and Elmfire. How dare they act like this is their territory! This is PineClan land! “What do you think you’re doing?” he yowled.
    Cloudpool snapped her head up. “We were just hunting,” she said innocently.
    “On PineClan territory?” Sammie challenged.
    “Don’t talk back to me, kittypet,” Cloudpool spat. “And Nightstar said this was ShadeClan territory.”
    “Well please tell Nightstar that she was misinformed,” Vixenclaw meowed coldly.
    Sundapple’s hackles raised. “We will do no such thing.”
    “Yeah!” Windwing agreed. “We will fight for this territory!”
    Roseberry barred her teeth. “So will we.”
    Cloudpool flexed her claws and Lionpaw let a low growl rumble in his throat. He prepared to attack, but Vixenclaw stopped them.
    “Do not fight right now! We have to report this to Needlestar.” She glared at Cloudpool. “And get your patrol off of our land.”

    “You saw them?” Needlestar asked in amazement. “And they claimed it was their land?”
    Vixenclaw nodded. “Do you think I would lie to you, Needlestar?” She immediately looked ashamed of her words, and Lionpaw wondered why.
    Needlestar hesitated before answering. “Not about this,” he finally mewed gently. He closed his eyes. “I will call a Clan meeting. We will attack tomorrow.”
    Roseberry piped up with, “You’re making the right choice.”
    Lionpaw padded out of Needlestar’s den excitedly. He hoped he was chosen to fight in the battle. Everflame had taught him so many battle moves, and he wanted a chance to prove himself.
    “All cats gather beneath the Pine Pile for a Clan meeting!” Needlestar yowled.
    Lionpaw noticed Deerkit and Branchkit peeking their heads out of the nursery. “Can we go to the meeting, Fallowleap?” Branchkit asked.
    Fallowleap glanced back at the Pine Pile. “I suppose you can.”
    “This is the best day ever!” Deerkit cheered.
    Lilypaw sat down next to Lionpaw, and his heart sped up. Why are you acting like this, you stupid fur-ball? You don’t like her, he scolded himself. She’s just your friend.
    “Do you know what this is about?” she asked him with shining eyes.
    Lionpaw hesitated. Was he allowed to tell her? He might as well. Needlestar was about to announce it anyway. “ShadeClan crossed the border to hunt,” he murmured quietly. “There’s going to be a battle.”
    Lilypaw’s eyes widened. “A battle? Wow!” She shifted nervously. “This will be my first battle,” she admitted.
    Lionpaw quickly licked her shoulder. “You will be fine. He might not even pick you to go.”
    Lilypaw unsheathed her claws. “He better,” she growled. “I’ve been an apprentice for nearly two moons!”
    “Today a patrol spotted ShadeClan freely hunting on our territory,” Needlestar announced. “This has been going on far too long, and it is time we take matters into our own paws. Tomorrow at midday, we attack!”
    Cheers erupted into the clearing.
    “We will have two battle waves,” Needlestar explained. “The first one will be small. We will let them think they beat us and they will let their guard down, and that is when the second wave will attack. Together, with both groups fighting, we will emerge victorious!”
    “Are you sure this is a good idea, Needlestar?” Cherryfur fretted.
    “Yeah,” Shadowpool agreed. “ShadeClan is far bigger than us.”
    “But we have the element of surprise,” Lynxnose countered.
    “Needlestar, what happens if we lose?” Smokefoot asked. “Will we lose part of our territory?”
    “We won’t lose, you mouse-brain,” Stoneskip snapped. “We need to take back what’s ours! We can’t just let ShadeClan walk all over us.”
    Lionpaw noticed Lilypaw looking worried. “Fernleaf is in ShadeClan,” she whispered anxiously. “It would kill Stormfrost to fight her.”
    Lionpaw knew exactly how she felt. If it was RockClan they were attacking, Lionpaw would be torn at the thought of fighting Brindlepaw or Sorrelpaw. “It will be okay,” he assured her. “I understand how hard that is.”
    Lilypaw gazed at him gratefully. “Of course you do,” she murmured. “I had forgotten.”
    Needlestar drowned out the noise. “I thought about them being larger than us, and that is why we are attacking midday. All of their patrols will be out. The first wave,” he called, “will be Shadowpool, Luna, Flameleap, Sammie, Izzy, and Nettlecreek. The second wave will be everyone else except for Stormfrost, Fallowleap, and the elders. You will guard the camp.”
    Lionpaw saw Stormfrost sag with relief.
    “Start preparing. We must win this battle! And remember that we attack at midday!”
    “PineClan will win!” everyone yowled. Even the cats who had expressed their concern now looked ready to fight.
    After the meeting was dispersed, Everflame padded over to Lionpaw. “Do you want to practice your battle moves, or do you feel ready?”
    Lionpaw gave him a curt nod. “I feel ready.”
    Lilypaw shivered beside Lionpaw. “I’m nervous!”
    Everflame placed his tail on her spine. “You will be fine as long as you remember what Icestone has taught you. I can help you too.”
    “Do you think Icestone will mind if I ask her to go over a few moves with me?” she asked.
    “Not at all,” Everflame replied. “Go ask her.” He looked back at Lionpaw. “You know I will help you just like I said I will help her, Lionpaw. I will look out for you in that battle. You should know that you will have someone looking out for you here, as long as I’m around.”
    Lionpaw tried not to show how much that meant to him. “I have Fallowleap,” he pointed out.
    “But you don’t have a father,” Everflame murmured. “You lost yours when you were three moons old. You should have a father, Lionpaw. Someone who you can look up to and turn to. You can always turn to me for help. I just thought you should know that.” The serious look in his eyes faded. “Now do you want to get something to eat? You’ll need your strength for tomorrow.”
    Lionpaw nudged against his mentor as they walked to the prey pile. Tomorrow I will fight beside my Clan. My family.

    “Are you ready for the battle?” Lionpaw asked Lilypaw the next day.
    Lilypaw shifted nervously. “Yeah, I think so, but I’m really nervous.”
    Lionpaw wrapped his tail around hers and gazed at her. “Don’t be. You’re an excellent fighter, and you’ll do great. PineClan will win.”
    Lilypaw met his gaze and purred. “You really think so?”
    “Yeah,” Lionpaw meowed. He suddenly became aware of his tail intertwined with hers, and awkwardly pulled it away with a flick. He broke their gaze and blinked. What’s wrong with you, you stupid, stupid fur-ball?! You have a battle to fight. Stop acting all gooey-eyed over some she-cat! one part of his brain screeched. The other part said, Lilypaw is not just any she-cat. She’s special. The problem was he didn’t know which one to listen to. One look at Dawnpaw, who was standing at the other side of the prey pile and shooting him a look of pure hatred, made up his mind. Don’t want to cross her! What if she has to treat me after the battle?
    Cherryfur trotted past them. “Are you two ready?”
    Lilypaw groaned. “Why does everyone keep asking me that?”
    Cherryfur let out a mrrow of laughter. “It’s not every day an apprentice fights their first battle!”
    “You’re awfully cheerful about this,” Lionpaw remarked.
    “I’m ready to get our territory back!” Cherryfur exclaimed. The senior warrior sat down next to the two apprentices. “You know, when Turtlepelt, Foxfang, and Everflame were only ’paws, they were nervous for their first battle, too.”
    “Everflame was?!” Lionpaw found that hard to believe.
    Cherryfur nodded. “Oh, yes. Our great deputy was scared to fight his first battle. If you had known Foxfang and Turtlepelt, you would be shocked by that, too.” Her eyes reflected her grief over her lost daughters.
    “Did you win the battle? Who were you fighting against? How did Everflame, Turtlepelt, and Foxfang become less nervous?” The questions poured out from Lilypaw, and Lionpaw guessed she was relieved to focus on something other than the upcoming battle.
    “Slow down,” Cherryfur purred. “We were fighting LakeClan, I believe. Some ridiculous reason that no one can remember. We outnumbered them and won. To help my kits, I gave them a sweet berry.” Cherryfur sighed. “It was small, so they could eat it despite their nervous bellies, and the sweet taste soothed their minds.” Her expression brightened. “Wait here, I’ll be right back.” She returned moments later with two berries dangling from her jaw. Gently placing them on the ground, she nudged them towards Lilypaw and Lionpaw. “To calm your nerves.”
    Lionpaw shook his head. “I’m not nervous.”
    Cherryfur shrugged. “Then you get to have a tasty treat.”
    Lionpaw and Lilypaw lapped up their berries. “Thank you!” they chorused.
    Lilypaw turned to Lionpaw after Cherryfur left. “Is it true that you’re really not nervous?” she asked.
    “Yeah,” Lionpaw answered truthfully. “I’m just really excited to prove myself.”
    Lilypaw pressed against his side. “You don’t have to prove yourself. Everyone here knows you’re PineClan.”
    “I know that, but I still feel like I should prove myself at any chance I get,” Lionpaw confessed.
    “Just be careful,” Lilypaw fretted. “There’s a fine line between proving yourself, and being plain stupid.”
    “I will,” Lionpaw promised her.
    “Everyone, gather round!” Needlestar called. “It is time for the first wave to attack! Shadowpool will take the lead, and will signal for us to make the second attack. Are we ready?”
    “Yes!”
    Lionpaw’s heart drummed in his chest. He was always going to be ready.
    Izzy dashed to Lionpaw’s side. “I’m leaving now,” she told him. “Do you have anything you would like to say to me?” her eyes were wide with hope.
    Lionpaw knew she was hoping for him to confess his love for her, or something like that, but that was just gross. “Yeah,” he meowed. “Protect your face. Don’t want to get a scar like mine. I know how much you would hate that.” He winked.
    Izzy glared at him and stormed off, and Lilypaw burst out laughing.
    “That was great! Her face!” she gasped in between purrs.
    “Yeah,” Lionpaw laughed. “It was funny.”
    Needlestar’s tail twitched. “We will leave soon and wait for the signal, so get ready.”
    Lionpaw gulped. The time to fight was almost here.

    The screeches of battle echoed through the trees as the second group waited to attack. Everything was going according to plan, they just had to wait for Shadowpool’s signal.
    Needlestar’s eyes sharpened as Shadowpool’s caterwaul rang out. “Now!” he hissed.
    Lionpaw bounded into the camp beside his Clanmates, feeling a prick of satisfaction at the surprised looks from the ShadeClan cats. He barreled into a golden tabby who he recognized as Yarrowtail, and raked his claws across her side. She screeched in pain and fury and grabbed onto Lionpaw’s shoulders, digging her claws in deep. Lionpaw winced, but noticed that her belly was exposed. Never leave your belly exposed. Everflame’s words echoed through Lionpaw’s head, and he slashed his claws through each side of her belly. Yarrowtail let out a shriek of agony and released Lionpaw. Lionpaw darted away victoriously. His shoulders were throbbing, but he still had a battle to fight.
    He scratched up Daypaw’s ears, leaving him running off wailing for his mother. That stupid fur-ball acts like no more than a kit, he thought scornfully.
    Lionpaw was in the middle of fighting Wolfscratch when he heard a cry pierce the air.
    “No! Someone help me!”
    Lionpaw’s blood froze as he recognized the voice as Lilypaw’s. “I’m coming!” he yowled, dodging under Wolfscratch. He saw Ravenpelt standing over her, ready to strike. “No!” he screeched, shooting himself forwards. He knocked Wildbelly off of Lilypaw just as he was claw her.
    Wildbelly bared his teeth and scurried away.
    Lilypaw dusted her fur off. “Thanks, Lionpaw!”
    Lionpaw glanced at her. “Anything for my friend. Are you okay?”
    Lilypaw looked a little shaken, but she nodded. “I’m fine. Thanks again for saving my pelt from being clawed off back there.” She ran back into the battle.
    Lionscar turned back to the battle, happy that his friend was safe.

    Chapter 7

    Dawnpaw pressed a fresh wad of cobwebs on Nettlecreek’s gash on his leg. “The bleeding is almost cleared now,” she told him. “After this I’ll rub the marigold pulp onto it to fight off infection.”
    Nettlecreek winced as she applied more pressure onto the wound. “Thanks, Dawnpaw.”
    Dawnpaw began to apply the marigold dressing onto his cut. “Come back here every day so I can check on it and make sure it doesn’t get infected,” she mewed. “Do you want any poppy seeds for the pain?”
    Nettlecreek shook his head. “No, I’m fine. Thanks again!” He limped off to speak with Shadowpool.
    Deerpaw and Branchpaw skipped around Dawnpaw. They had been made apprentices just after Lionscar was made a warrior, with Deerpaw apprenticed to Smokefoot, and Branchpaw to Shadowpool.
    “Do you need any help?” Deerpaw asked eagerly.
    Dawnpaw held back a sigh of annoyance. All they were doing was getting in her way, and she had a lot of patients to treat. “No,” she said politely. “I’ve got it.”
    “But we can be really helpful!” Branchpaw insisted.
    “Branchpaw!” Shadowpool snapped. “What are you doing? You too, Deerpaw. Dawnpaw and Ambershine are busy enough without you pestering them.”
    Deerpaw and Branchpaw reluctantly walked away, to Dawnpaw’s relief.
    “Uh, Dawnpaw? You said to come back here after the meeting?” Lionscar’s voice sounded from behind her.
    Dawnpaw whipped around. “Oh! Right.” As much as she resented Lionpaw for taking up all of Lilypaw’s time, she couldn’t exactly be angry with him at the moment. He helped Lilypaw today. She studied his wounds. The cuts on his back aren’t deep enough to get infected, but the puncture wounds on his shoulders are. His scar on his face is swelling, so I’ll give him some poppy seeds for the pain. For the shoulder wounds, I will apply a marigold pulp, and for his scratches I will give him dock leaves.
    Dawnpaw ran back into the medicine den to check the stock. “Dock leaves, poppy seeds, marigold. Dock leaves, poppy seeds, marigold,” she muttered to herself.
    “How are you doing?” Ambershine asked her, padding up beside her.
    Dawnpaw didn’t take her eyes off of the herbs as she searched. “Good, I think. I treated Icestone for a wrenched shoulder, Nettlecreek for a deep gash on his leg, and I’m about to treat Lionpaw for a few cuts.”
    “And what did you do to treat them?”
    Dawnpaw thought for a moment. “I gave Icestone elder leaves, Nettlecreek a marigold dressing, and I’m giving Lionpaw dock leaves for his scratches because they aren’t deep enough to get infected, marigold for his puncture wounds, and poppy seeds for the pain. His scar was swelling so I thought that might help.”
    Ambershine nodded along with her. “Alright. It sounds like you’re doing good. The only thing is that oak leaves might work better on the deep wounds. Marigold is more for treating infections, not stopping them from coming. It will still work, but oak leaves will be better,” she advised.
    “But I already gave Nettlecreek marigold!” Dawnpaw wailed. “Did I do something wrong?”
    Ambershine’s eyes widened. “No! No, of course not,” she assured her. “You’re doing wonderful. I know it’s hard to remember everything sometimes.”
    Dawnpaw hung her head. “I’m sorry I messed up.”
    “You didn’t mess up. Marigold will still help Nettlecreek,” Ambershine meowed. “You’re still learning. Don’t put too much pressure on yourself.”
    Dawnpaw quickly gathered oak, poppy seeds, and dock leaves. “I have to get back to Lionpaw,” she said. “Is this everything that I need?”
    Ambershine placed a bit of nettle in Dawnpaw’s pile. “Nettle will help bring down the swelling on his face. I can help you apply it if you would like.”
    Dawnpaw shook her head. “I know how. Thanks, though.” She bounded out of the den and back to where Lionpaw was waiting impatiently.
    “What took you so long?” he demanded.
    Dawnpaw huffed. “I was making sure I got everything right.”
    Lionpaw narrowed his eyes. “Does that mean you were trying to poison me, but Ambershine stopped you?” he mewed sarcastically.
    Dawnpaw ignored him. “This is going to sting,” she warned, smearing the pulp onto his cuts.
    “Ow!” Lionpaw yelped.
    “Sorry,” Dawnpaw said flatly, not at all sorry. “Just try to be still. It will feel better afterwards.”
    “Easy for you to say,” Lionpaw muttered in a strained voice. “You’re not the one who feels like their pelt is on fire.”
    Dawnpaw sighed. “Dramatic much?”
    “Just hurry up, please. I don’t want to spend my first night as a warrior in the medicine den.”
    Dawnpaw started to rub the nettle pulp over his scar. “This will bring down the swelling,” she told him. “I just have to do the oak leaves next, and then I have a few things for you to swallow.”
    Lionpaw nodded. “Okay.”
    “The oak poultice is thick, and it might feel weird, but it will help the pain in your shoulder go away.” Dawnpaw smeared the oak leaves onto the punctures in Lionscar’s shoulders. “Don’t rub this off, and check back here everyday so Ambershine or I can check it and change the poultice.”
    “Got it. Thanks.” Lionpaw turned to leave.
    Once the golden tabby tom was gone, she sagged. She was overwhelmed with her conflicting feelings about Lionpaw. She wanted Lilypaw to be happy and have a good friend, but she really didn’t like Lionpaw. He took up all of Lilypaw’s time, and he was raised as a kit in a different Clan. “StarClan, please show me if I can really trust him,” she pleaded.

    Dawnpaw awoke into a wonderful forest filled with prey, and she immediately recognized where she was. StarClan. Why have they called me here? she wondered. It’s not even a half moon.
    “Hello, Dawnpaw,” Ryewing’s voice sounded behind her.
    Dawnpaw bounded over to her father like a kit. “Ryewing!” she cried.
    Ryewing licked the top of Dawnpaw’s head affectionately. “I’ve missed you, my kit.”
    Dawnpaw pressed her head into Ryewing’s shoulder. “I’ve missed you, too.”
    Ryewing purred. “How are Lilypaw and Stormfrost?”
    Dawnpaw scowled. “Lilypaw has been more interested in Lionpaw than me lately. It’s been a little lonely,” she confessed.
    Ryewing’s eyes shone. “Lionpaw is a good cat. A very good cat indeed. There is something special about him.”
    “I don’t like him,” Dawnpaw muttered.
    Ryewing tilted his head. “Why not?”
    “He’s a RockClan cat!” Dawnpaw exclaimed. “Both of his parents were RockClan, and he was raised there.” More grudgingly she added, “And he stole Lilypaw.”
    Ryewing sighed. “Dawnpaw, you are so wise, and you have such a great path ahead of you. Yet you can’t see what is right in front of you! Does it really matter what is in Lionscar’s blood? What matters is what is in his heart.” He shrugged. “Look at you. Stormfrost is half rogue, half RockClan, and I am RockClan. But if I asked you if you consider yourself RockClan, you would say that you’re PineClan, through and through. I am right?”
    Dawnpaw nodded.
    “Maybe try sympathizing with Lionscar. You’re not too different, really. The only difference is that you have family in your Clan, and he doesn’t.” Amusement sparked in Ryewing’s gaze. “As for him stealing Lilypaw, she still cares for you. You are sisters, a bond that not even the stars can break. And can’t you see that he is a wonderful friend for her?”
    “But…” Dawnpaw searched for the right words. “Is he disloyal? He has kin in RockClan.”
    “So do you,” Ryewing reminded her. “I mean, look at me. He loves his sisters, but like I said, he is PineClan, through and through. Just like you.”
    Dawnpaw looked at her paws. “I’ll still probably be jealous that Lilypaw spends more time with him than me,” she sighed.
    Ryewing’s whiskers twitched in amusement. “That’s fine. Just be kind to him and remember that he and Lilypaw are great friends. If you do all you can to separate them, Lilypaw will be crushed. You don’t want that, do you?”
    Dawnpaw nodded. “I understand that now.” She met Ryewing’s eyes. “Why did I dream you here? You don’t have a prophecy or a message or whatever to give me. All we did was talk about my problems that aren’t even that important.”
    “You called me here,” Ryewing replied. “But you should know that you can talk to other cats besides dead ones. Ambershine, Stormfrost, and Everflame probably could have given you the same advice that I just did. Maybe not not as amazing as mine was,” his eyes glimmered jokingly, “but you can talk to other living cats when you have a problem. Not just me.”
    “But I miss you so much!” Dawnpaw wailed. “I like talking to you.”
    Ryewing closed his eyes. “I know,” he breathed. “I know. But let’s try to keep it to half moons unless you really need me, or I have an urgent message for you. Stormfrost is regretful that she was so distant when you were a kit, and wants to get to know you better. Everflame cares for you as if you were his own daughter, and it hurts him to see you in pain. He wants you to know that he is always here for you in the ways I never will. And Ambershine is great at talking and helping others feel better. She is your mentor, and you will work beside her for seasons to come. Talk to her if you need to talk.”
    Dawnpaw could feel herself waking up, and she desperately tried to grab on to Ryewing. “Wait!” she cried. “I don’t want to leave you!”
    “Dawnpaw? Are you okay?”
    Dawnpaw opened her eyes to see Lionpaw standing at the entrance of the den. “What did you need?” she asked him.
    Lionpaw studied her closely. “Are you alright?” he repeated.
    Be kind to him. Ryewing’s advice came back to Dawnpaw and she smiled. “I’m fine. I was just thinking of something really, really nice.”
    Chapter 8

    “Lionpaw!” Sorrelpaw exclaimed. “You’re here!”
    Lionpaw ruffled his pelt. “It’s the quarter moon, isn’t it?”
    Sorrelpaw nuzzled her brother. “I’m so happy to see you!”
    “I’ve been doing really well with my fighting skills!” Brindlepaw cut in.
    “That’s great!”
    “I know!” Brindlepaw puffed out her chest.
    Sorrelflower nudged Brindlefur. “I’ve been doing good too.”
    Brindlefur nudged her back. “I’m better though.”
    Lionpaw purred. “Well I’m very happy for you, Brindlepaw and Sorrelpaw.”
    Sorrelpaw looked away. “I wish you could train with us.”
    Lionpaw blinked and looked at his paws. “I miss you guys too, but I like PineClan, Sorrelpaw.”
    Sorrelpaw sighed. “I know, but that doesn’t make me miss you any less.”
    Brindlepaw flicked her tail. “Well you two are in a sappy mood tonight,” she declared loudly.
    Sorrelpaw shook her head. “She gets uncomfortable in emotional situations,” she explained.
    Lionpaw felt his chest tightening at the fact that his sisters had to explain their personalities to him. They’re all I have left, and I’m letting them slip away! he thought in despair. No. They aren’t all you have left. You have Lilypaw and Fallowleap and Branchpaw and Deerpaw, he reminded himself.
    “Promise me something,” he said suddenly, causing Sorrelpaw and Brindlepaw to break up another one of their play-fights. “Promise me that no matter how far apart we feel, we will always stay kin. Always.”
    Brindlepaw rolled her eyes. “Hare-brain,” she teased. “We can’t just stop being kin! We share blood!”
    Sorrelpaw glared at her. “You know what he means.” She turned back to Lionpaw. “I promise.”
    Brindlepaw pressed her head into Lionpaw’s shoulder. “While you could use some rewording to make that make more sense, I promise. Now can we stop being so emotional?”
    Lionpaw leapt on top of Brindlepaw’s back. “I always won our play fights when we were kits.”
    Brindlepaw growled and flipped him over. “Sorrelpaw you better fight on my side!”
    Sorrelpaw laughed. “I’m happy to finally beat him.”
    “You fox-hearts,” Lionpaw yowled playfully as Sorrelpaw tackled him.
    “We finally won!” Sorrelpaw cried.
    “Shhh!” Brindlepaw purred. She looked at Lionpaw funny. “You talk like a PineClan cat now. I just noticed that.”
    Lionpaw squinted. He hoped this wouldn’t be another one of those things that Brindlepaw said that made him feel like he didn’t belong. “What do you mean?” he asked.
    “Like, you say things like mouse-dung, mouse-brain, fox-heart, and bees in your brain. Stuff like that. In RockClan we say hare-dung, hare-brain, and wolf-heart. You used to talk like a RockClan cat, but now you don’t.”
    “Oh.” Lionpaw had never thought about how each Clan had their own sayings. “Was there a point to that?”
    Brindlepaw shrugged. “No. I just thought it was interesting.”
    Sorrelpaw glanced at the sky. “Dawn is almost here,” she murmured. “Brindlepaw and I should get back soon.”
    Brindlepaw sniffed. “You just want to get back to Mistpelt!” she accused.
    Sorrelpaw scuffed the ground. “No.”
    Lionpaw let out a mrrow of laughter. “Does she like Mistpelt?” he asked.
    “Since like, forever!” Brindlepaw meowed. “She can’t wait until she’s a warrior so she can ask him if he likes her.”
    Annoyance sparked in Sorrelpaw’s eyes. “Shut up,” she muttered.
    Brindlepaw snorted. “It’s not like he’ll say yes.”
    “Whatever,” Sorrelpaw hissed. She shot Lionpaw a knowing look. “Isn’t she such a dream crusher?”
    Lionpaw nodded exaggeratedly. “She is.”
    Brindlepaw shouldered past Sorrelpaw. “Okay, okay. Hey Lionpaw, is there anyone that you like?”
    He thought of Lilypaw. “Maybe,” he said softly. “I don’t know.”
    Sorrelpaw gasped and leaned forward. “Who?”
    “Her name is Lilypaw,” Lionpaw told them. “Stormfrost’s daughter. She’s really special. She understands me, and isn’t wary of me for being born in RockClan, unlike her sister, Dawnpaw.”
    “Wow. I never would have guessed that you like Lilypaw. What, after the hundred times you mentioned her?” Brindlepaw mewed loudly.
    Lionpaw poked his sister’s side. “Oh, shut up,” he purred.
    Sorrelpaw touched noses with him. “I’m happy that you’ve found happiness.”
    “Thank you.”
    Brindlepaw nodded up at the sky. “This is great and all, but we really should get going.”
    Lionpaw dipped his head. “I’ll see you next quarter moon?”
    “Like always,” Brindlepaw promised.
    Lionpaw happily turned to go back to camp, but stopped in his tracks at a familiar scent.
    “Dawnpaw?!”
    Chapter 9

    Dawnpaw stared evenly at Lionpaw. I knew he was up to something! She had heard pawsteps outside the medicine den, and when she got up to check it out, she saw Lionpaw heading out of camp. “You come here to meet your sisters?!” she exclaimed, and Lionpaw clamped his tail over her mouth.
    “Are you trying to get me caught?” he hissed.
    Dawnpaw spat his tail away. “Yes, actually. That’s why I followed you.” She was quite proud of herself for tracking herself all the way to RockClan without getting caught.
    “Alright,” Lionpaw growled. “Can you please try to keep this between us?”
    Dawnpaw didn’t think there was much fun in that. “But… don’t you want everyone to know that,” she paused, and when she spoke again, her voice was high pitched as she mocked him. “You love Lilypaw?”
    The look on Lionpaw’s face made Dawnpaw want to burst out laughing. “Shut up you annoying fur-ball,” he muttered. “And I don’t love her.”
    “And I think Everflame would like to find out why you’re always so tired after the quarter moon?” she mewed innocently.
    Lionpaw dug his claws into the ground, but Dawnpaw knew he wouldn’t hurt her. “He’ll understand,” he insisted, though Dawnpaw could detect uncertainty. “He knows I miss my sisters.”
    “But he’s still the deputy,” Dawnpaw pointed out. “He’ll have to punish you somehow.” She made an exaggerated thinking face. “I think that if you expect me to be quiet about all of this, then you owe me something.”
    Lionpaw gaped at her, hatred in his glare, and Dawnpaw once again struggled not to purr. She could have some fun with this.
    “Well what do you want?” Lionpaw finally asked.
    “That’s the thing,” Dawnpaw began mischievously. “I don’t know yet. We will just have to wait and see.” She turned and nimbly darted away, waving her tail as she went. I wonder how long he will just stand there!

    “Dawnpaw?” Shadowpool called as she padded into the medicine den. “Ambershine?”
    Ambershine and Dawnpaw both lifted their heads at the same time. “What is it, Shadowpool?” Ambershine mewed. “Another thorn in your paw on a patrol?”
    Dawnpaw looked up and saw that Shadowpool looked anxious. “No,” she answered quietly. “It’s not that.”
    “Well what is it?” Dawnpaw asked.
    “I think I’m expecting kits,” Shadowpool murmured. “Nettlecreek’s.”
    “That’s incredible!” Ambershine exclaimed.
    It’s a good thing, too, Dawnpaw remarked. Now that Deerpaw and Branchpaw are apprentices, there are no kits in the nursery.
    Shadowpool, on the other hand, didn’t look nearly as happy as Ambershine did. “I really like being a warrior,” she meowed. “I’m not sure I want to give that up just yet.”
    “You can still hunt and do warrior duties once you’re done nursing,” Ambershine suggested. “I’m sure cats like Fallowleap, Luna, or Cherryfur would help you.”
    Shadowpool nodded, brightening slightly. “Yeah, I guess you’re right. Can I still train Branchpaw until I’m close to kitting?”
    Ambershine shrugged. “That’s up to you. I wouldn’t risk doing too much, but plenty of she-cats choose not to move into the nursery until the last minute. Let me see.” She examined Shadowpool closely. “You’re about a moon along. You can continue your warrior duties for another half-moon, but go easy.”
    Shadowpool started to look more sure of herself. “Okay, thanks. I guess I’ll go tell Nettlecreek now.”
    When she was gone, Dawnpaw turned to Ambershine. “Can I help with the kitting?”
    Ambershine purred. “Of course! You’re training to be a medicine cat, after all.” She sighed. “It will be nice to have kits around here again. I just hope this leaf-bare is easy.”
    Just then, Stoneskip limped into the den. “Thorn in my paw!” he gasped. “I was on a hunting patrol!”
    “Alright, calm down,” Ambershine soothed as she led him to the empty nest. “You’re not dying. Everyone gets a thorn in their paw at some point. Dawnpaw will treat you.”
    “I don’t want the apprentice to treat me!” Stoneskip whined.
    Dawnpaw approached the cranky warrior. “I can get your paw cleaned up in no time,” she assured him.
    “You better,” he muttered. “I want to get back out there.”
    Dawnpaw glanced back at her mentor. “Marigold pulp since the wound is dirty, right?”
    Ambershine nodded. “You got it.”
    Dawnpaw inspected Stoneskip’s paw. “You dramatic fur-ball!” she exclaimed. “That is the tiniest thorn I have ever seen.”
    Stoneskip shot her a glare. “Just fix it.”
    Dawnpaw nipped the thorn and slid it out of his paw, ignoring the grunts of pain. Any cat would think he was dying! She chewed up two marigold leaves and rubbed the dressing on his injury, tying a cobweb around his paw to keep it from coming off. “Just go easy on it,” she advised. “You don’t want it to get infected.”
    “Thanks,” Stoneskip grunted, already halfway out of the den. He poked his head back in. “Also I heard Lynxnose coughing earlier. Looks like greencough isn’t wasting any time this leaf-bare.”
    Ambershine and Dawnpaw shared a worried glance. “I have a feeling that this won’t be an easy leaf-bare,” Ambershine grumbled.

    “Leaf-bare is hitting us hard this year,” Needlestar meowed heavily one moon later at the Gathering. “Lynxnose, Redfall, and Duskrunner have fallen ill with greencough, and prey is scarce. But on a better note, Shadowpool is expecting kits, and we have two new apprentices, Deerpaw and Branchpaw.”
    “Deerpaw! Branchpaw!”
    Dawnpaw was nervous about what Nightstar was going to say. She was the only leader who had yet to speak, and Dawnpaw knew it wasn’t going to be good. Dapplestar had announced frigid weather and poor hunting, but also the warrior names of Brindlefur, Sorrelflower, Applenose, and Moletooth. And Reedstar spoke of Sandmouse expecting kits, a hope for the shrinking Clan. Dawnpaw was scared for the LakeClan she-cat, though. Without a medicine cat, who would help her deliver her kits?
    Nightstar stepped forward, and Dawnpaw tensed at the look of rage on her face.
    “Unfortunately, I must admit that ShadeClan is not doing well,” she growled. “We lost Ravenpelt, a loyal warrior, to infection, and now his four kits will grow up fatherless. His mate, Palelight, has been so depressed that she can not even properly take care of them.” She lifted her face, her eyes filled with anguish. “This is not ShadeClan’s fault!” she screeched. “It is PineClan!They attacked our camp and one of our warriors died from his injuries!”
    Dawnpaw heard Flowerpetal of LakeClan gasp. “Is that true?”
    Dawnpaw fluffed her fur out. The other Clans didn’t know the whole story. ShadeClan had been trespassing on their territory.
    “Yes,” Nightstar cried. “It is true. Don’t you see the evil behind PineClan?”
    Reedstar narrowed his eyes at Needlestar. “I thought you knew better than to let your warriors kill, Needlestar.”
    Needlestar hissed. “He died from his injuries. It could happen in any battle. It has happened in countless battles.”
    “That doesn’t change what happened!” Nightstar screamed. “One of my warriors is dead because you attacked my camp without warning!”
    Needlestar huffed. “Well what was I supposed to do? Tell you that we were going to ambush you? How would that work? I’m sorry that one of your warriors died, but none of my cats murdered anyone.”
    “Ravenpelt was my son!” Nightstar exploded. “My son is dead because of your Clan!”
    A heavy silence stretched over the Gathering. Dawnpaw was stunned. You’ve got to be kidding me. Out of all of the cats in ShadeClan, why did the leader’s son have to die?
    Beside her, Lilypaw trembled. “Is this my fault?” she whispered.
    Dawnpaw pressed up against her sister. “Of course not,” she soothed. “It’s no one’s fault. Nightstar is just upset because it was her kin who was killed.”
    “But the only reason that her son was killed was because our Clan attacked them. I was on that battle patrol!” Lilypaw sobbed.
    Dawnpaw was about to say more to comfort Lilypaw, but Nightstar had started speaking again.
    “It is because of these radical acts that I am declaring war on PineClan!” Nightstar shrieked.
    Dapplestar blinked. “Don’t you think that’s going a bit far?” she asked. “I understand you are grieving, but you have to think about what is best for your Clan, not just you.”
    Needlestar nodded in agreement. “The Clans have never gone to war against each other,” he added. “I don’t think this is a good idea.”
    Reedstar drew his lips back in a snarl. “Why not?” he challenged. “Nightstar has every right to be angry.”
    Nightstar lifted her tail to signal for silence. “My mind is made up,” she hissed. “ShadeClan is officially at war with PineClan.”

  • Repost
    Chapters 10-14

    Chapter 10

    Lionpaw gaped at the ShadeClan leader. At war? He flattened his ears. This was terrible. The Clans had never gone to war. Surely there was another solution?
    Lilypaw hurried over to him, her eyes filled with distress. “I don’t want the Clans to go to war!” she wailed.
    “Neither do I,” he told her. “I wish that Nightstar would stop and think about what she’s doing.” It angered Lionpaw at how reckless Nightstar was being.
    Lilypaw nodded meekly. “Me too.”
    Before any cat could say more, Needlestar lashed his tail. “This Gathering is over, and there will be no more until this war is done.”
    Lionpaw inhaled sharply. No more Gatherings?
    Stormfrost bowed her head. “When we were being held prisoners of Snake, Willowheart gave us a message from StarClan right before she died. She said that the skies will clear, but it is only the eye of the storm.” She paused and looked up. “I think we’re out of the eye now. Our time of peace is over.”
    Lionpaw shivered. Why hadn’t StarClan told them how to regain peace, instead of telling them that there will be trouble? He sighed. I guess that’s just what StarClan does.
    Lilypaw nudged his shoulder with her head. “Come on,” she murmured. “Let’s go home.”

    “Lionpaw!” Everflame yowled. “I want you to go on Runningbreeze’s hunting patrol. I also want Redfall and Nettlecreek on that patrol.”
    Lionpaw felt Redfall sag next to him. “Mouse-dung,” he cursed. “I went on a hunting patrol yesterday.”
    Lionpaw shrugged. “Well I guess you’re going on another one.”
    Redfall sighed. “Yeah. I just wish Runningbreeze wasn’t leading it.”
    Lionpaw nodded in agreement. “She’s uptight.”
    “I wish Nettlecreek was leading it. He always tries to make the patrols fun,” Redfall whispered back.
    “I’ve never been on one of Nettlecreek’s patrols,” Lionpaw replied.
    “Oh,” Redfall meowed. “You’ve been missing out. At least he’s on it though. Maybe he can calm Runningbreeze down.”
    Lionpaw laughed. “Yeah, hopefully.” He liked Redfall. They were friendly with each other when they were apprentices together, and he was glad to go on a patrol with the russet tom.
    “Hey mouse-brains! Are you going to keep gossiping like elders or do what you were told?”
    Lionpaw and Redfall shared an exasperated glance.
    “That’s Runningbreeze for you,” Redfall muttered.
    Lionpaw remembered something from when he was a kit. “There was a cat like her back in RockClan. Her name was, or, is Echodust. She was way nicer, though.”
    Redfall stared at Runningbreeze thoughtfully. “I wonder if every Clan has a cat like her.”
    “Redfall! Lionpaw!” Runningbreeze snapped. “Get over here, now!”
    Lionpaw and Redfall dashed over to where Runningbreeze and Nettlecreek were waiting. I hope she didn’t hear us. Then we’d be in real trouble, Lionpaw thought. He thought it was stupid that even though he and Redfall were warriors, senior warriors like Runningbreeze could still treat them like apprentices.
    Runningbreeze rolled her eyes. “You finally arrived. Let’s get going.”
    Redfall leaned closer to Lionpaw as they walked. “Who do you think the Runningbreeze of ShadeClan is?” he asked in a hushed voice.
    Lionpaw’s whiskers twitched in amusement. “I don’t know. I’ve seen Cloudpool lead a lot of patrols like Runningbreeze, but Thundercrash is always looking for clouds covering the moon at Gatherings.”
    Redfall’s eyes widened. “Do you think they have… two?” he gasped dramatically.
    Lionpaw shuddered. “I can’t imagine the horror!”
    Nettlecreek flicked the tip of his tail. “Hey, Redfall and Lionpaw! Less talking and more fighting. Don’t want that one to get angry,” he warned, tipping his head in Runningbreeze’s direction.
    “I heard that!” Runningbreeze hissed. “And don’t talk so loud. You’ll scare off all of the prey.”
    Lionpaw tasted the air. “I smell squirrel,” he announced.
    “Well don’t just stand there,” Runningbreeze scolded. “Go catch it!”
    Lionpaw pushed aside his annoyance towards the senior warrior. She’s almost as bad as Izzy! He carefully stepped in the direction of the scent, searching for it. A flash of gray moved in the corner of his eye, and Lionpaw whipped his head to see the squirrel about to climb up a tree. I can’t climb a pine tree, so I need to catch it fast. He quickly dropped down and pounced, killing the squirrel instantly.
    “Nice catch!” Nettlecreek praised. “Redfall is chasing a rabbit.”
    The words hardly left his mouth when Lionpaw heard a cat cry out.
    “Oh no!”
    Redfall. Runningbreeze and Nettlecreek both perked their ears. What did he get himself into?
    The three cats followed Redfall’s scent to the lakeshore, where Mossear and Redfall were in a stand-off.
    “Great StarClan, he crossed the border,” Lionpaw muttered under his breath.
    “What’s going on here?” Runningbreeze cried.
    Redfall stared at his paws sheepishly. “I was chasing the rabbit and accidentally crossed the border.”
    “And that makes it a LakeClan rabbit,” Mossear added.
    Redfall bristled. “No!” he argued. “I caught it. It’s a PineClan rabbit!”
    Mossear bared her teeth. “LakeClan needs it more than you!”
    “How?” Redfall exclaimed. “You are hardly even a Clan! You have, like, no cats.”
    Mossear recoiled. “Sandmouse caught greencough, and she’s expecting kits. And Rookfeather—”
    “That’s enough, Mossear!” A stern voice came from a few tail-lengths away, and Lionscar saw Cedarwood emerging from the bushes, along with Shellwhisker.
    Mossear glared at her Clanmate. “We need this rabbit,” she growled.
    Lionpaw took a step forward. “You have a lake full of fish! How could you possibly need more for cats that you don’t have?”
    Shellwhisker blinked. “You have no right to go off insulting other Clans. Your Clan murdered Ravenpelt.” she mewed calmly. “Maybe you should have stayed in RockClan, little apprentice.”
    Lionpaw bit back a snarl. Nettlecreek shot him a glance and moved in front of him. “May I ask why this is your problem?” he retorted.
    Cedarwood grinned. “We are allies with ShadeClan in their war, now.”
    Mossear’s eyes gleamed. “Which means that we are also at war.”
    “I would give us the rabbit if I were you,” Shellwhisker meowed menacingly.
    Fury swept through Lionpaw. How dare they! “Is that a threat?” he snarled, but he was cut off by Runningbreeze’s twitching tail.
    “Give them the rabbit, Redfall,” she ordered softly.
    Redfall opened his mouth to protest, but quickly thought the better of it and kicked the rabbit in Mossear’s direction.
    “Are you scared?” Mossear sneered at Runningbreeze.
    “I just want to keep peace,” she replied evenly.
    Cedarwood snorted. “Good luck with that,” he mocked ominously.
    “Let’s get out of here,” Runningbreeze murmured.
    Lionpaw stared after the LakeClan patrol in amazement. What fox-hearts! He had to report this to Everflame.
    Redfall gave his chest a few embarrassed licks. “That was my fault, wasn’t it?”
    “Yes, actually, it was!” Runningbreeze exclaimed. “If you had watched where you were going, none of this would have happened! Now we might have a battle!”
    Lionpaw’s blood chilled. “A battle?” he choked out, thinking of the last time.
    “Why don’t we all just calm down,” Nettlecreek said nervously.
    Runningbreeze muttered something inaudible and stormed off.
    Lionpaw and Redfall both turned to Nettlecreek for direction. Nettlecreek shifted uncomfortably on his paws. “Er, I guess we should keep hunting? And then we will report this to Everflame and Needlestar.”

    “You’re back,” Everflame greeted them. He noticed the look on all of their faces. “Is something wrong?”
    “LakeClan joined Nightstar’s war on PineClan,” Nettlecreek reported grimly. “They seemed to indicate that there would be an attack soon.”
    Everflame’s gaze darkened. “I’ll go tell Needlestar. We will stay on high alert.” He looked around. “Where is Runningbreeze?
    Dread clawed at Lionpaw’s belly. “She got angry,” he told him quietly. “She went off on her own.”
    Redfall tipped his head. “She hasn’t come back yet?”
    A shadow crossed Everflame’s face. “No. She hasn’t.”
    “Lionpaw? Everflame? What’s going on?” Lilypaw padded over. “Is something wrong?”
    Everflame placed his tail on Lilypaw’s spine. “We don’t know yet. Why don’t you get something to eat? Or see how Dawnpaw is doing?” he suggested.
    Lilypaw’s eyes flashed. “But—”
    “Now,” Everflame meowed much more sternly. “You too, Lionpaw.”
    “But don’t you think we should get RockClan to join the war on our side?” Lionpaw asked.
    Everflame shook his head. “Not yet. Needlestar wants to get through this as peacefully as possible. Now go with Lilypaw. This is a discussion for warriors, not apprentices.”
    “But I want to help!” he protested. Lionpaw didn’t think that Needlestar’s plan was a good idea. ShadeClan already teamed up with LakeClan. If they convinced RockClan to fight on their side, PineClan would lose many cats. Pretending that the problem didn’t exist wasn’t going to help anything.
    Lionpaw heard a hiss and a yowl, and whipped around to see Heatherthorn, the ShadeClan deputy, strutting into the camp.
    “Intruder!” Deerpaw cried out.
    Lionpaw’s fur fluffed out. What was she doing here?
    Heatherthorn pushed past Deerpaw. “I would like to speak to Needlestar,” she mewed icily.
    “I’m right here, Heatherthorn,” Needlestar sighed, emerging from his den. “What do you need?”
    Heatherthorn stared at him evenly. “We would like you to know that we found one of your warriors, Runningbreeze, near the border. We have taken her to our camp as a prisoner, and are prepared to kill her, just like you killed Ravenpelt.”
    No! Runningbreeze was annoying, but she was part of PineClan. They couldn’t kill her! “That’s against the warrior code!” Lionpaw blurted out.
    Heatherthorn fixed her cold glare on Lionpaw. “So was your Clan killing Ravenpelt.”
    Vixenclaw let out an exasperated sigh. “For the last time, we didn’t kill him. He died after the battle from infected wounds. We’re sorry for your loss, but we didn’t kill anyone.”
    “Please,” Needlestar begged. “Tell me how I can fix this!”
    Heatherthorn blinked. “Unless you find a way to bring back the dead, you can’t.”
    Everflame exchanged a glance with Needlestar. “Lionpaw,” he began. “I think it’s time you pay RockClan a visit. Tell them there will be a battle tomorrow, and we want them on our side.”

    “Lionpaw? What are you doing here?” Sorrelpaw asked in alarm.
    “You can’t just show up whenever you want,” Brindlepaw muttered.
    “I know,” Lionpaw told them. “But PineClan really needs help. Everflame and Needlestar sent me here.”
    “What’s wrong?” Sorrelpaw murmured.
    Lionpaw nodded towards the camp. “Take me to Dapplestar or Frozenclaw. I need to speak with them.”
    Brindlepaw hesitated before agreeing. “Okay. Follow Sorrelpaw.”
    “What’s Lionpaw doing back here?” Whiteclaw called, sniffing him suspiciously. “Did he decide he missed RockClan?”
    Lionpaw’s tail twitched irritably at the tom’s mocking tone, but he said nothing. It won’t get me anywhere to pick a fight with him.
    Hollykit, Ashkit, and Graykit scurried out of the nursery. “What’s a PineClan cat doing here?” Graykit squeaked.
    “Is he an intruder?” Hollykit yowled, unsheathing her tiny claws.
    Ashkit lifted his head boldly. “I’ll fight him off.”
    “No, you won’t,” Silverdusk scolded as she hurried after her kits. She looked at Lionpaw. “I’m sorry about them.”
    Lionpaw ducked his head. “It’s fine.”
    Sorrelpaw tugged Lionpaw along. “Dapplestar and Frozenclaw are in Dapplestar’s den.” She approached the leader’s den. “Dapplestar? May I come in?”
    “Of course, Sorrelpaw,” was the friendly reply. From what Lionpaw remembered about her, she was a fair leader.
    Dapplestar startled when she saw Lionpaw. “What are you doing back here?” she asked. “You made your decision to leave a long time ago.”
    Lionpaw inwardly groaned. Why did everyone think he was leaving PineClan? “No, that’s not why I’m here,” he mewed calmly. “Needlestar sent me to ask you for your Clan’s help.”
    Dapplestar’s eyes widened. “What’s wrong?”
    Lionpaw bowed his head. “LakeClan joined ShadeClan in their war,” he explained. “ShadeClan kidnapped Runningbreeze and threatened to kill her. We need you to fight on your side when we rescue her tomorrow.”
    Frozenclaw leaned forward. “Fight?”
    “They aren’t going to give her up without a fight.”
    Dapplestar nodded slowly. “Can you give Frozenclaw and I a moment to discuss this?”
    Hope flared in Lionpaw’s heart. “Of course.”
    As he padded outside, Sorrelpaw stared at him with huge eyes. “They kidnapped your Clanmate?” she whispered.
    “Yeah,” Lionpaw responded miserably. “I really hope we can save her in time.”
    Sorrelpaw affectionately licked her brother’s shoulder. “You will. And if Dapplestar says no, I’ll find a way to convince her otherwise. You can count on me.”
    Lionpaw felt a rush of appreciation towards his sister. “Thanks.”
    “Lionpaw?” Frozenclaw poked his head out of the den. “We’re ready for you.”
    Stomach churning with anticipation, Lionpaw entered Dapplestar’s den. StarClan please let her agree.
    Dapplestar’s tail swished. “Frozenclaw and I agree that there is no way we can’t help you.”
    Relief swept through Lionpaw. “Thank you!”
    Dapplestar purred. “It is our pleasure to fight alongside PineClan. I will make the announcement later tonight. Sorrelpaw can escort you to the border.”
    “Thank you so much, Dapplestar,” Lionpaw repeated. “PineClan is forever grateful towards you.”
    “It is our pleasure to help you,” she replied politely. “You might want to get going if you want to make it back to your camp by sundown.”
    Sorrelpaw led Lionpaw out of camp. “It was nice having you in our camp again,” she meowed. “Even though you were just visiting, it was nice.”
    Lionpaw didn’t meet her gaze. Sorrelpaw made comments like that all the time, but Lionpaw liked being a PineClan cat. “It felt a little weird to me, being back there. I didn’t like
    how everyone thought I was trying to come back.”
    Sorrelpaw briefly looked hurt. “Why? Is that such a bad thing?” she challenged.
    Lionpaw quickly shook his head. “No! I just wish you would accept that I’m PineClan, not RockClan. Why can’t you do that?”
    Sorrelpaw let out an exasperated sigh. “Well, first, it’s like you are throwing away Rainmist and Swiftsnow! They were proud to be RockClan, and you just left after they died!”
    Lionpaw scraped his claws into the ground. “I will never forget them,” he growled.
    Sorrelpaw ignored him. “And, second, you left me! You left me and Brindlepaw without even saying goodbye. We didn’t even know if you were alive until Needlestar told everyone what happened at the next Gathering.”
    Lionpaw opened his mouth to protest, but then realized what Sorrelpaw said was true as he was taken back to his final days with RockClan.
    Lionkit snuck out of the medicine den after the battle, Sorrelkit and Brindlekit trailing behind him. Beepaw said they weren’t allowed outside, but now everyone was out there, so it must be okay. “Rainmist said that she would see us soon, so she’s probably here,” he assured his sisters.
    “Look!” Brindlekit squeaked. “There’s Stormfrost! Why is she talking to that sleeping ginger cat?”
    “Because you can’t fall asleep in the middle of camp, silly,” Lionkit said. “She’s telling her to go find a nest to sleep in.”
    “Ohhh!” Brindlekit mewed. “That makes sense. I wonder why I didn’t think of that.”
    Sorrelkit leaned against Lionkit. “I’m tired and I miss Rainmist. Where is she?”
    Lionkit shrugged. “I don’t know, but she won’t break her promise. She will find us soon. She’s probably just having a hard time getting around all of the sleeping cats.”
    “Why does it smell like mint?” Brindlekit asked him, sniffing the air.
    She was right. It did smell like mint. “I guess the ShadeClan camp just smells good.”
    “My paws hurt,” Brindlekit moaned. “I want Rainmist.”
    Lionkit longed for his mother, too, but he had to stay strong for his sisters. He saw other cats, even his Clanmates having a joyful reunion with each other, but no one came for the three kits. They were all alone, and as time went on, Lionkit felt more and more hopeless.
    Sorrelkit stared at Lionkit with tears brimming in her eyes. “I want Mama,” she whispered.
    Lionkit put on a brave face. “Let’s ask Stormfrost. She probably knows.”
    But as the three kits approached Stormfrost, her eyes widened in horror.
    What’s going on? Lionkit wondered. Stormfrost loves seeing us.
    A warm tail wrapped around them, and hope sparked under Lionkit’s pelt. Rainmist? But it was only Sneezebird. “Oh, you poor, sweet kits,” she breathed. “You don’t deserve this.”
    Lionkit’s breath quickened. What was going on?
    Brindlekit quivered. “Where’s Mama?”
    Sneezebird gazed at them sadly. “Rainmist died a quarter moon ago,” she murmured.
    At that moment, something inside Lionkit broke. His sisters’ wails were only distant echoes, and he suddenly saw everything for what it was. The sleeping cats weren’t sleeping, they were dead, just like his mother. Stormfrost wasn’t talking to the ginger cat, she was grieving. The smell of mint that had become more and more prominent was to hide the smell of death. All around him was grief and sorrow, but nothing could compare to Lionkit’s feeling of loss. How could it be true that he would never hear his mother’s voice ever again? Or feel her soft fur brush against him while he slept? Or breathe in her scent one last time? How was it that he never even got to say goodbye? It was as if the world was devoid of colors. What had once been a bright and cheery scene was now disturbing and dark. He understood why Beepaw didn’t want him outside.
    “What about Swiftsnow?” Brindlekit squeaked pitifully. “Can we see him?”
    And just like that, there was a light. Their father! How did Lionkit not think of him? He suddenly longed for Swiftsnow so much that it hurt, He glanced around th camp, but couldn’t spot Swiftsnow’s jet black fur.
    “I’m so sorry,” Sneezebird choked out. “Swiftsnow was killed in the first battle.”
    No. It couldn’t be true. It just couldn’t be true that Lionkit and his sisters had lost both of their parents in a matter of moments. What had they done to deserve this?
    “Lionkit?” Lionkit woke up that night to Sorrelkit poking at his side.
    “What is it?” he mumbled sleepily.
    “Do you know if there are any trees that reach the sky?”
    Lionkit shook his head, confused. “No. Why?”
    Sorrelkit’s face contorted and tears dripped from her eyes. “Because Rainmist will be sad if we don’t visit her, but I don’t know how to get to StarClan. I can’t reach that high.”
    Lionkit looked away. “I can’t either.”
    A little while later, it was time to return to RockClan. Lionkit pictured the camp from what he remembered. The cozy dens in the side of the valley, the lush grass, the clear stream. Then he pictured the ghosts of what had once been. His mother, his father, the warriors like Maplepelt and Timberfur who went missing. His body shook with fear at the thought of going back. He didn’t want to have to protect his sisters and be brave. He wanted Rainmist to comfort him. He wanted Swiftsnow to teach him how to hunt and fight. Sneezebird was gathering Sorrelkit, Brindlekit, Applekit, and Molekit to go home, and Lionkit noticed Stormfrost taking her kits to the PineClan cats. What is she doing? was his first thought. His second was, I want to go with her. The second thought surprised him, and he realized with a jolt that it was true.
    “Yes,” an unfamiliar voice hissed eagerly. “Go with them. Follow your destiny!”
    Lionkit looked up and saw a black tom with patches of bald spots and blue eyes so wide that they looked like two pools of water on his face. He was very old, ancient almost, and he didn’t smell like a Clan cat.
    “Are you an elder?” Lionkit asked. “I don’t recognize you.”
    The tom ignored his question. “Follow them. Go! Now! You know it’s right.”
    Lionkit blinked, and the strange cat was gone. It must have been a part of my imagination. He took one final glance at his sisters, regret piercing his heart, and ran forward to join the PineClan cats.
    “You remember now?” Sorrelpaw demanded.
    Lionpaw nodded slightly. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, Sorrelpaw. I never should have left like that. I should have said goodbye.”
    Sorrelpaw’s angry gaze softened. “I can’t stay mad at you, brother. We are kin, and blood stretches across borders.” She sighed. “This is the end of RockClan territory. You’re on your own now.”
    “Thank you,” Lionpaw meowed. “I will see you tomorrow.”
    Lionpaw started the trek back to the PineClan camp, excited to report the good news. RockClan was on their side! And he had settled long-buried memories and feelings with his sister. He felt… free. I can’t wait to see Lilypaw. Lilypaw made him happy, and he couldn’t let this light, joyful feeling go away.
    As Lionpaw trotted through the pines, he suddenly became aware of how close he was to the ShadeClan border. He realized how strong the scent of ShadeClan was. A twig snapped behind him, and Lionpaw jerked around.
    Heatherthorn grinned at him, showing off her sharp fangs. “Hello, there.”
    Chapter 11

    Lilypaw paced back and forth in the medicine den. “He should be back by now,” she muttered. “Why isn’t he back now?” Her voice had an edge of desperation to it.
    Dawnpaw sighed heavily. “He probably is just chatting with his sisters.” Lionpaw had been gone for a while, and that meant that Lilypaw was a worried mess in the medicine den. It doesn’t even cross her mind that I have things to do before the battle tomorrow.
    Lilypaw whimpered and sat down. “That’s not like him.”
    Dawnpaw guessed that Lilypaw didn’t know about his midnight visits to RockClan. “You never know,” she mewed. “Look—”
    “You see him? He’s back?” Lilypaw sprang up.
    Dawnpaw rolled her eyes. “No. I was about to say, look, I’m sure he’ll be back soon. Don’t worry.”
    “Oh.” Lilypaw ruffled her fur and sat back down.
    “Lilypaw,” Ambershine began gently. “It’s getting late. Maybe you should get some rest. We can’t have anyone fall asleep during a battle.”
    Distress flashed in Lilypaw’s eyes. “If it’s so late, then why isn’t Lionscar home yet?” she wailed.
    “If he’s not back by morning, then we’ll know that we have a problem and we will look for him,” Ambershine reasoned. “But he hasn’t been gone for too long, and it makes sense that if it got too dark he would stay with his sisters.”
    Lilypaw’s tail drooped. “Fine,” she mumbled.
    Dawnpaw stared after her as she left. “Now I feel bad. Should I go after her?”
    Ambershine gave a slight shake of her head. “She’s fine. We’ve been comforting her since sundown. Get some rest.”
    Dawnpaw curled up in her nest and sighed. She hoped for Lilypaw’s sake that Ambershine was right, and Lionpaw really was okay. She squeezed her eyes shut and willed sleep to come.
    “Help me! Help me! Someone help!”
    Dawnpaw’s eyes snapped open and she found herself in the middle of ShadeClan territory. How did I get here? she wondered. She saw Wolfscratch running towards her and she braced for whatever would happen next, but to her surprise, Wolfscratch just went right through her I’m dreaming! she realized. Who was that calling for help?
    Curious, she padded in the direction of the camp. The cries only grew louder, and Dawnpaw recognized them with a jolt. Lionpaw! Lilypaw was right! He was in danger. Bursting into a sprint, Dawnpaw spotted the golden tom in a rotten hollowed out tree. Runningbreeze was crouched beside him.
    “Help!” he called out again, his voice growing hoarse.
    “Shut up unless you’re trying to get us punished,” Runningbreeze snarled. “And you’re stupider than I thought if you think anyone will hear you.”
    Dawnpaw’s heart tightened at the panicked look on Lionpaw’s face. She raced over to him. “Lionpaw!” she shrieked. “I’m here! I’m right here! I’ll send help, I promise! Can you see me?”
    Lionpaw just looked right through her. “Help!” he yowled once more.
    Dawnpaw frantically tried to make contact with him. “Lionpaw! Help is on the way! I promise. Just wait a little longer.”
    “Help us!”
    Dawnpaw woke up gasping for air, her heart beating so fast she could hardly breathe. Lionpaw’s voice echoed in her brain. We have to save him!
    Ambershine lifted her head. “Dawnpaw? What’s wrong?”
    Dawnpaw shuddered. “Lilypaw was right,” she whispered. “Lionpaw is in trouble. ShadeClan captured him.”
    Just like that, Ambershine was on her paws. “What?!”
    “I-I had a dream where I was in the ShadeClan camp. I could see Lionpaw and Runningbreeze being held prisoner, and Lionpaw was calling for help,” Dawnpaw explained shakily.
    Ambershine nodded slowly. “Okay. Okay. We will rescue him tomorrow when we save Runningbreeze. Yeah. We’ll do that.”
    Dawnpaw had to agree. It wasn’t like they could do much else.

    “Cats of PineClan! Gather beneath the Pine Pile!” Needlestar’s voice rang through the camp.
    Dawnpaw padded forward. She wondered if Ambershine had told him about Lionpaw yet, and if he was going to announce it.
    “Today is the day we will attack ShadeClan, unfortunately for the second time, to rescue Runningbreeze. It has come to my attention that Runningbreeze was not the only one captured, though. Lionpaw was taken as well.”
    Dawnpaw felt a pang in her heart at the plaintive cry she heard from Lilypaw.
    “When the dawn patrol returns, we will gather a patrol and attack. Since Lionpaw never came back last night, we can only hope that RockClan will join us if needed,” Needlestar continued. He was about to say more, but was interrupted by a screech.
    Dawnpaw jumped in alarm. What was that?
    “The dawn patrol was attacked!” Stoneskip cried. “They need help!”
    Dawnpaw’s belly bottomed out. How would anyone on that patrol survive an attack from the whole of ShadeClan?
    Needlestar stared gravely at his Clan. “Stoneskip and Roseberry, I want you to get the RockClan cats. Hurry.”
    Roseberry and Stoneskip nodded once and ran off.
    “Now,” Needlestar turned back to everyone else. “Who wants to fight?”
    “I will!” Dawnpaw immediately recognized her sister’s voice. “I will fight anyone to save Lionpaw!”
    Stormfrost stepped forward. “I will, too. Fernleaf might be ShadeClan, but I am PineClan, and I will fight for my Clan.”
    Dawnpaw wished that neither of her kin had joined the fight. She wanted them both to be safe.
    “Me too,” Nettlecreek boomed. “Those ShadeClan fox-hearts won’t beat us!”
    Shadowpool pushed forward. Her kits were close to arriving, and she had given Branchpaw’s mentorship to Vixenclaw. “Nettlecreek, please be careful. I want you to be able to meet your own kits.”
    “I will,” he promised. “I’ll be back before you know it.”
    “You better,” she warned. “Or else I’ll claw your fur off.”
    Nettlecreek purred. “I don’t doubt that.”
    Soon, Smokefoot, Luna, Sammie, Izzy, Everflame, Vixenclaw, Icestone, and Flameleap joined the patrol, leaving Fallowleap, Deerpaw, Branchpaw, and Cherryfur to guard the camp.
    Ambershine leaned closer to Dawnpaw. “Since this battle is bigger, we will go with them.”
    Dawnpaw took in a shaky breath. “But I don’t know how to fight!”
    Ambershine casted her a comforting gaze. “Not to fight. To heal.”
    Dawnpaw relaxed. “Oh,” she breathed. “It looks like the patrol is leaving. I’m going to say goodbye to Lilypaw and Stormfrost.”
    Ambershine nodded. “Go.”
    Dawnpaw darted over to Lilypaw and tapped her with her tail. Lilypaw jumped slightly and turned around.
    “Oh, it’s you,” Lilypaw purred.
    Dawnpaw brushed against her sister. “I came to say goodbye. Be careful.”
    Lilypaw touched her nose to Dawnpaw’s cheek. “I’ll come back. Don’t you worry.”
    “Well last time you almost didn’t,” she reminded her.
    Lilypaw shook her head. “I’ll be fine,” she insisted.
    Dawnpaw sighed. “Just be careful please.” She glanced around. “Where’s Stormfrost?”
    “Right there,” Lilypaw meowed, gesturing to where their mother was standing. “And Dawnpaw? I promise I’ll be careful.”
    Dawnpaw dipped her head. “Thank you.” She padded over to Stormfrost. “Stormfrost? I came to say goodbye before you left.”
    Stormfrost turned around. “Thank you, Dawnpaw.” She drew her in closer, which struck Dawnpaw as strange. Stormfrost had never been known to show much affection. I guess when a huge battle is about to happen, things are different. You never know who won’t make it out.
    Dawnpaw looked up. “You’ll be safe?”
    Stormfrost curled her tail around her. “Of course. You have nothing to worry about.”
    Dawnpaw wormed out of her mother’s grasp. “I better go help Ambershine collect herbs,” she said.
    “Of course,” Stormfrost murmured. “I’ll see you after it’s over.”
    Dawnpaw ran back to Ambershine. “I’m back.”
    Ambershine looked up from her herbs. “Oh, good. Help me sort out these herbs. I want piles of poppy seeds, oak, and marigold.”
    Dawnpaw started sifting through the herbs, prodding aside oak leaves. “Do you think Lionpaw will be okay?”
    Ambershine glanced at her. “Of course I do. He has two Clans fighting for him and Runningbreeze’s safety.” She paused. “Why do you ask?”
    Dawnpaw wasn’t sure why she was so concerned for the young warrior. Ever since her vision, she had felt an overwhelming sense of panic when she thought of him being held captive. “I don’t know. I’m just worried about my Clanmate. It is my job after all. And Lilypaw is scared so I’m scared.”
    Ambershine blinked warmly. “Well I’m sure you have nothing to worry about.” She was about to say more, but cut off with a gasp of pain.
    Dawnpaw abandoned her oak leaves and darted to her mentor’s side. “What’s wrong?”
    Ambershine crouched down. “My head,” she mewed in a strained voice. “There’s… ringing. Ringing echoing!”
    Echoing… Dawnpaw was reminded of something, but couldn’t figure out what it was. “Were you near a loud noise today?” she guessed.
    Ambershine shook her head. “No.” She sighed. “It’s fading now. It’s still there, but tolerable.” She shook out her pelt. “I’m fine. We should get going.”
    Dawnpaw stared at her as she gathered the piles of herbs, and then followed her out of camp, towards the war.

    Dawnpaw watched the raging battle from behind a tree anxiously. Stoneskip and Roseberry still hadn’t returned from RockClan, and PineClan was struggling ever since LakeClan joined the fight.
    “Do you think PineClan will be okay?” she asked Ambershine nervously.
    Ambershine sighed heavily. “I don’t know, Dawnpaw. I just don’t know.”
    Annoyance rushed through Dawnpaw. She wanted a straight answer, not I don’t know. “But if you had to choose, what do you think—”
    Ambershine cut her off with the flick of her tail. “I told you, I don’t know.” She closed her eyes and bowed her head, and Dawnpaw could tell that the ringing was back. A thought tickled the back of her mind, but she couldn’t quite remember what it was.
    A screech of fury sounded particularly close to Dawnpaw, and she flinched.
    “It’s alright,” Ambershine murmured. “We’re safe here. And no warrior would attack a medicine cat.”
    “Help!”
    Dawnpaw jerked her head to the source of the pained gasp and saw Stormfrost limping towards them. Blood was dripping from her pelt, and fear surged through Dawnpaw as she rushed to her mother’s side.
    “You’re bleeding!” she exclaimed.
    Stormfrost shook her head. “It’s not mine. It’s Sleekpelt’s. I think she broke my paw though.”
    Dawnpaw supported Stormfrost on her shoulder as they made their way over to Ambershine. “Stormfrost thinks she broke her paw!” she told her.
    “Do you remember how to check for one?”
    Dawnpaw blinked. “I think so, but I’ve never had to before.”
    Ambershine nodded. “I know. But it will be good practice, and I will help you the entire time.”
    Stormfrost sat down. “Just please help me.”
    Dawnpaw looked at Ambershine. “What do I do first?”
    Ambershine stared back at her. “You tell me.”
    Dawnpaw thought back to her lessons. “I feel the bone gently for any irregularities?”
    Ambershine’s eyes shone with approval. “Good job.”
    Dawnpaw crouched down next to her mother and examined her paw. She could already see the bone jutting out, and cringed as she thought of how bad that must hurt. Gently, she felt around Stormfrost’s paw until she hit the bump.
    Stormfrost yelped in pain.
    Dawnpaw looked over her shoulder at Ambershine. “It’s broken.”
    “What do you do next?”
    “I would give her comfrey, and then wrap her paw in a splint,” she answered. “But we don’t have the stuff for that right now, so I can give her poppy seeds to ease the pain.”
    Ambershine purred. “Very good.”
    Dawnpaw placed two poppy seeds on a leaf, and then decided brown put a third in. That break looks like it hurts terribly. She gave the seeds to Stormfrost. “You’ll feel better once you eat these,” she promised.
    Stormfrost lapped up the seeds eagerly. “Thank you, Dawnpaw. You will make a wonderful medicine cat.” The poppy seeds were already in effect, and her eyes started to droop with exhaustion.
    Suddenly, a chorus of triumphant yowls and screeches rang out, and Dawnpaw turned to see RockClan cats streaming into the battle, with Stoneskip, Roseberry, Runningbreeze, and Lionpaw in the lead!
    They’re safe, and they brought help! Dawnpaw rejoiced.
    Spikefur slammed Lightningstripe off of Lynxnose and into a tree, and the two cats battled him viciously. Vixenclaw and Frozenclaw swiped at Wildbelly and Tanglepelt, taking turns so the ShadeClan warriors didn’t stand a chance. Hope swelled in Dawnpaw’s chest as she watched. We could win this!
    A sharp cry of pain caused Dawnpaw’s attention to fly to her mother, but Stormfrost was sleeping soundly. The noise had come from Ambershine.
    Ambershine was shaking with the concentration of blocking out the ringing. Her ears were flattened and her eyes were squeezed tight. “It’s … echoing,” she whispered. “It hurts!”
    Dawnpaw didn’t know how to help her. Still, when Ambershine said echoing, Dawnpaw was reminded of something she just couldn’t put into words. A memory she couldn’t grasp.
    Ambershine threw her head back. “It’s everywhere!” she cried. “Can’t you hear the echoes?”
    Then it hit her. “Ambershine!” Dawnpaw shook her mentor. “It’s an omen! Remember the dream? Echoes still remain, don’t stop listening for them. Whatever the echoes are, they’re close!”
    Ambershine’s entire body relaxed. “You did it,” she breathed. “You made it go away.” She looked up, and her eyes widened in wonder and shock. “Dawnpaw! Look!”
    Chapter 12

    Lionpaw swung at Crowflight, his claws catching at her muzzle. She yowled in rage.
    “Murderer!” she snarled, flipping him over and pinning him down.
    Lilypaw jumped on the ShadeClan warrior, raking her claws down her side. Crowflight shrieked and turned on her. Lionpaw took his opportunity to leap up and hook his claws into her back.
    Lilypaw swiped at her face, slashing her cheek, and Lionpaw tore her ear, sending Crowflight running.
    Lilypaw dashed to Lionpaw, pressing her muzzle to his. “You’re okay!”
    Lionpaw intertwined his tail with hers. When he was captured, he thought he was going to lose Lilypaw forever. He couldn’t risk never seeing her again and not have had the chance to tell her how he felt about her. “I like you,” he confessed.
    Lilypaw gazed at him in shock. “You do?”
    For one terrifying moment Lionpaw wondered if he said the wrong thing. But Lilypaw started purring.
    “I was beginning to think you would never tell me,” she murmured. “I like you too. Maybe one day, when we’re warriors, we could be more than just friends?”
    “I’d like that.” Lionpaw wished he could stay with her like that forever, but he broke away. They had a war to fight.
    He turned just in time to see Oaktail about to barrel into him, and ducked out of the way at the last second. Oaktail skidded forward and Lilypaw took the opportunity to jump on his back and dig her claws in. When Oaktail rolled over, Lionpaw scratched his belly. He was careful not to injure him too much, so the whole Ravenpelt incident wouldn’t repeat itself.
    After Oaktail was dealt with, Lionpaw turned to Lilypaw. “We make a good team.”
    Lilypaw’s ears twitched. “We sure do!” Her voice broke off as another attacker ran at them.
    It was a dark tabby she-cat. Lilypaw unsheathed her claws, ready to face her, but both cats stopped suddenly. The she-cat’s menacing yellow eyes softened, and Lionpaw recognized her with a jolt as Fernleaf.
    Fernleaf stared at Lilypaw, and Lionpaw could see how torn she was. Would she be loyal to her Clan, or her kin? Lionscar remembered how close Fernleaf and Stormfrost were, and knew that the decision was impossible to make. For both of them. If either Fernleaf or Lilypaw attacked, they would be disloyal to each other, and would be hurt in a way that no medicine cat could heal. If they didn’t, they would be disloyal to their Clans.
    I can’t let Lilypaw get hurt that way. Lionpaw stepped in front of Lilypaw and started attacking Fernleaf.
    Fernleaf gave him a slight nod, her eyes shining with gratitude, before she ran off.
    Lionpaw heard a strangled cry of agony a few tail-lengths away and turned around just in time to see Nettlecreek fall to the ground. Lionscar burst forward barreling into his Clanmate’s attacker. It was Rushfoot.
    “What are you doing?” he screamed in Rushfoot’s face, shoving him to the ground.
    Rushfoot’s eyes widened for a moment, but he simply hissed. “It’s a battle,” he growled. “I can do the same thing to you if I like.”
    Lionpaw bit into Rushfoot’s scruff. “Still want to fight me?” he snarled.
    Rushfoot scrambled out from under Lionpaw and shook out his pelt. “Try me.” He sprang forward, knocking Lionpaw to the ground. Lionpaw dug his claws deep into Rushfoot’s shoulders and pulled him down with him. The two toms rolled on the ground. Rushfoot loomed over Lionpaw, about to give him a harsh blow, when Lionpaw reached up and sliced Rushfoot’s cheek. He used his hind leg to scratch his belly, and when Rushfoot dropped momentarily, Lionpaw used the opportunity to jump up and pin him down. He delivered a blow to his face, and another to his throat. A horrible gurgling noise brought Lionpaw back to reality as he saw blood bubbling at the LakeClan tom’s throat. He leapt away in horror. No! Lionscar quivered with relief as Rushfoot rose shakily to his paws.
    “Fine, you win,” he spat, backing away in fear.
    Lionpaw felt a rush of victory. He had beat a full grown warrior!
    Lilypaw padded over to him. “Nice job! I just beat Morningpaw.”
    Lionpaw grinned. “Awesome. Do you think we’re winning?”
    Lilypaw nodded enthusiastically. “We must be!”
    A sudden yowl seemed to split the air, and all of the fighting stopped. Lionpaw cautiously padded towards the sound to see what was going on.
    Needlestar and Nightstar faced each other, the heat of battle pulsing through them. Nightstar took a swipe at Needlestar, but he ducked and rammed into her side, winding her.
    Nightstar layed on her side, letting Needlestar’s claws rain down on her. What is she doing? Lionpaw wondered. She’s making it too easy!
    Nightstar darted onto her paws, so fast she looked like a blur. She outstretched one claw and Lionpaw gasped as it hit Needlestar’s eye. Needlestar collapsed to the ground, keeping his head down. Did she blind him? Lionpaw thought in panic. Before anyone could stop him, he raced to his leader’s side.
    “What did you do?” he cried. “Warriors don’t attack eyes!”
    Nightstar’s face twisted in rage. “He deserved it!”
    Lionpaw took in a shuddering breath. “Nightstar, this has gone too far,” he whispered.
    Nightstar bared her teeth and raised a paw. “How dare you challenge a leader? You’re just an apprentice”
    Lionpaw squeezed his eyes shut, waiting for the blow to come. “I know what it’s like to lose kin.” Lionpaw peeked his eyes open and saw Nightstar slowly lowering her paw. “I’m sorry your son died,” he went on. “I’m sorry that you have to go through that pain, and Palelight and her kits. I know what it’s like to grow up without a father, and I hate that anyone else has to suffer that loss.” Lionpaw rose to his paws. “But if Ravenpelt truly was a loyal warrior, he never would have wanted this. This war has caused suffering for so many, and now his wasn’t the only life taken. Please Nightstar,” he begged. “End this. I know that Ravenpelt’s death hurt you in particular, but you caused everyone to suffer.”
    Nightstar sagged, a surrender. Her body shook with heavy sobs. “I’m sorry,” she screeched. “I never meant for this!”
    A wail rose from the crowd and Lionpaw saw Shellwhisker standing over Mossear’s body. He felt a pang of sadness for her. She was too young to die. Hardly older than me.
    Sneezebird nudged the motionless form of Applenose and mewed pitifully.
    Rushfoot, Flowerpetal, Rookfeather, and Shimmerfern bowed their heads over their mother, Honeyshine’s body, and Reedstar stared in dismay at Sleekpelt, who’s throat had been clawed out.
    “No!”
    Lionpaw saw a pretty tortoiseshell she-cat who he recognized as Lilyspring shrieking as she tried to bring her sons Lightpaw and Daypaw to their paws. He remembered them from a Gathering. Lightpaw had tried to start an argument with Brindlepaw about which Clan was the best, and Daypaw had always been quiet and shy, staying close to his sister Morningpaw.
    Lionpaw thought of how terrible it must be for Lilyspring, having gone from three healthy kits to only one in a few moments.
    There were a few more ShadeClan cats lost, like Petalsky, Sundapple, and Sparrowtail. Whiteclaw of RockClan was found dead as well, and both Dapplestar and Needlestar lost a life.
    “Runningbreeze, no!”
    Lionpaw followed the cry to see Vixenclaw with Runningbreeze’s body. He remembered they were sisters. A fresh wave of grief hit him at Runningbreeze’s death. As grumpy and annoying as she was, she had always been a part of PineClan. It would be strange to never complain about her with Redfall.
    Lionpaw scanned around the horrible scene and gasped as he noticed Nettlecreek. No! he screeched in his head. He can’t be dead! Shadowpool is waiting for him! He raced over to the brown tabby tom, and nearly cried out in relief at the faint rise and fall of his chest. “I need a medicine cat!” he called. “Nettlecreek is badly hurt.”
    Beewing padded swiftly over to them, but Lionpaw flinched away. She’s a ShadeClan cat!
    Beewing rolled her eyes. “I won’t hurt him. I’m a medicine cat. I’m staying neutral during all of this,” she told him.
    Lionpaw grudgingly let Beewing help him carry Nettlecreek to Ambershine and Dawnpaw. When they got there, the two medicine cats hardly noticed them. They were staring in amazement at something in the trees.
    Lionpaw followed their gaze and inhaled sharply as he saw four cats emerging from the shadows. Intruders?
    The tom was smoky gray with blue eyes. There were also three she-cats, one was tortoiseshell and white with green eyes, one was blue-gray. The third she-cat had such pure white fur that it looked like it was made of clouds. Her eyes were a brilliant burning amber, and they fixed on him with such intensity that he shivered.
    She finally spoke. “It looks like you all could use some help,” she murmured.
    “Featherpaw!”
    Chapter 13

    Dawnpaw gasped. That’s Featherpaw?! When her Clanmates spoke of the young apprentice who disappeared long ago, she had imagined… well, a young apprentice. This she-cat in front of her looked like a warrior, though. Muscles rippled under her thick white pelt, and her amber eyes were sharp. Her tail was full and bushy, and she stood tall and confident. Featherpaw looked as strong as any warrior.
    Featherpaw looked around in shock. “We did it, Turtlepelt,” she whispered. “We made it home!”
    Turtlepelt only nodded wordlessly.
    Vixenclaw sprinted forward. “Featherpaw! You’re alive!” she cried, nuzzling her daughter.
    Dawnpaw noticed Frozenclaw staring at Featherpaw strangely. I wonder what that’s about. She would have to ask Ambershine later. She probably knew.
    Reedstar approached the dark tabby tom. “Drizzlepaw, Riverpelt,” he greeted them warily. “You have no idea how good it is to see you.” He looked around. “Are any other LakeClan cats with you?”
    Cedarwood pushed forward as well. “Meadowbird? Have you returned at last?” he called, speaking of his lost mate.
    Drizzlepaw shook his head sadly. “I think they all died. When we all tried to escape the RockClan camp during the third attack, Snake’s rogues were waiting for us. They slaughtered everyone, and Riverpelt, Turtlepelt and I pretended to be dead by laying in our Clanmates’ blood. We escaped when they were burying some of the others, but we were running so fast and it was storming so hard that we got terribly lost. We found Featherpaw about a moon after that, and the three of us have been trying to get home ever since.”
    Dawnpaw felt sorry for the three cats. It must have been so hard, traveling for so long without a clue where they were going. She caught movement out of the corner of her eye and saw Everflame slowly walking over to Turtlepelt, his eyes brimming with emotion. His sister! She remembered.
    “Turtlepelt…!” he breathed. “We thought you were dead!”
    Stormfrost stood up, but Dawnpaw blocked her from moving any farther. “You’re hurt,” she objected. “Sit back down.”
    Stormfrost’s whiskers twitched with amusement. “You may be a medicine cat, but I’m still your mother,” she reminded her. “Turtlepelt was… an old friend of mine. I would like to say hello.”
    “Fine,” Dawnpaw mumbled.
    Stormfrost limped over to stand beside Everflame. “Hello, Turtlepelt,” she mewed, and Dawnpaw thought she could detect a little bit of sourness in her voice.
    Turtlepelt dropped her gaze. “Hi, Stormfrost.” She sounded ashamed. “I’m sorry for how I treated you when we were apprentices. If I could take it all back, I would in a heartbeat.”
    Stormfrost blinked. “I forgave you a long time ago,” she replied. “I’m just happy you’re okay.”
    Turtlepelt seemed to think of something, and she tipped her head in confusion. “Wait,” she meowed. “Didn’t you join RockClan? Why do you smell of PineClan?”
    Dawnpaw caught a look of sorrow flash in Stormfrost’s eyes. She guessed she was thinking of Ryewing. “I joined PineClan again after my mate was killed by Snake’s rogues.”
    “I’m sorry,” Turtlepelt murmured. She glanced around. “Where’s Foxfang? And Cherryfur and Flameleap?”
    Dawnpaw’s belly tightened. Poor Everflame! He’s going to have to tell her that their sister is dead!
    Everflame shifted uncomfortably. “Cherryfur is back at camp, and Flameleap is—”
    Flameleap bounded forward suddenly. “Turtlepelt! It’s you! It’s really you!”
    Turtlepelt purred happily with her father for a few moments before she turned back to Everflame. “Where is Foxfang?” she growled forcefully.
    Anguish filled Everflame’s eyes. “She died in the battle against the rogues. She hunts with StarClan now.”
    Turtlepelt shook her head rapidly. “No,” she breathed. “No!”
    Dawnpaw couldn’t bear to look at the horrid scene anymore. She turned her attention to Ambershine. “We should get everyone back to camp soon,” she suggested. “We need to treat all of the injuries.”

    Dawnpaw rubbed marigold into one of Nettlecreek’s many wounds. They were all already infected. Shadowpool paced back and forth.
    “He’ll be okay, won’t he?” she asked once again, her voice high-pitched.
    Ambershine calmly padded over to the queen. “Shadowpool, I promise I will do everything in my power to make sure that Nettlecreek lives. I won’t lie to you though. His infection is deep, and fever rages through his body.”
    Dawnpaw knew that the chances of Nettlecreek surviving were slim. She just hoped he would make it to meet his kits. She glanced over her shoulder at Ambershine. “Should I give him poppy seeds?” she asked. “He’s going to be in a lot of pain when he wakes up.”
    Shadowpool whimpered, but Ambershine shook her head. “I don’t want him to fall into too deep of a sleep.”
    Dawnpaw hesitated before nodding. She didn’t want to see Nettlecreek suffer like she knew he would when he woke. She continued to sooth his burning wounds with marigold.
    “Let all cats gather beneath the Pine Pile for a Clan meeting!” Needlestar yowled.
    Dawnpaw sighed in annoyance. Not now, Needlestar! But she padded to the Pine Pile with her Clanmates anyway.
    “Today, we fought a battle that never should have been fought.” Needlestar’s voice was thick with grief for all of those that had been lost. “We lost Runningbreeze to the paws of LakeClan and ShadeClan, but we will not be like them. We will not go to the next Gathering pointing the blame at them and starting wars. Nettlecreek has been fatally injured, and we will pray to StarClan that he will live.”
    A heavy silence stretched over the camp. Dawnpaw bowed her head. StarClan, please. Let Nettlecreek live. He’s not ready to join you yet.
    “We have some good news, though. Our lost warriors have returned to us. Turtlepelt and Featherpaw have come home.”
    “Featherpaw! Turtlepelt!”
    “I have a few more announcements,” Needlestar continued. “Luna, Sammie, and Izzy have informed me that they would like to become true warriors of PineClan. Would the three of them please step forward?”
    The three former kittypets padded up to the Pine Pile.
    “Sammie, do you promise to uphold the warrior code even with the cost of your life?”
    “I do.” Dawnpaw could tell that he really meant it.
    “Then from this moment forth, you will be known as Sparrowstripe. StarClan honors your bravery and devotion, and welcomes you as a full warrior of PineClan. Luna, do you promise to
    uphold the warrior code even with the cost of your life?”
    Luna nodded eagerly. “I do.”
    “Then from this moment forth, you will be known as Poppymoon. StarClan honors your kindness and strength, and welcomes you as a full warrior of PineClan.”
    Dawnpaw noticed Izzy hesitate as her name was called. “Wait!”
    Needlestar stopped speaking and looked at her. “What is it, Izzy?”
    Izzy shifted on her paws. “I want to be a full warrior, but I kind of like my name. Can I keep it? Or at least part of it?”
    Needlestar purred. “Of course. Izzy, from this moment forth, you will be known as Izzyheart. StarClan honors your bright spirit and confidence, and welcomes you as a full warrior of PineClan.”
    “Sparrowstripe! Poppymoon! Izzyheart!”
    Dawnpaw noticed Featherpaw leaning forward in excitement, staring expectantly at Needlestar. She’s probably expecting to receive her warrior name as well, she thought.
    Needlestar noticed Featherpaw and regret passed over his face. “I’m sorry, Featherpaw. It’s been a long time since you lived as a Clan cat, and I think it would be best if you finished your training.”
    Anger flashed in Featherpaw’s eyes. “But I was only two moons into it! That will take forever!” she protested. “And Turtlepelt trained me just as if we were in the Clans. I even took my assessment.”
    Needlestar shook his head. “I’m sorry, Featherpaw. You will earn your name soon.” He scanned the crowd and his eyes lit up as they landed on Roseberry. “Roseberry! You’ve never had an apprentice. You can train Featherpaw.”
    Featherpaw’s fur bristled. “We were apprentices together! We’re the same age. Are you trying to embarrass me? Why can’t my mentor be Turtlepelt?”
    Needlestar took a deep breath. “Turtlepelt has been away for a long time. I want you to be trained by a cat who has been here. Roseberry knows the warrior code inside and out, and she will make a good mentor, whether you’re the same age or not.”
    Featherpaw muttered something that Dawnpaw couldn’t hear, and touched noses with Roseberry.
    She sure seems pleasant, Dawnpaw thought sarcastically. She couldn’t believe that
    Featherpaw had questioned Needlestar like that! I guess that’s what happens when you live as a rogue for too long.
    “My final announcement,” Needlestar continued. “Is that two of our apprentices, Lilypaw and Lionpaw fought as bravely as any warrior today. In return, I would like to give them their warrior names. Would Lilypaw and Lionpaw please step forward?”
    Chapter 14

    Lionpaw gasped. He was going to be a warrior? Now? And Lilypaw too?
    “Lionpaw and Lilypaw, do you promise to uphold the warrior code, even with the cost of your life?”
    Lilypaw seemed to glow with happiness. “I do!”
    Lionpaw closed his eyes. He did it. He had proved his loyalty to PineClan, and he was about to become a full warrior of PineClan. “I do.”
    “Then by the power of StarClan, I give you your warrior names. Lilypaw, from this moment forth, you will be known as Lilywish. StarClan honors your bright spirit and strength.”
    Lionpaw’s stomach fluttered. He was next.
    “Lionpaw, from this moment forth, you will be known as Lionscar. StarClan honors your loyalty and courage.”
    “Lilywish! Lionscar! Lilywish! Lionscar!” His Clanmates’ cheers echoed through the camp, and Lionscar’s heart swelled.
    He was finally–finally–a PineClan warrior, and he had earned his full name beside his best friend in the whole world, Lilywish, who would maybe one day be his mate. It was no doubt the best day of his life.
    Lionscar only wished that his parents could have been there to see him.
    In that moment, he longed for Rainmist and Swiftsnow so much. He wanted them to see the warrior he had become. He wanted them to be proud of him.
    As the cats of PineClan continued to call his new name, Lionscar lifted his face to the stars, searching for the two that were his parents. “I miss you,” he whispered. “And I promise I’ll never forget you. Can you see me now?”
    He knew it was just a part of his imagination, but he could have sworn that he heard a slight whisper in the wind.
    “We are always with you, my son.”

    After the ceremony, Lilywish bounded over to him, her green eyes bright. “Hi, Lionscar,” she greeted him, emphasizing his new name.
    Lionscar purred. “Hi, Lilywish!”
    The two fell silent for a moment, and both shifted awkwardly on their paws.
    Finally, Lilywish spoke. “Well now that we’re warriors, I think that we should get the first pick from the prey pile.” Her grin was mischievous.
    “I don’t think that Stoneskip would agree with you,” Lionscar joked.
    Lilywish’s eyes widened. “Probably not… but we should do it anyway. It is our first night as warriors, after all.”
    Lionscar went along with her. “Yes, we deserve a reward, don’t we?”
    To his surprise, Lilywish skipped over to the prey pile and picked out two rabbits. “One for you…” She tossed one to him. “And one for me,” she mewed, sitting across from him.
    “I thought we were just joking!” Lionscar exclaimed.
    Lilywish shrugged. “I mean, we don’t have mentors that will punish us anymore,” she pointed out.
    “Don’t be so sure,” Lionscar warned. “Needlestar could demote us.”
    Lilywish tilted her head. “Can he do that?”
    Lionscar wasn’t sure. “I don’t know.”
    Lilywish took a bite of her rabbit. “Whatever. If he tries to make me Lilypaw again, I’ll claw his ears off.”
    Lionscar suppressed a snort of amusement. “That’ll get you kicked out of camp.”
    “Maybe,” Lilywish admitted. “But if that happens, I’ll force you to come with me. I can’t survive long without my partner in crime now, can I? I would die of boredom!”
    Lionscar purred. He admired Lilywish’s carefree spirit. Maybe one day they would be mates, but for now he loved being her friend. Her best friend.

  • Chapters 15-18

    Chapter 15

    “Dawnpaw!” Ambershine meowed. “I’m going to treat Stormfrost’s paw. I need you to watch over Nettlecreek.”
    Dawnpaw sat down beside Nettlecreek. The brown tabby twitched in his sleep and whimpered slightly. Dawnpaw brushed her tail down his fur. “There now,” she murmured. “It will feel better soon. The pain will go away soon.” She could only hope that what she spoke of was true.
    Stormfrost limped over to them. “Poor Nettlecreek.”
    “Stormfrost, I want you to rest. You are not to go on any patrols, and you should walk as little as possible,” Ambershine instructed. “You might have a slight limp from now on, but nothing that will stop you from hunting and fighting.”
    Stormfrost dipped her head. “Thank you, Ambershine.”
    Once she left, Ambershine glanced anxiously at Nettlecreek. “Dawnpaw,” she mewed.
    Dawnpaw looked up at her mentor. “Yes?”
    “I’m going to go to LakeClan to see if they have any sweet sedge. It’s good for infection, and I think it could really help Nettlecreek,” Ambershine explained.
    Panic flooded Dawnpaw’s thoughts for a moment. What if something happened to Nettlecreek, or one of the greencough patients when she was gone, and Dawnpaw didn’t know what to do?
    Ambershine sensed her fears. “Don’t worry, Dawnpaw. I have instructions for everyone in here, and I won’t be gone long.” She sighed. “If only Willowheart was still alive. I hope Reedstar lets me pass.”
    Dawnpaw licked her mentor’s shoulder. “I’m sure he will. You’re a medicine cat, not a warrior.”
    Ambershine nodded. “I’m sure you’re right.” She turned to the herbs. “I have catmint and tansy for the sick cat, you know what to do with that. For Nettlecreek, I set out marigold, horsetail, and chervil… all for treating infections. You can also rub honey on the wounds to sooth the pain. Feverfew and borage will ease his fever, and dandelion leaves can act as painkillers since we can’t give him poppy seeds. You can try lining his nest with dock leaves, too. Duckfeather told me that it can help ease pain.”
    Dawnpaw gaped at her. How was she supposed to remember all of that?
    Seeing Dawnpaw’s astonished look, Ambershine added, “You can get some cat to help you. How about Featherpaw? Being alone in the wild for so long must have increased her knowledge of herbs.”
    Dawnpaw didn’t love the idea of the outspoken she-cat helping her, but it was better than nothing. “Sure.” The mention of Featherpaw’s name reminded her about how she wanted to ask Ambershine about what she had seen with Frozenclaw. “Ambershine?”
    “Yes?”
    “When Featherpaw, Turtlepelt, Drizzlecloud, and Riverpelt returned, Frozenclaw was staring at Featherpaw strangely. He looked like he wanted to greet her, but he almost looked scared to.”
    Ambershine blinked. “You have a watchful eye,” she mewed.
    Curiosity fluttered in Dawnpaw’s belly. “You know why, then?”
    Ambershine nodded. “I do know why.”
    Dawnpaw leaned forward. “Well can you tell me?”
    Ambersine hesitated before speaking. “You can’t go around telling everyone this, even though most of the cats know. It’s just not something that we talk about. Frozenclaw is Featherpaw, Icestone, and Redfall’s father.”
    Dawnpaw gasped. “What?!” Vixenclaw was a loyal cat! How could she have done something like that?
    “It’s strange,” Ambershine murmured. “I had this exact same conversation with your mother when she was only an apprentice. They were kits then, and we had just found out. Some cats weren’t very accepting of them, so I would look after them. I suspect that Icestone’s warrior name was chosen by Vixenclaw to honor Frozenclaw’s Clan, though if that’s true it will never be a known fact.”
    “Does Featherpaw know?” Dawnpaw asked, eager to learn more. “And Icestone and Redfall?”
    Ambershine glanced at the three young cats. “I think they do, but like I said: no one mentions it. And you can’t either.”
    Dawnpaw nodded solemnly. “I know. I won’t.”
    Ambershine continued organizing the herbs. “This is everything you need,” she said, changing the subject. “I have to get going.”
    “Okay.”
    “Featherpaw!” Ambershine waved her over.
    Featherpaw trotted into the den. “What is it?”
    “I’m going to LakeClan to get an herb for Nettlecreek. Dawnpaw has a lot on her paws and I was wondering if you could help her?”
    Featherpaw shrugged. “Okay.”
    Once Ambershine left, Dawnpaw started dipping moss in honey and rubbing it over Nettlecreek’s wounds.
    Featherpaw looked around. “Is there anything I can do to help?”
    Dawnpaw glanced at the three sick cats. “Uh, yeah. Can you give Lynxnose, Redfall, and Duskrunner some catmint?”
    Concern sparked in Featherpaw’s eyes. “Redfall is sick?”
    “He’s not bad,” Dawnpaw assured her.
    “I feel bad that I didn’t know,” Featherpaw murmured. “I feel like I don’t even know anything about PineClan anymore. I don’t even feel like a Clan cat.”
    Dawnpaw blinked. “Of course you’re a Clan cat.”
    Featherpaw huffed. “I don’t even know who you are. Or Sparrowstripe, Poppymoon, and Izzyheart. Who are they?”
    “Well,” Dawnpaw began. “I’m Dawnpaw.”
    “Yeah, I know that,” Featherpaw huffed.
    “I’m the medicine cat apprentice,” Dawnpaw continued, ignoring Featherpaw’s interruption. “My mother is Stormfrost, and my father is dead. My sister is Lilywish, the silver tabby she-cat with green eyes. She just became a warrior.” Pride swelled in Dawnpaw’s chest when she thought of her sister’s ceremony. She was so happy for her. “Sparrowstripe, Poppymoon, and Izzyheart are former kittypets who joined the Clan when I was a few moons old.”
    Featherpaw sighed. “I’ve just been gone for so long. I hardly even feel like a Clan cat, and I don’t know if I ever will again.”
    Dawnpaw rested her tail comfortingly on Featherpaw’s shoulder. “You will,” she promised. “I know you will.” Maybe she had misunderstood Featherpaw. Maybe she wasn’t trying to be rude, maybe she was just feeling like an outsider in her own home. “What was your journey like?”
    Featherpaw started giving the sick cats catmint as she spoke. “It was very hard. I was only eight moons old when it started,” she told her. “When Snake attacked the camp, I just ran. I didn’t even think about Vixenclaw, Icepaw—sorry, Icestone, and Red… uh Redfall?” She looked to Dawnpaw to confirm she got her brother’s name right.
    Dawnpaw felt sorry that Featherpaw hardly even knew her own littermates after all of the time that had passed. She nodded to tell her that she got Redfall’s name.
    “Thanks.” Featherpaw ducked her head in embarrassment. “Anyway, and ran straight out of the Clan territories, I was so scared. I fled to the moorland that stretches outside the Clans’ land. The moor, though… it’s endless. It was just stretching on as far as the eye could see, and when I finally made it out, I found myself in a twoleg place. I hadn’t eaten in days, and I eventually blacked out. When I woke up, I was in a twoleg nest. They were kind to me, but I missed PineClan.” She paused, as if for dramatic effect. “I was outside one day in my twolegs’ garden when I heard voices. The one voice sounded so familiar, and when I went to check it out I saw Turtlepelt! She was with a tom and a she-cat who I had never seen before, who I later learned were Riverpelt and Drizzlepaw. Oh, Dawnpaw, you have no idea how happy I was to see them! I escaped my twoleg nest and we asked a loner–he called himself a stray–if he knew how to get back to the forest. He said he knew, and we were so excited.” Featherpaw’s eyes darkened. “But when we got to the forest, we quickly learned it was the wrong one. We were far more lost than ever. Turtlepelt suggested that we stayed in the forest for a little while, since we knew we would be safe there. We stayed for three moons, and in that time Drizzlepaw and I became friends.”
    Her eyes grew wistful, and Dawnpaw was suspicious. She shouldn’t be close with cats from other Clans. Featherpaw noticed and quickly shook her head.
    “Don’t worry. I broke off our friendship once we found the Clans. I’m loyal to PineClan. Anyway, Turtlepelt trained me. She had been Icestone’s mentor, so she knew what she was doing. I even took my final assessment. Turtlepelt was going to give me a warrior name, but decided we should wait until Needlestar could do it. I said what if we died before we returned? I didn’t want to go to StarClan as an apprentice forever. Turtlepelt told me that I better not die, then.”
    Dawnpaw now understood why Featherpaw had gotten so angry. She had worked so hard to return and earn her name, only to be trained by a cat her age. It was humiliating. “What else happened?” she asked.
    “Well, it took us another moon to find our way out of the forest,” Featherpaw went on. “Once we did, we found ourselves in the biggest twoleg place you’ve ever seen! The buildings were higher than trees, and you could hardly walk without bumping into a twoleg.”
    Dawnpaw shuddered at the thought.
    “The cats there weren’t friendly at all, and we got stuck there for a while. When we finally made it out, we wandered along a thunderpath for days. We found a farm, with barn cats and two elderly twolegs. We stayed for another moon, and Drizzlepaw wanted to stay forever. It was very nice there,” Featherpaw admitted. “But Riverpelt, Turtlepelt and I knew we had to leave. Drizzlepaw finally agreed, and we set off. Turtlepelt said we should try going in the direction of the setting sun, because the sun would always set on the lake. We wandered for moons and moons. We even got rides from monsters going in that direction. Finally, we found home.” She shrugged. “And that was my journey.”
    Dawnpaw stared at her. She must have been so brave to have made that journey. They had traveled for four seasons. “Wow.”
    “Yeah,” Featherpaw mewed sadly. “It’s just… I came back expecting everything to be the same as it was when I left, but everyone moved on. I mean, my own mother just accepted the fact that I was dead! But I wasn’t! I was out there trying to get back to her and she wasn’t even looking.”
    Dawnpaw fed Nettlecreek some feverfew. “I’m sorry. I know that Redfall and Icestone never stopped hoping you would come back.”
    Featherpaw sat next to her. “Anything I can do to help him?”
    Dawnpaw nodded. “Yeah. Can you chew up the horsetail and put it on his wounds? I’m going to give him dandelions for the pain and try to get some water in him.”
    “Sure thing,” Featherpaw responded, gathering the horsetail.
    Dawnpaw was grateful for the help. She soaked some moss and tried to dribble a little into Nettlecreek’s mouth. His fever was as high as ever, and his wounds were starting to swell. How are we ever going to cure him? She gave him more feverfew and dandelion leaves.
    “Do you think he’ll wake up?” Featherpaw asked quietly.
    “I don’t know,” Dawnpaw answered truthfully. “I really hope he does. I don’t know if you knew this, but Shadowpool is his mate, and she’s expecting his kits. We’re all praying that he will be able to meet them.”
    “I’ll pray for him, too,” Featherpaw decided. “And StarClan better listen.”

    “Dawnpaw, you can take a break if you like,” Ambershine mewed. “You’ve been working very hard all day.”
    Dawnpaw purred. “Thanks, Ambershine! Did you find the sweet sedge?”
    Ambershine sighed. “No. I was met at the border by Flowerpetal and Rookfeather, but they wouldn’t even let me speak with Reedstar at first. When I finally got the chance to see him, he wouldn’t even let me open my mouth. If only Willowheart were there…”
    Distress clouded Dawnpaw’s thoughts. “How will we cure Nettlecreek then?” she cried.
    Ambershine closed her eyes. “I don’t know if we can.”
    What? Shock pierced Dawnpaw. Ambershine always had an answer to problems. “How can we just let him die?”
    Ambershine hesitated before answering. “We aren’t going to let him die,” she murmured. “We are going to try our best to save him, but we also know we might not succeed. Part of being a medicine cat is accepting that you can’t save everyone.”
    Dawnpaw looked away. “That’s probably the hardest thing to learn.”
    “Yes, it probably is,” Ambershine admitted. “But we will always look to StarClan to guide our paws.” She exhaled heavily. “Now go take a break. You deserve it.”
    Dawnpaw padded out of the den and looked around for Lilywish. She spotted her talking to Branchpaw near the prey pile.
    “Hey—Lilywish!” she called.
    Lilywish looked over to her and her eyes lit up when she saw her.
    “Ambershine is letting me take a break,” Dawnpaw explained as Lilywish made her way over. “Did you want to go into the forest?”
    Lilywish purred. “Sure! How about I teach you how to hunt?”
    “Er… okay?” Dawnpaw wasn’t sure that was going to work very well, but at least she would get to spend quality time with her sister.
    Lilywish started to walk out of camp, but stopped. “Follow me. I know the best spot for hunting mice.”
    Dawnpaw chased after her. “But… I don’t know how to hunt mice.”
    “I’m teaching you, remember?” Lilywish’s eyes flashed. “I’ll race you out of camp.” She took off running.
    Dawnpaw chased after her. “Hey!” she exclaimed. “You got a head start! No fair!” She raced out of the camp so fast that wind caused her fur to fluff out. Ignoring the glares from Smokefoot and Vixenclaw, she skidded past Lilywish. “I win!” she yowled.
    Lilywish scuffed the ground with her paw. “Mouse-dung.”
    Dawnpaw looked around. “So where is the hunting spot?”
    Lilywish nudged her shoulder. “Mouse-brain!” she teased. “We need to actually go farther into the territory. It’s near the mossy tree stump.”
    Dawnpaw remembered that place. “Oh! That’s where Ambershine gets her yarrow! I can get some for her.”
    “We’re hunting mice, Dawnpaw, not leaves,” Lilywish reminded her.
    Dawnpaw pretended to be offended. “Those leaves could save your life one day,” she sniffed.
    “I’m pretty sure that I heard Ambershine say that that particular leaf makes cats vomit,” Lilywish pointed out. “Now hurry up. We’re almost there.”
    Dawnpaw darted to catch up to her sister. She could already smell the yarrow. Ambershine will be so pleased with me.
    “You better not be thinking of yarrow!” Lilywish called over her shoulder.
    Dawnpaw ducked her head. How did she guess?
    “Because I know you, Dawnpaw. You’re such a medicine cat.”
    Dawnpaw startled. Did I say that out loud?
    “No. You’re just predictable.”
    Dawnpaw stared at Lilywish. “How did you do that?”
    Lilywish purred. “I’m your littermate. I know you better than you know yourself sometimes.” She stopped walking. “We’re here.”
    Dawnpaw spotted the yarrow and eagerly trotted over to it. She nipped the stems and placed them in a neat pile.
    Lilywish sighed. “I thought I was going to teach you how to hunt mice.”
    Dawnpaw gathered the last bit of yarrow. “Alright I’m ready.”
    Lilywish gave a little bounce. “Yay!” She looked around happily. “This is my favorite place in the forest. It’s so beautiful. In new-leaf and green-leaf, there are even wildflowers. And if you come here at night, you can get the most magnificent view of the stars!”
    Dawnpaw nodded in agreement. “It sure does look special.” She grinned. “Now teach me how to hunt mice!”
    Lilywish bent down so her tail was in the air and her chin was towards the ground. “This is the hunter’s crouch. Get in this position.”
    Dawnpaw tried to copy her sister’s looks, but it didn’t feel right. “Is this good?” she asked uncertainly.
    Lilywish glanced at her and stood up. “Here. Make your chin parallel to the ground, so you’re still looking straight ahead. And lean back on your haunches so it feels more natural. Make sure your tail isn’t brushing against the ground, because the mouse will hear it, but you also don’t want it too high up, because then the wind will make too much noise. There! That’s perfect!”
    Dawnpaw didn’t think it felt perfect. I guess if Lilywish says it looks right then it’s right.
    “Okay,” Lilywish whispered. “Do you know what mice smell like?”
    Dawnpaw shot her a look. “What, do you think I’m mouse-brained? Of course I know what a mouse smells like.”
    Lilywish giggled. “I was just checking.” She grew more serious. “Do you smell any mice?”
    Dawnpaw tasted the air. “Yes!” She looked in the direction of the scent and saw a rustling in a bush as the mouse came into sight. Her belly fluttered with excitement. She had never been hunting before. “Right there.”
    Lilywish’s eyes widened. “Wow,” she breathed. “You got lucky. So now you’re going to walk towards it— still in the hunter’s crouch— until you get close enough to trap it.”
    “How do I trap it?”
    “You jump and trap it under your paws,” Lilywish mewed. “Then you kill it.”
    Dawnpaw shook her head in wonder. How does it take apprentices six moons to learn something simple? She crept forward, putting her paws slowly one in front of the other. She leapt through the air, ready to make her first catch, and… landed face-first on the ground, her limbs splayed out under her.
    Lilywish purred uncontrollably. “I take it back! You aren’t so lucky anymore!”
    Dawnpaw rolled over and stood up, shaking her fur out. “I want to try again,” she insisted.
    Lilywish snorted. “You probably scared off all of the prey in the forest!” she joked.
    Dawnpaw let out a mrrow of laughter. “Yeah. I think I should stick with being a medicine cat.”
    Lilywish pressed her head to Dawnpaw’s shoulder. “Definitely. Now go get your yarrow so we can go home.”
    Dawnpaw trotted happily to retrieve her yarrow. My sister is my best friend in the whole world.
    Chapter 16

    Dawnpaw stroked Poppymoon with her tail as fever chills racked her body. “Shh,” she whispered. “It will all be alright soon.” She fed her more feverfew. “This will help bring your fever down, I promise.” I could really use some catmint. I can’t keep using feverfew and tansy on them. They had recently used up the last of their catmint, and none of the warriors could find more.
    Poppymoon whimpered, but said nothing.
    “Dawnpaw?” Spruceleaf rasped. “Do you think you can get me some water?”
    Pushing aside her stress, Dawnpaw nodded. “Of course, Spruceleaf. I will be right back.” She took some moss and dipped it in the tiny pool of water in the medicine den. “Here. Lick this.”
    Spruceleaf visibly relaxed. “Thank you, dear.”
    “Dawnpaw,” Ambershine mewed. “How about you watch Nettlecreek. I’ll take over the greencough patients.”
    Gratitude flooded through Dawnpaw. Watching Nettlecreek was far easier than taking on all of the greencough patients at once. She sat down beside the injured tom, who still had yet to wake up.
    Shadowpool usually stopped by every day to groom her mate and talk to him, but she was so close to giving birth that Ambershine confined her to the nursery. Dawnpaw started getting the tangles out of his fur. She felt awkward at the thought of talking to a sleeping cat, but Shadowpool was convinced he could hear them, even in his coma. I might as well…
    “Hi Nettlecreek,” Dawnpaw began stiffly. “Shadowpool couldn’t visit you today. Her kits are too close to arriving. Did you know that? She really wants you to wake up so you can meet them. I wonder how many there will be. Ambershine thinks either three or four, and that’s pretty exciting. If you really can hear me, you probably are happy to hear that.”
    Dawnpaw gasped as Nettlecreek suddenly started to stir. He moaned in pain, and shifted slightly, his eyes peeking open. “Nettlecreek?” she murmured. “Are you really awake?”
    Ambershine rushed over. “Great StarClan!” she exclaimed. “Nettlecreek, can you talk to me?”
    Nettlecreek shivered. “Why does everything hurt so much?”
    “You were badly wounded in the battle against ShadeClan and LakeClan,” she told him. Turning to Dawnpaw, she said, “Go get Shadowpool.”
    Nettlecreek looked a little more awake. “Shadowpool? Did she have her kits yet?”
    Dawnpaw raced out of the den and into the nursery. “Shadowpool!” she cried. “Nettlecreek woke up!”
    Shadowpool scrambled to her paws as quickly as she could with her swollen belly. “What?! Really?”
    Dawnpaw nodded. “Yes! Come on!”
    Shadowpool followed Dawnpaw into the medicine den. “Nettlecreek!” she breathed. Her blue eyes glowed with love. “I can hardly believe it!”
    Nettlecreek groaned as he tried to sit up. “How long have I been out?”
    Shadowpool curled up beside him in his nest. “About a half a moon.”
    Nettlecreek rested against her. “I’m happy our kits waited for me.”
    Dawnpaw looked up at Ambershine. “Will he be okay now?”
    Ambershine looked uncertain. “I hope he will.”
    A chill ran through Dawnpaw. What does that mean?

    “My kits are coming!” Shadowpool wailed.
    Dawnpaw stiffened. It was her first delivery, and she was nervous. Why are you nervous? Shadowpool is the one giving birth!
    “Dawnpaw, I need you to get raspberry leaves and a stick,” Ambershine instructed. “Now!”
    Dawnpaw dashed to the medicine den. Raspberry leaves have sharp points on them… where does Ambershine keep them? She finally found them behind the watermint. Luckily, the sticks were easy to find. Ambershine always kept a supply of sturdy ones.
    When she arrived at the nursery, Shadowpool’s eyes were wide with pain, and she cried out as a spasm jerked her body. Dawnpaw hurried over to her and gave her the stick.
    “Bite down on it,” she meowed. “It will distract you from your pain.”
    “Why… did I… agree… to have… kits?” Shadowpool asked, her breath coming out in short puffs.
    “Shadowpool,” Ambershine called her attention. “You’re going to have four kits.”
    “Four?!” Shadowpool looked like she wanted to burst into tears.
    “You will be fine,” Dawnpaw tried to assure her. “Plenty of other she-cats have done this before.”
    Shadowpool just looked more panicked, and Dawnpaw was afraid she said the wrong thing.
    “No! I don’t think I can do this. What if the kits hate me? What if I’m a bad mother? I don’t think I can raise four kits!” Shadowpool was hysterical with fear. “I wish Nettlecreek was here!”
    Nettlecreek had started to get better, but suddenly took a turn for the worse. His fever had risen, and he was hardly conscious. Dawnpaw felt a pang of pity for the terrified queen. “Shadowpool, you will make a great mother.” It felt strange to comfort a senior warrior, but Dawnpaw knew that she needed the reassurance. “You mentored Everflame, Fallowleap, and Branchpaw. Everflame is the deputy, Fallowleap is one of the kindest cats I know, and Branchpaw is improving so much! Raising warriors is what you do. I know you will be great at raising your kits.”
    Shadowpool calmed slightly. “You really think so?”
    Dawnpaw nodded. “I know so.”
    “Shadowpool, it’s time,” Ambershine mewed.
    Shadowpool’s face hardened in determination as she brought her first kit into the world. There was silence, and suddenly the shrill cry of a kit filled the nursery.
    “Shadowpool,” Ambershine murmured softly. “Meet your son.”
    Shadowpool purred fiercely as she cuddled her first kit close to her. “Hello, little one,” she cooed. “Welcome to the world.” She broke off as another spasm jerked through her. She bit down so hard on the stick that it splintered.
    “Here’s your second kit, a daughter, Shadowpool.”
    Shadowpool purred as Ambershine pushed the second kit, a brown tabby, closer to her. “She’s a fighter. I can tell.”
    “You’re doing great,” Ambershine encouraged her. “Just two more kits.”
    Shadowpool gritted her teeth. “They better hurry up,” she hissed.
    “Here comes the third one,” Ambershine called. “Push!” Ambershine looked to Dawnpaw. “Do you want to deliver this one?”
    Dawnpaw blinked rapidly. “Me?”
    Ambershine’s whiskers twitched. “Yes, you! Get over here!”
    Dawnpaw eased the third kit into the world, marveling on how amazing it was to hold new life in her paws. There are truly no words. She passed the third kit to Shadowpool’s belly. “It’s a tom,” she announced. “One more.”
    Shadowpool convulsed, shrieking in pain, but no kit came.
    “Ambershine?” Dawnpaw stared at her mentor.
    Ambershine left Shadowpool’s side to help her. “It’s fine. Sometimes kits take longer to come.” She tried to sound confident, but Dawnpaw could detect uncertainty in her voice. She glanced at Shadowpool, who was growing more and more exhausted by the minute.
    “You can do it, Shadowpool,” Dawnpaw urged. “Just hold on a little longer.”
    Shadowpool screeched in effort, her eyes glazing over.
    “It’s another son!” Ambershine cried. “Shadowpool, you did it. It’s over. You have three toms and a she-kit.” As she nudged the fourth kit over to Shadowpool, she seemed to notice something, and terror sparked in her gaze. “This kit isn’t breathing.”
    Dawnpaw felt as if all of the air was sucked from her body.
    “Is he dead?!” Shadowpool shrieked. “You have to save him!”
    Ambershine placed the tiny kit on the ground and started pumping on his chest with her paws. “Dawnpaw,” she gasped. “Breathe air into his mouth.”
    Pushing aside her horror, Dawnpaw bent her head down and breathed air into him. Please, StarClan. Don’t take this kit!
    Shadowpool let out a low whine. “No, no, no!” she sobbed. “You have to save my son!”
    Dawnpaw could tell Ambershine was growing tired, and the kit still wasn’t showing signs of life. With a heavy heart, Dawnpaw realized her mentor was about to call his death.
    Suddenly, the kit parted his jaws and let out a sharp wail. Relief so strong that it nearly knocked Dawnpaw off of her paws washed over her, and Shadowpool cried out in joy.
    Dawnpaw buried her nose into the kit’s soft fur. “Hi, little kit,” she whispered. “You’re about to meet your mother. She loves you so much, you know. You’re lucky to be her kit.”
    Shadowpool sobbed even harder as her fourth kit joined her. “He looks so much like Nettlecreek,” she meowed. “I’m going to name him Creekkit.”
    Dawnpaw couldn’t stop staring at Shadowpool. She had been so scared before her kits were born, but once she met the first one, she knew exactly what to do. Dawnpaw thought back to when Creekkit was born without a heartbeat. Shadowpool’s desperate cries echoed in her head. She hadn’t even seen him yet, but she already loved him so much. Is a mother’s love for her kits really that strong?
    She would never know.

    “Dawnpaw!” A paw prodded her side. “Dawnpaw, wake up!”
    Dawnpaw opened her eyes. “Is it morning already?” she murmured sleepily.
    Ambershine’s face came into view, her eyes round with sorrow. “Nettlecreek is dead.”
    Grief crashed down on Dawnpaw. I should have done more to help him! Maybe then he would still be alive. “Does Shadowpool know?” she managed to ask.
    Ambershine shook her head. “I’m about to tell her. There wasn’t anything we could do,” she added. “At least he got to see his kits before he died.”
    Dawnpaw nodded numbly. “I want to tell Shadowpool,” she said without thinking.
    Ambershine dipped her head. “If you want to be the one to tell her, you can. Are you sure?”
    Dawnpaw felt responsible for telling Shadowpool. It was the first death that happened on her watch. “Yes, I’m sure.”
    Ambershine still looked uncertain. “I’ll wait outside the nursery if you need help.”
    Dawnpaw trudged to the nursery, her paws dragging. Nettlecreek is dead and I couldn’t save him. How can I know that there was nothing I could do to save him? She had done all she could. She had watched over him every day; talked to him and kept him company when Shadowpool was busy with the kits. She had tried so hard to keep him alive, yet he died when she was asleep. And now Shadowpool was all alone just like Stormfrost was when she and Lilypaw were born. Please don’t let Shadowpool become like Stormfrost. Her kits need her! I needed Stormfrost.
    “Shadowpool,” she called softly. “Can I come in?”
    “Dawnpaw? Is something wrong?” Shadowpool asked worriedly.
    Dawnpaw entered the den. “I just want to start by saying I am so, so sorry.” She felt a block in her throat at the thought of her next words. “Nettlecreek has joined StarClan.”
    Shadowpool simply stared at her for a few long moments that seemed to last forever. Then agony flooded into her eyes and she let out a heart-wrenching scream that caused tears to sting Dawnpaw’s eyes.
    “NO! Please, Nettlecreek, no!” At their mother’s distress, the kits started squirming and
    squealing.
    “He’s no longer in pain.” The routine words were stuck in Dawnpaw’s throat. What did it matter if he wasn’t in pain any more? That didn’t make him any less dead.
    Shadowpool stared at Dawnpaw with empty eyes. “You may leave now.”
    Dawnpaw bowed her head and murmured her condolences once more before leaving. She brushed past Ambershine and curled up in her nest, but was unable to fall back asleep. Shadowpool’s face as she learned the news of her mate’s death kept coming back to her. The terrible misery that turned into the deep emptiness of grief. She must have loved him very much to feel that much pain over losing him. Dawnpaw almost thought she was lucky to have loved him so much that it caused her that much pain to lose him.
    It was another feeling she would never know.
    Chapter 17

    The harsh moons of leaf-bare finally drifted into new-leaf. The warmth cured the remaining greencough patients, and Lionscar had never felt happier. He had gone to a Gathering the night before, and things seemed to be looking up for all of the Clans. His sisters had earned their warrior names, Sorrelflower and Brindlefur, and Dapplestar agreed to send Bramblebush to LakeClan until they could train a full medicine cat. Even Featherpaw was happy. She had proven herself and earned her warrior name: Feathersong.
    The piercing of tiny claws interrupted his thoughts as Grasskit and Owlkit attacked him, pretending he was a ShadeClan warrior.
    “You’ll never defeat me!” Grasskit yowled, her eyes bright. “I’m a PineClan warrior, and the best fighter there is!”
    Owlkit stopped clinging to Lionscar and nudged his sister. “No,” he protested. “I’m the best fighter, remember?”
    Grasskit hissed, baring her sharp teeth. “We’ll see about that!”
    The kits quickly lost interest in Lionscar, and he purred in amusement.
    Waspkit joined his brother and sister, and the three kits play-fought for a little while. Lionscar let his thoughts drift into a future with Lilywish. Maybe one day they would have kits that would grow to be strong, wonderful warriors, just like her.
    “Hey, Lionscar!” Everflame called. “Would you mind leading the hunting patrol?”
    Lionscar nodded. “Okay. Who else is on it?”
    Everflame shrugged. “It’s your patrol.”
    Lionscar realized with a jolt that this was his first patrol that he was in charge of. Excitement flickered in his belly and he stared at Everflame. “Thanks. I won’t let you down.” He looked around. Roseberry was an experienced warrior, and she stayed focused on the tasks ahead of her. Stormfrost was the best hunter in PineClan, but her paw was still healing, and Stoneskip and Duskrunner were better at patrolling. Lilywish hadn’t been on too many patrols yet, and she inherited her mother’s hunting skills. There are too many good choices! I want to put together the best patrol possible so Everflame will let me lead more of them. He eventually decided on Duskrunner, Lilywish, and Icestone.
    Lionscar found Lilywish talking with Dawnpaw. “Lilywish, you’re on the hunting patrol,” he told her.
    Lilywish stood up. “Are you on it?”
    Lionscar straightened. “I’m leading it,” he stated proudly.
    Lilywish pressed her nose to his cheek. “That’s wonderful,” she purred.
    Lionscar broke away after a few moments. “I have to wake up Icestone and Duskrunner, and then we will get going.”
    Once the patrol was out in the forest, Duskrunner turned to Lionscar. “Where should we go?” he asked.
    Lionscar felt a little weird about telling the much older warrior what to do. It’s part of leading a patrol, he reminded himself. “How about we mark the RockClan border,” he suggested. “We shouldn’t get any trouble from them, so it should be quick. Then we can mark the ShadeClan border, and then we can hunt. The border patrols can check the LakeClan border later.”
    Icestone nodded approvingly. “That sounds good to me.”
    Duskrunner blinked. “Lead the way.”
    Lionscar proudly took the lead of his patrol. “If you catch a scent trail, tell me,” he meowed.
    Duskrunner’s ears twitched. “We know, Lionscar. We’ve been on patrols before, and so have you. What is up with you?”
    Icestone let out mrrow of laughter. “Yeah! Leading a patrol isn’t that big of a deal.”
    Lionscar ducked his head in embarrassment. He didn’t know how to explain it. In all of the seasons he had been in PineClan, he had never led a patrol. Now that he finally was, it was like proof that everyone truly saw him as PineClan. Well… everyone except Dawnpaw. Ever since him and Lilywish became warriors, she had been more hostile towards him than ever. He thought that she was probably worried they would become mates. They both still remembered her finding him at the RockClan border, and he was worried that she would keep him apart from Lilywish apart by blackmailing him.
    A shriek of terror cut through Lionscr’s thoughts, and he jerked around to see Lilywish pressed up against a tree, trembling. She parted her jaws in a sharp wail. “Snake!”
    Horror clouded Lionscar’s head as he saw the yellow and black snake slithering around her
    paws. It could kill her! It took him a moment to realize the Duskrunner had started speaking.
    “Lilywish,” he murmured in a soft voice. “I need you to stay calm, can you do that?”
    Lilywish let out a shuddering breath and nodded, her eyes wide. “Yes,” she whispered.
    Duskrunner leaned in close to examine the snake, and Lionscar’s breath caught in his throat. When the brown warrior lifted his head, his expression was relaxed, and almost amused. Anger surged through Lionscar. He thinks that this is funny?
    Duskrunner prodded the snake aside. “It’s alright, Lilywish. It was just a garden snake, nothing poisonous. It won’t harm you.”
    Lilywish let out a breath of relief and bounded over to Lionscar. “Now I feel like a mouse-brain,” she mewed.
    Lionscar pressed his nose into the top of her head. “You aren’t a mouse-brain,” he assured her. “You were just scared. I was, too.”
    Lilywish shuddered. “I hate snakes,” she muttered. “I don’t care if they’re poisonous or not, they just scare me.”

    Lionscar trudged through the trees, listening carefully. He heard a rustling in the bushes, and perked his ears, all of his senses alert. “I smell rabbits,” he whispered. “Lots of them.”
    Icestone perked up. “Me too.”
    Duskrunner flicked his tail. “Let’s split up. Lionscar and I will chase the rabbits, and Icestone and Lilywish can catch them.”
    “That’s a good plan,” Lionscar agreed, wishing he thought of it himself. “The rabbits made their nest in that bush, so Icestone and Lilywish, you wait on the other side.”
    Lilywish gazed proudly at him. “Got it.”
    Duskrunner gestured Lionscar over to him as the she-cats padded off. “New-leaf is being kind to us,” he mewed. “A family of rabbits is a rare find.”
    Lionscar suddenly felt a pang of regret as Duskrunner’s words hit him. A family of rabbits. There were two rabbits who were mates, just like him and Lilywish. And their children, just like the ones that he would have one day. They had no idea they were all about to die. He pushed the thought away. Don’t be mouse-brained! They’re rabbits! Who cares? Being with Lilywish sure was turning him soft. He shook his head to clear his mind and turned to Duskrunner. “Are you ready?”
    Duskrunner dropped into the hunter’s crouch. “Of course I am. Say the word.”
    Lionscar leaned back on his haunches. “Now,” he hissed, and dashed forward.

    “Wow!” Fallowleap exclaimed. “You caught four rabbits!”
    Duskrunner dropped his catch into the Prey Pile and greeted his mate. “I will never let my family go hungry.”
    Lionscar and Lilywish padded over to the elders den. “Spruceleaf? Saptail?” Lionscar called quietly, his words muffled by the rabbit.
    Saptail jerked his head up, his eyes sharp. “Why are you here?” he snapped. “I was taking my nap.”
    Lilywish appeared unfazed by the grumpy elder. “I’m very sorry,” she mewed gently. “Lionscar and I just wanted to give you and Spruceleaf these rabbits.”
    Lionscar decided that dealing with Spruceleaf seemed much easier and he approached the old she-cat. “Spruceleaf, I brought you a rabbit.”
    Spruceleaf lifted her head, looking confused. “Oh, that’s alright Flameleap. The elders need to be fed first.”
    She thinks I’m Flameleap? Lionscar assumed it was because they both had a golden pelt. Though Flameleap’s is more ginger than gold… whatever. It was just Spruceleaf’s mind acting up again.
    Saptail let out a growl of annoyance. “You are an elder!” he hissed. “How do you not know that? And that’s Lionscar, not Flameleap.”
    Spruceleaf took in her surroundings as if seeing where she was for the first time. “Oh, that’s right!” she finally said. “Silly me.”
    Lionscar stifled a purr of amusement. “Well, do you want the rabbit? I can put it back in the Prey Pile if you’re not hungry.”
    Spruceleaf gazed into the air several heartbeats before answering. “You know, I thought that I ate a mouse earlier, but maybe I didn’t, because I’m very hungry.”
    Lionscar took that as a yes, and placed the rabbit at her paws. “If you’re looking for something to do, I’m sure that Shadowpool’s kits would love to hear a story,” he offered.
    Saptail scowled. “No,” he grumbled.
    At the same time, Spruceleaf’s eyes lit up. “Oh, yes! I love those little ones. Turtlekit and Foxkit are always so curious, and Everkit is just the sweetest.”
    Lionscar opened his mouth to correct the forgetful elder and tell her that she was thinking of Cherryfur’s kits, not Shadowpool’s, and those cats had been warriors since before he was born, but quickly thought the better of it. He and Lilywish shared an amused glance.
    Lilywish stood up. “Lionscar and I have to get going, but I can send the kits in, and I hope you enjoy your rabbits.”
    Spruceleaf looked up at Lionscar. “Thank you.”
    Lionscar dipped his head in respect. Spruceleaf may be old and forgetful, but she had served her Clan for a long time. “You’re welcome.” He rose to his paws and followed Lilywish out of the den.
    “I’m going to give this to Shadowpool,” Lilywish told him, gesturing to the rabbit at her paws.
    Lionscar tilted his head. “Saptail didn’t want it?”
    Lilywish’s eyes glittered with amusement. “He said it smelled weird, and to come back later when I could bring him something edible.”
    Lionscar purred. “Of course he did.”
    Lilywish picked up the rabbit and ran towards the nursery.
    Lionscar watched her go, his stomach twisting with nerves. He was going to ask her to be his mate today. He knew that the chances were that she would say yes; they had been growing closer and closer ever since they were made warriors, but he was still nervous.
    Lionscar’s heart jumped as Lilywish emerged from the nursery. If he didn’t do it now, he would chicken out. “Lilywish,” he mewed. “Can I talk to you?”
    Lilywish glanced up. “Sure. What’s up?”
    Lionscar shuffled on his paws. “Well…” He realized that he actually had no clue of what he was planning to say. “Um– do you remember in the battle with ShadeClan and LakeClan… how we… How I–how you–how we said…” He shook his head. Nothing sounded right.
    Lilywish’s eyes glimmered in amusement. “I remember,” she assured him. “Look, I know what you’re about to ask me. Until you find your voice, how about I say it?”
    Lionscar nodded wordlessly.
    Lilywish grinned at him. “Lionscar, will you be my mate?” she asked gently.
    Lionscar wrapped his tail around hers. “I would love to,” he murmured.
    Lilywish purred. “You were able to say a full sentence!”
    Lionscar laughed along with her, and joy filled his heart. He had lost so much over his lifetime, but now he finally found happiness. “I’ll fight beside you forever, Lilywish,” he vowed.
    Lilywish gazed at him. “Not forever,” she countered. “But until we’re cranky old elders.”
    Lionscar purred. “Yes, until then,” he agreed. “But I promise that I will always stand by your side.”

    Chapter 18

    Dawnpaw waited for Lilywish to come to her after she finished her lesson like she always did. She waited and waited outside the medicine den, but Lilywish never came.
    Her friend, Feathersong interrupted her thoughts. “Why the angry face?” she meowed. “Are you okay?”
    Dawnpaw huffed. “Have you seen Lilywish anywhere? She was supposed to meet me here after I was done training.”
    Feathersong thought for a moment. “I think she went hunting with Lionscar.”
    Dawnpaw hissed. She had thought that it was bad before, when they were just friends, but now that they were mates it was like Dawnpaw didn’t even exist. “Why does Lilywish ignore me to spend time with him?”
    Feathersong’s eyes narrowed. “Didn’t you hang out with her this morning? I think she’s trying to be fair with who she spends time with and when. Give her a break.”
    Dawnpaw gritted her teeth. She hated Lionscar. Why, out of everyone in PineClan, did her sister have to fall for him?
    “Look on the bright side,” Feathersong mewed. “Lilywish seems happy. If you tell her how you’re feeling, I’m sure she will divide her time more evenly. And Lionscar will be a good mate for her. He can be a mouse-brain sometimes, but he has a good heart.”
    “I guess so,” Dawnpaw grumbled. She knew she was being stubborn, but she didn’t care.
    “That’s the spirit!” Feathersong encouraged.
    Dawnpaw glanced back at Lilywish and Lionscar. They do look happy… After all, she only wanted the best for her sister. She just wished that the best still let them be close.

    “Hurry up, Dawnpaw,” Ambershine called. “Beewing and Duckfeather are waiting for us.”
    “Coming!” Dawnpaw hurried to catch up. “Has Bramblebush gone to LakeClan yet?”
    “I’m sure he has,” Ambershine responded. “We’ll see when we get there.”
    Dawnpaw wondered how Bramblebush would be able to train an apprentice in a Clan with just seven warriors. They didn’t have any apprentices, and all of the kits born recently were dead.
    “Dawnpaw!” Beewing greeted her, pulling her away from her thoughts. “How have you been?”
    “Much better since new-leaf arrived,” Dawnpaw replied warmly. “How has your Clan been? Any new kits?”
    “We have been well,” Beewing purred. “But no new kits. I heard PineClan has four?”
    Dawnpaw’s pelt warmed as she thought of the four tiny kits that grew stronger every day. Creekkit held a special place in her heart after she saved his life. She secretly hoped he would become a medicine cat apprentice when it was time. “Yes, they are wonderful.”
    “Kits are a blessing,” Beewing agreed. “Palelight’s kits are apprentices now, though I’m sure you heard that at the Gathering.”
    “Yes, I did.” Dawnpaw saw that they were almost there. “Let’s move faster. I’m ready to share dreams with StarClan.” She couldn’t wait to speak with her father again.
    “There you are,” Harepounce mewed grumpily when they arrived. “I was beginning to think that you weren’t coming.” He looked around. “Is Bramblebush with you?”
    “I’m right here, Harepounce,” Bramblebush called, making his way to the cave entrance. “How is RockClan faring without me?”
    Harepounce grunted. “We’re fine, but we wish you would come back. You’re a mountain cat, not a fish.”
    “LakeClan desperately needed me,” Bramblebush mewed. “They are all too weak to hunt, and Sandmouse was their only hope, bringing the promise of kits. But then greencough took every single one of them, and she blames herself. And Riverpelt had been expecting for a moon and didn’t even realize it until I came along. Finally some good news for them.”
    Duckfeather swished her tail. “The half moon is at its highest. We should go inside now.”
    Dawnpaw nodded eagerly. “Yes.”
    All of the medicine cats entered the cave, and Dawnpaw once again felt the ever-strong presence of the stars. She had learned long ago not to say anything, though. Touching her nose to the Moon Crystal, Dawnpaw was swept into a dream.
    When she opened her eyes, she was not in the lovely forest that she always awoke in, and Ryewing was nowhere to be found. Instead, she found herself in complete darkness, surrounded by nothingness. Fear gripped her, and she called out for help.
    “Do not be afraid.”
    Dawnpaw startled at the emotionless voice that came from every direction. “Who are you?” she cried. “Where am I?”
    A tom emerged out of the darkness in front of her. His fur was wispy and black, and he had multiple bald spots. His eyes were the palest blue that Dawnpaw had ever seen, and they were stretched wider than she thought possible. “I am Sky,” he rasped. “I am the Seer.”
    Dawnpaw was swept into a haze of confusion. “What…? Am I in the Dark Forest?” At that thought, terror consumed her. She had to wake up!
    Sky blinked, his face betraying no emotion. “This is not StarClan,” he hissed. “But it is not the Dark Forest either. This is nowhere, yet it is everywhere. This is where I see all. It is the loneliest place you can imagine.”
    Dawnpaw backed away from the strange cat. “I don’t understand!” she mewed.
    Sky stared blankly at her. “Where do you think your precious StarClan gets the prophecies they give you? Those gifts aren’t truly theirs to give; they are mine.”
    Dawnpaw’s breath quickened. “You create the prophecies?” She had always thought that was the work of StarClan!
    Sky narrowed his eyes. “I don’t just make them up, I see them. I see and feel everything that is to come and everything that has happened. I pass on the warnings, and whether you receive them or not is not my problem.” He sighed. “There is so much more out there, so much you don’t know of and never will know of. But I do. I see it all.”
    Dawnpaw’s fear had started to ebb, but she still didn’t understand why she was there. “Why,” she began, her voice squeaky like a kit’s. She cleared her throat and started over. “Why am I here?”
    For the first time, the slightest bit of emotion flickered in Sky’s eyes, but it was gone as quickly as it came. “Every creature on this earth has a path they walk on,” he explained, his voice strained and aged. “But anything—the flutter of a bird’s wing, the whisper of the wind—anything can change that path. Your path has changed, but your destiny has not. You are still headed the right way. Tread carefully, young one, and your destiny will be fulfilled.”
    Dawnpaw felt herself drifting back to the land of the living, but she still had so many questions. “I don’t understand!” she tried to yell. “What is my destiny?” But no sound came out. Suddenly, instead of shadows below her, it was cold stone, and starlight glittered in the air. She was back in the Mooncave, like nothing had happened.

    “Dawnpaw? Ambershine?” Shadowpool called softly. “Creekkit and Grasskit have a belly
    ache. Could you check them out?”
    “Of course,” Dawnpaw mewed briskly. Ambershine was out getting tansy. “That’s our job, isn’t it?” She followed Shadowpool to the nursery where the two kits were curled up on the ground.
    Grasskit looked up with bleary eyes. “My belly hurts,” she whimpered feebly.
    Creekkit just stared at her.
    Worry pierced Dawnpaw’s heart when she saw Creekkit looking so weak. He was the smallest of his siblings, and the sickliest. “Let’s get them to the medicine den,” she instructed, picking up Creekkit by the scruff. “Get Grasskit.”
    Once they arrived back in the medicine den, Dawnpaw placed Creekkit on the ground and turned to Grasskit. “What does your belly feel like?” she asked gently.
    Grasskit made a face. “It feels like it’s burning,” she pouted.
    “Are you nauseous?” Dawnpaw pressed.
    Grasskit shrugged. “I dunno.”
    Shadowpool smoothed down her daughter’s fur. “Try to answer Dawnpaw’s questions, dear. That way she can make you feel better.”
    Grasskit looked up at Dawnpaw. “I don’t know what nauseous is, but my belly burns.”
    Dawnpaw nodded thoughtfully. Either the kits had caught a vomiting sickness, or they ate something bad. “Have they vomited at all?” she asked Shadowpool.
    Shadowpool shook her head fretfully. “No. They were fine until a little bit ago.”
    Dawnpaw turned back to Grasskit. “What did you eat today?”
    Grasskit scrunched her face in concentration. “Ummm… Shadowpool said that we could try fresh-kill today. She brought us a shrew, but Creekkit and I liked it so much that she had to get a mouse for Owlkit and Waspkit.”
    That was probably it, Dawnpaw thought. “Did the shrew taste funny?”
    Grasskit’s eyes widened. “I don’t know! It was only my first time eating one.”
    Creekkit stumbled over to his sister. “I thought it tasted a little bit sour,” he mumbled sleepily. “Are shrews supposed to be sour, Mama?”
    Shadowpool looked distraught. “No, dear. No they’re not.”
    “And Owlkit and Waspkit ate something else, right?” Dawnpaw needed to be sure that she didn’t need to treat the other kits for food poisoning as well.
    Grasskit shook her head. “No, just me and Creekkit,” she squeaked.
    Dawnpaw thought about what she would need to treat the two kits. She knew that if the shrew they ate was bad, she needed to bring it back up. She would need yarrow to do that. After that, they would still have a bellyache, and juniper berries would help that just fine.
    She bent down to the kits’ level. “I need to give you an herb. It’s called yarrow,” she explained. “It’s going to taste yucky, but once it’s over you’ll feel much better. Does that sound okay?”
    Creekkit drew back. “No!” he yelped. “I don’t want the yucky taste! I don’t want it!”
    Grasskit pressed against her brother in agreement. “Me neither,” she meowed stubbornly.
    Dawnpaw knew she had to quickly come up with a way to get them to eat the herb. When she saw Shadowpool huddled in the corner, her eyes filled with fear, the idea came to her. “You love your mother, don’t you?”
    Grasskit and Creekkit nodded vigorously.
    “She’s very worried about you because you are sick,” Dawnpaw told them. “You don’t want her to be worried, right?”
    “Never!” Grasskit yowled.
    “If you don’t want her to be worried anymore, then you need to eat the yarrow so you feel better. I promise it will be very quick.” Dawnpaw tensed, hoping her plan worked. Ambershine would know what to do. She felt vulnerable without her mentor.
    Grasskit looked to her brother and back to Dawnpaw. “I don’t want Mama to be worried, but I’m scared!”
    “Me too,” Creekkit mewed weakly.
    Dawnpaw scrambled to find the right words to convince the kits. “You just have to be brave,” she encouraged. “Warriors have to be brave all the time. This is like practice for then.”
    Grasskit brightened. “Really?”
    “I can be brave like a warrior,” Creekkit chirped.
    She had gotten through to them! “Yes,” Dawnpaw urged. “If you swallow these herbs, you will be as brave as a warrior.”
    Grasskit winced as another pang of nausea hit her, and Dawnpaw knew she had to get the rotten food out of them.
    “Eat it now,” she mewed, pushing one yarrow leaf each towards them. “It will make you feel
    better.”
    Grasskit and Creekkit exchanged nervous glances, and lapped up the yarrow. Moments later they both were sick.
    “You said we would feel better!” Grasskit wailed angrily.
    Dawnpaw brushed her tail down each kit’s spine. “You will. I promise,” she soothed. “But first I had to get the shrew that made you so sick out of you. Eat this juniper berry. It doesn’t taste bad and it will soothe your pain.”
    Grasskit eyed it suspiciously. “Are you sure?”
    Dawnpaw nodded solemnly. “I’m sure.”
    As the kits ate the juniper berries, Shadowpool gestured for Dawnpaw to speak with her. Is she angry with me? Dawnpaw wondered nervously.
    But Shadowpool just looked miserable. “I failed my kits,” she whispered.
    “Of course you didn’t!” Dawnpaw exclaimed forcefully. “Why would you say that?”
    Shadowpool looked at her paws. “I poisoned them. They were sick because of me.”
    “It was just unlucky that the shrew was bad,” Dawnpaw insisted. “You love them and care for them so much, and they love you. You are a wonderful mother. Everyone here knows that.”
    Shadowpool looked up. “You really think so?”
    Dawnpaw dipped her head. “I do,” she answered truthfully. “Now go take care of your kits.”
    When Shadowpool and the kits left, Dawnpaw turned to walk out of the den and was surprised to see Ambershine.
    “Oh! You’re back already!” she purred.
    Ambershine’s eyes were warm with pride. “I heard what you did with the kits,” she mewed. “You are doing very well. I also heard you comforting Shadowpool.”
    Dawnpaw ducked her head. “You did?”
    “Yes,” Ambershine replied. “When you first started your training, you thought that all you needed to do was memorize the herbs. I can see that you are starting to understand what the title of a medicine cat truly means. I’m proud of you, Dawnpaw. In a few more moons, you will be ready to earn your full name.”
    Dawnpaw’s heart swelled. “Really?” she breathed.
    “Really,” Ambershine murmured. “You will be a wonderful medicine cat, Dawnpaw. I have no doubt about that.”

  • Chapters 19 and 20 (last two)

    Chapter 19

         “Dawnpaw!” Ambershine called. “We’re out of marigold. Can you gather some for me?”
         The past moon had passed peacefully, but Deerskip had cut her paw on a sharp rock. She was fine, but was using up all of their marigold. “Sure,” Dawnpaw replied. “Should I bring a warrior with me?”
         Ambershine shrugged. “Go ahead.”
         Dawnpaw padded out of the medicine den and searched the camp for Feathersong, quickly located her friend’s fluffy white pelt. “Feathersong!”
         Feathersong lifted her head and looked around before finding Dawnpaw. 
         Dawnpaw trotted over to her. “I have to find some marigold for Ambershine. Do you want to come?”
         Feathersong nodded eagerly. “Of course!”
         Dawnpaw happily flicked her tail. “Follow me.”
         Once they were in the forest, Feathersong immediately seemed at ease in the comfort of the pines. Dawnpaw was surprised to see that she still didn’t quite seem to fit in. 
         Feathersong breathed in. “Don’t you just love the freedom of the forest?” she asked. “The Clans have so many rules… but out here I’m free.”
         Worry twisted Dawnpaw’s belly. What was Feathersong talking about? “You’re not thinking of leaving, are you?”
         Feathersong’s eyes darted to her. “No, of course not,” she rushed to say. “It’s just… I spent most of my life trying to get back here, and now that I finally did, it’s not what I expected it to be like. Do you know what I’m saying?”
         Dawnpaw shrugged. “I guess so.”
         Feathersong sighed. “You don’t know what I’m saying.” She looked away. “Never mind.”
         Dawnpaw touched her tail to Feathersong’s shoulder. “No. What’s wrong?”
         Feathersong blinked a few times. “When I was a rogue,” she began softly, “every waking moment was spent thinking about home. I thought about Vixenclaw, I thought about Redfall and Icestone, I thought about my warrior ceremony, and hunting, and Gatherings… I thought about everything I was missing. But I was only eight moons old when I got lost. I only had so many memories. Most of the things I thought about were the things I imagined would happen. Most of my life has been spent as a rogue.” She stopped speaking. 
         Dawnpaw stared at her friend in concern. “Go on. You can tell me,” she urged. 
         Feathersong hesitated before continuing. “When I finally made it back, I quickly realized that life wouldn’t be like it was when I was eight moons old. Everyone moved on without me. I came back expecting to see Icepaw, who was scared of her own shadow, and Redpaw, who couldn’t wait for his first battle lesson. Instead, I found Icestone, a fearless warrior, and Redfall, the brother who I hardly know anymore. It just never occurred to me that they wouldn’t still be waiting for me like things never changed. I feel like I missed out on most of my own life.”
         Dawnpaw knew she had to comfort Feathersong, but she didn’t know how. Her entire life had been spent dedicated to her Clan. She had RockClan blood, but was raised in PineClan. She never knew what it felt like to not belong. But she was a medicine cat. Her job was to heal, and not all wounds could be fixed with herbs. She would find a way to help her friend. “You have Turtlepelt,” she mewed. “She understands what you’re going through. And even though Icestone and Redfall have changed, they still love you. You’re they’re littermate. And you have me. I’m your friend, Feathersong.”
         Feathersong cracked a small smile. “Thanks, Dawnpaw.” 

         “Oh, good! You found more marigold,” Ambershine meowed when Dawnpaw returned. “Can you give some to Deerskip? Poppymoon is having belly pains and I’m busy helping her.”
         “Is she alright?” Dawnpaw asked worriedly.
         Ambershine’s eyes twinkled. “Oh, she’s perfectly fine. She and Sparrowstripe are expecting their second litter of kits.”
          Dawnpaw gasped. “That’s wonderful! I’m sure Shadowpool’s kits will be happy to have more playmates.” She picked up the marigold. “I’ll go treat Deerskip now.”
         Deerskip lifted her head as Dawnpaw approached her. “Oh, hi, Dawnpaw.” 
         Dawnpaw dipped her head in return. She couldn’t talk around the marigold. 
         Deerskip looked around impatiently. “My paw doesn’t hurt anymore. Can I please return to the warrior’s den?”
        Dawnpaw set down the herbs. “Sorry, no,” she told the young warrior. “I can’t risk your infection getting worse. You’re lucky all you got was a sore paw. You could have gotten really sick.”
         Deerskip huffed. “It’s not fair,” she muttered. “Why couldn’t Branchfur be the one who hurt his paw on his first day as a warrior?”
         Dawnpaw ignored her complaints. “Give me your paw. You shouldn’t be in here much longer, okay?”
        Deerskip brightened. “Okay!”
         Dawnpaw rubbed the marigold dressing on Deerskip’s paw. “There. Let me or Ambershine know if anything changes. You should be out of here by tomorrow.”
         Deerskip began grooming herself. “Okay. Thanks.”
         “Anytime,” Dawnpaw replied, padding out of the den. Her belly growled, and she realized that she hadn’t eaten all day. She headed over to the prey pile and saw one pigeon left. She quickened her pace, but Lionscar intersected her and got to it first. Anger and annoyance surged through Dawnpaw, and she lashed forward, her fur spiking. “Hey!” she yowled. “That was mine!”
         Lionscar looked at the pigeon and back at her. “This?”
          Dawnpaw felt like clawing his fur off. “Yes! It was mine and you stole it!” How could Lilywish love such an arrogant fur-ball?
         Lionscar kept looking at Dawnpaw with an amused smirk that made pure hatred scorch through her bones. “I believe that I got it first, which means that it’s actually mine, not yours,” he said pointedly. 
         Dawnpaw hissed. “Why do you have to be such a fox-heart?”
         Lionscar’s eyes widened. “Geez. It’s just a bird. You can have it if it means that much to you,” he snorted. “The hunting patrol just got back anyway.”
         Dawnpaw suddenly felt silly. She didn’t even like pigeons. Of course, she couldn’t ever let Lionscar know that. 
         “He’s not that bad, you know.”
         Dawnpaw whirled around at Feathersong’s mew. “Of course he is!” she snapped. “He’s Lilywish’s mate!”
         Feathersong rolled her eyes. “I take it that you haven’t talked to her yet?”
         Dawnpaw let the silence answer for her. 
         “You said that you and your sister used to be close,” Feathersong pointed out. “If that’s true, then why are you so scared to tell her how you feel?”
         Dawnpaw struggled to grasp the right words. “I don’t know,” she finally admitted. 
         Feathersong swished her tail and nodded to the other side of the camp. “She’s right over there. Go talk to her. I’m tired of listening to you complain.”
         Dawnpaw made her way over to her sister. “Lilywish?” she called. 
         Lilywish seemed to glow when she noticed Dawnpaw. “Dawnpaw! I’ve been meaning to find you. There’s something really important I need to talk to you about.”
         Dawnpaw let out a small purr. “Same here.”
         Lilywish blinked. “Alright. Let’s go for a walk.”
         Dawnpaw let Lilywish lead her to the small clearing with the yarrow. Lilywish sat down next to the tree stump and drew one paw over her ear. “You can go first,” she meowed. “What did you want to talk to me about?”
         Dawnpaw felt her belly twist. She hoped Lilywish wouldn’t be angry with her. How would she even begin? “I just wanted to talk to you about how much time you’ve been spending with Lionscar,” she began awkwardly.
         Immediately, Lilywish got defensive. “I spend so much time with him because he’s my mate, Dawnpaw. I get that he’s not your most favorite cat in the world, but I love him. Can’t you try to make an effort to get along?”
         Dawnpaw lashed her tail. “I do try, Lilywish! And I get that you love him and all, but I’m your sister. I just wish that we could still be close.” 
         Lilywish growled. “Honestly, Dawnpaw, you should hear yourself. You sound like a kit. I have been spending time with you, but I have other cats I care about besides you, you know.”
         Dawnpaw opened her mouth to give a sharp retort, but hung her head as she realized that her sister was right. “I’m sorry,” she murmured. She loved Lilywish, and that meant she would have to tolerate Lionscar, however impossible that seemed. She looked up. “We used to be so close, Lilywish. What happened?”
        Lilywish shrugged sadly. “Time.”
         Dawnpaw scraped her claws against the ground. “That’s not an answer!”
         Lilywish got up and sat down beside Dawnpaw, leaning her head on her shoulder. “No, it’s not. You were right, too. I shouldn’t have ignored you like I did. Lionscar is my mate, but you’re my sister.”
         Dawnpaw looked up hopefully at Lilywish. “Does that mean we’re good?”
        Lilywish purred. “Of course it does!”
         Dawnpaw’s heart swelled with happiness, and she was reminded of something. “What was it that you were going to tell me?”
        Lilywish froze, and took a deep breath. “You can’t be mad,” she warned.
         Great StarClan, what is she going to tell me? “Why would I be mad?” Dawnpaw asked slowly.
         “I’m expecting kits.”

    Chapter 20

         Lionscar padded out of the warriors den and stretched in the new-leaf sun. He saw Lilywish returning from the dawn patrol, but before he could call out to her, Redfall walked in front of him. 
         “Everflame told me to put together a hunting patrol,” he mewed. “You’re on it.”
         Lionscar’s paws were already itching to be out in the forest. “Okay. Who else?” 
         Redfall lowered his voice. “I was thinking of taking Roseberry, if that’s okay with you?”
        Lionscar’s whiskers twitched in amusement. It was obvious that both warriors liked each other, though neither one would admit it. “Sure. How about you bring Poppymoon, too.” Poppymoon was great at hunting mice, and Lionscar didn’t want to be alone with Redfall and Roseberry.  
         “She can’t come,” Redfall replied. “Didn’t you hear? She’s expecting kits.”
         Lionscar huffed. “Then bring… I don’t know. Smokefoot.”
         Redfall shrugged. “Sure. Go tell him.”
         Lionscar waved Smokefoot over. “Smokefoot! You’re going on a hunting patrol!”
         Smokefoot walked over to them. “Sounds good. We should go now, before our Clanmates get hungry.” 
         Redfall nodded in agreement. “Let me get Roseberry.” 
         Lionscar watched his friend go, and Smokefoot turned to him. “A few more moons, and we will have new kits in the nursery,” he remarked.
         Lionscar nodded in agreement. Sooner or later, Roseberry or Redfall would finally admit their feelings for each other. 
         “I’m glad the sun is finally bringing warmth,” Smokefoot continued, still trying to make small talk. “I was afraid that my fur was going to freeze if it stayed cold much longer!”
         “Yeah,” Lionscar agreed. “The leaf-bare weather lasted much longer than usual.”
         “I bet the leaf-bares in RockClan were really cold, weren’t they?” Smokefoot commented.
         “How would I know?” Lionscar snapped, suddenly annoyed. He thought that PineClan was past him being from RockClan. “I don’t remember.”
         Smokefoot looked flustered. “Er—right. I’m sorry.”
         To Lionscar’s relief, Redfall returned just then with Roseberry. The blue-eyed she-cat was gazing in admiration at Redfall, and Lionscar was struck by how different Roseberry was acting from her usual short-tempered attitude she no doubt inherited from her former mentor, Runningbreeze. She actually looks happy for once, Lionscar thought. If one of them doesn’t admit their feelings for each other soon, I’m doing it for them.
        Roseberry looked around. “Should we get going?” she suggested. “There’s no use just standing here.”
         Redfall straightened. “Right. Let’s get going,” he mewed, taking the lead. 
         Roseberry perked her ears once they were in the pines. She darted out of sight and quickly returned with a mouse dangling from her jaws. 
         Redfall leaned closer to Lionscar. “Isn’t she great?” he whispered. 
         Lionscar rolled his eyes. “Uh-huh.”
         Smokefoot stared at them. “Aren’t we supposed to be hunting?”
          Roseberry’s ears twitched. “I just did. It’s those two mouse-brains who are standing there.”
          Redfall ducked his head. “Lionscar, I think I caught a vole trail. Want to help me catch it?”
         Lionscar shrugged. “Sure.” He quietly followed his friend through the undergrowth and spotted two voles. “I’ll take one, you take the other, okay?” 
         Redfall nodded. “Okay.” 
         Lionscar crouched down and made sure his tail didn’t brush against any leaves. He crept forward, but didn’t notice the branch on the ground until he stepped on it. The snap caused his vole to scamper off.  
          “Mouse-dung,” he cursed. Now he would have to go back empty pawed. Luckily, Redfall caught his vole. 
         Smokefoot padded over to them, holding a sparrow. He set it down to speak. “Lionscar, did you catch anything?”
         Lionscar shook his head. “Sorry. My vole ran off.”
         Redfall looked around. “I think we caught enough, and there are two more hunting patrols out. We can go back to camp.”
         Roseberry picked up her two catches, a mouse and a squirrel. “Sounds good.”
         Lionscar and Redfall walked side by side back to the camp. “Roseberry’s a really great hunter, don’t you think?” Redfall asked him. 
         “Didn’t you already ask me this?” Lionscar meowed lightly. “Yes, she is.”
          Roseberry approached them. “Hi Redfall,” she murmured. “Do you want to walk with me?”
          Finally! Lionscar internally cheered. 
          Redfall looked at him. “Are you okay if I go with her?”
          Lionscar swished his tail. “Why are you asking me? Go!”
         Smokefoot purred behind Lionscar. “It won’t be long before those two are mates.”
         Lionscar looked on as Redfall and Roseberry intertwined tails. Seeing them made him think of Lilywish, and he quickened his pace to get back to his mate.

         Lilywish raced to Lionscar’s side. “Lionscar!” she exclaimed. “I’ve been looking everywhere for you. Where have you been?”
         Lionscar gestured to the rest of the patrol. “Hunting.”
         Lilywish pressed her muzzle to his cheek. “I have something I need to tell you. Can we go on a walk?”
         Lionscar tilted his head. “Is something wrong?” he fretted. 
         Lilywish’s eyes shone. “No, not at all. Quite the opposite, really. Just follow me.”
         Lionscar let her take him to a small clearing with wildflowers blooming. He had been on a few hunting patrols there; it was good for hunting mice. “What did you want to tell me?” he asked, his paws tingling with anticipation. 
         Lilywish took a deep breath. “I’m expecting kits, Lionscar. You’re going to be a father.”
         For a moment, Lionscar didn’t process what Lilywish had said. Then, her words echoed, as if just reaching his head. I’m expecting kits, Lionscar. You’re going to be a father. His heartbeat quickened, and his head spun in circles. A father… a father! It was like the most incredible feeling was slowly spreading over him. Joy fizzed through his pelt, and he met Lilywish’s hopeful gaze. He was going to have a true family! Not just sisters in a different Clan, and parents who were slipping from his memory, but a real family! He had Lilywish, who he loved more than life, and their unborn kits. He already felt love for them so fierce that he staggered on his paws. A loud purr rumbled in his throat and he pressed his muzzle to Lilywish’s. To his surprise, he felt tears sting his eyes. “I love you so much,” he whispered. “We’re going to have kits! We’re going to be a family!”
          Lilywish broke away to gaze at him with glittering eyes. “I love you too,” she breathed. “I already told Dawnpaw. She was a little shocked at first, but she’s happy for us.”
          Lionscar wove his tail around hers, still purring. Everything was finally perfect. 

         A moon later, Lilywish trotted over to Lionscar. Her belly was starting to swell, and Lionscar was reminded of his kits—his kits—every time he saw her. 
         “It’s so boring in the nursery, Lionscar,” she complained. “Poppymoon and Shadowpool gossip all day, and Shadowpool’s kits are always trying to play with me. I don’t want to play with them.” She broke off, her eyes widening. “Oh! What if I’m a terrible mother? What if our kits hate me?”
          Lionscar touched his nose to hers. “You will be a wonderful mother,” he assured her. 
         Lilywish relaxed against him. “Thanks,” she murmured. “I just wish I can go on a patrol or something.”
         Just then, Everflame padded past them, and Lilywish shot up. 
         “Everflame!” she called. “Can I go on a patrol?”
         Lionscar answered for him. “No.” He wasn’t about to let his pregnant mate out in the forest. He just couldn’t risk ever losing her. 
         Lilywish glared at him. “Why not? I’m not even that big yet.”
         Everflame came closer to them. “He’s right, Lilywish. Your kits are only a moon away from arriving. I can’t risk you getting hurt.”
         Lilywish sniffed. “Are you trying to kill me from boredom?”
         Everflame gave his adopted daughter a stern look. “You aren’t going, and that’s that.” He walked off to speak with Needlestar. 
         Lilywish sighed. “I guess I’ll just go back to the nursery and do absolutely nothing for the rest of the day…” 
         Lionscar leaned against her. “You aren’t changing anyone’s mind.”
         Lilywish frowned. “I know.”
         Dawnpaw emerged from the medicine den, and Lionscar braced himself for a sarcastic remark. Instead, she turned to Lilywish. “You must be bored. I need to organize the herb store if you want to help me,” she offered. 
         Lilywish brightened immediately. “That sounds… well, kind of boring, but at least I’ll be useful!” she mewed cheerfully. 
         Lionscar felt a rush of appreciation towards Dawnpaw. She may be annoying, but she had her sister’s best interest in mind all the time. 
         Lilywish looked over her shoulder as she went off with Dawnpaw. “I’ll see you later, Lionscar!”

         “Brindlefur? Sorrelflower?” Lionscar called softly at the RockClan border. 
         Brindlefur’s dark brown form emerged first, then Sorrelflower’s black outline came into view. 
         “Lionscar!” Sorrelflower cried, running forward to greet him. “It’s been a while since I’ve seen you.”
         Brindlefur came forward to touch noses with him. “Hello, dear brother.”
         Lionscar stared at his two sisters. “I have news to tell you,” he meowed. 
         Sorrelflower leaned forward. “What is it?” she asked eagerly. 
         Lionscar looked back and forth between them. “Lilywish is expecting kits!” he announced, pride filling his heart. 
         Brindlefur gasped. “That’s incredible!” 
         Sorrelflower rushed to his side. “Kits…! I can hardly believe it!”
         Lionscar nudged her playfully. “Why? Did you not think that I would get a mate?”
         Sorrelflower grinned. “Of course not!” she laughed. 
         Brindlefur purred loudly. “I am so happy for you, Lionscar. Promise that you will let me meet the kits the moment they are born!”
         “I will!” Lionscar told her. 
         When he returned to camp later, Lilywish was asleep in the nursery, and he still hadn’t seen her since earlier. It was fine, though. He would see her in the morning. 
         Everything was still perfect. 

  • Chapters 21-24 (mods I don’t know if this helps your workload or anything but all of this has been posted already and I’m just transferring it to a secret page)

    Chapter 21

    Dawnpaw stepped out of the medicine den, and was momentarily surprised by the sunshine. It was hot outside for the third day in a row. Green-leaf is almost here, she thought peacefully.
    Lilywish was a moon away from having her kits, and Dawnpaw couldn’t wait until they were born. She still was a little shocked that her sister was expecting kits, and Lionscar’s kits at that, but she was overjoyed for both of them. No one could deny how happy they both looked.
    “Dawnpaw?” Lionscar’s voice sounded right next to her, and Dawnpaw jumped in surprise.
    “What is it now, Lionscar?” Dawnpaw muttered. She tried to stay civil with him, but it was hard because… well… she hated him.
    “Have you seen Lilywish anywhere?” he asked nervously.
    Dawnpaw sighed. “No, I haven’t. She’s probably in the nursery, still sleeping. Why?”
    Lionscar shifted on his paws nervously. “She said she would see me later yesterday, and I just feel bad because she didn’t.”
    Dawnpaw’s tail twitched impatiently. “You don’t have to spend every second with her. You know that right?”
    Lionscar glanced at the nursery. “I know. I just hate not seeing her. It would break me if I ever lost her.”
    Dawnpaw felt a pang of sympathy for him, which she didn’t expect. She rested her tail on his shoulder. “You won’t lose her,” she promised. “Lilywish is strong and young and healthy. She’s also my sister, and I would rather jump in front of a monster then let her get hurt.”
    Lionscar nodded reluctantly. “Okay. I’ll let her sleep.”
    Dawnpaw rolled her eyes. “Thank you. Oh, and Everflame was looking for you. He wants to go over defense tactics with some of the warriors in case ShadeClan starts stealing prey again.”
    “Alright. Thanks, Dawnpaw.”
    Dawnpaw shook her head as he walked away. I don’t know how Lilywish stands him, she thought. Whatever. She didn’t have to be his mate.
    “Good morning, Dawnpaw.”
    Dawnpaw was surprised to hear Lilywish’s cheerful mew. She turned to face her sister, and felt the familiar rush of love and protectiveness for Lilywish and her kits. “I thought you were asleep!” she exclaimed. “And what do you mean, good morning? The sun is already up!” she joked.
    Lilywish purred. “I guess I was just tired. Have you seen Lionscar anywhere?”
    Dawnpaw flicked her tail. “You just missed him. He’s with Everflame.”
    “Oh.” Lilywish looked disappointed. “I wanted to discuss kit names with him.”
    “You aren’t going to wait until you see them?” Stormfrost asked, padding over to them. Her limp was hardly showing anymore, but Dawnpaw wasn’t letting her on patrols out of caution.
    Lilywish brushed her tail over her swollen belly. “I don’t think I can wait that long.”
    Stormfrost came closer to them. “How about Blossomkit for one of them?” she suggested.
    Dawnpaw tipped her head to one side. “Why Blossomkit?”
    Stormfrost’s eyes glazed over in sorrow. “That’s what Ryewing and I talked about naming one of you. Blossomkit and Sweetkit.”
    Dawnpaw opened her mouth to change the subject. She didn’t want to make her mother sad. But Lilywish asked another question before she could speak.
    “Why didn’t you?” she pressed.
    Stormfrost blinked rapidly, and Dawnpaw glared at Lilywish. Why did she have to ruin Stormfrost’s good mood?
    “I wasn’t the one who named you,” Stormfrost confessed softly, as if she was ashamed. “I just couldn’t do it. Everflame was the one who named you when you were a half moon old.” She looked at Lilywish. “Lilies are his favorite flower, and your eyes reminded him of the color of a lily stem.” Her gaze flickered over to Dawnpaw. “Your name signifies new beginnings. To help me move on and find peace.”
    Dawnpaw wondered why she never knew this before. “Did you?”
    Stormfrost looked up. “Did I what?”
    “Move on. Find peace,” Dawnpaw whispered.
    The sad look in Stormfrost’s eyes started to fade. “I think I did,” she murmured. “I have both of you. I have my daughters.”
    “I like the name Blossomkit,” Lilywish said suddenly. “I’ll tell Lionscar when I see him.”
    Stormfrost purred quietly. “I’m so happy for you, Lilywish.” She turned to Dawnpaw. “I actually came over to ask you something. Stoneskip wants me on a hunting patrol, and my paw is healed. Can I go?”
    Dawnpaw nodded. “Just go easy on it if it starts to hurt.”
    “I will,” Stormfrost assured her. “Thanks. I’ll see you both later.”
    After Stormfrost was gone, Lilywish yawned. “I’m still a little tired, and I don’t want to get in your way if you’re busy. I’m going to go back to the nursery, now. Tell Lionscar where I am if you see him.” She started to walk away.
    Dawnpaw suddenly just didn’t want her sister to leave. “Wait!” she called, and Lilywish turned around. “It’s so nice out, and you don’t want to stay cooped up in the nursery all day, do you?”
    Lilywish hesitated. “I guess not,” she admitted.
    “Then stay out here with me,” Dawnpaw mewed. “I’m not busy, and Ambershine can sort a few herbs without me. You can teach me how to hunt! Or, at least try to—”
    Dawnpaw broke off as Lilywish’s eyes widened in horror. “Dawnpaw, move!” she screeched, flinging herself forward. She crashed into Dawnpaw, and the both rolled over in the dirt.
    Dawnpaw stood up, shaking dirt out of her fur. “What did you do that for?” she yowled. Her eyes scanned the ground as Lilywish stood up, and her breath hitched as she saw it: the snake slithering away, luckily out of camp. “Lilywish, you saved my life!” she exclaimed.
    Lilywish brushed herself off. “You’re welcome.” She winced. “Ow. Is there something on my leg? It really hurts…” Her voice trailed off and she sucked in a breath.
    Dawnpaw’s heart lurched as she quickly saw why. She saw the two telltale bite marks with a thin trail of bright red blood dripping out of each one.
    The snake bit Lilywish.
    For a moment, Dawnpaw was frozen in her fear. She slowly looked up and met Lilywish’s terrified stare.
    Lilywish’s voice shook as she spoke. “Am I going to die?”
    Dawnpaw’s breath quickened. “Help!” she screamed. “Ambershine, help!”
    Immediately, everyone came rushing over. “Should I get Lionscar?” Cherryfur asked.
    Dawnpaw was relieved to hear Ambershine calmly answer, “Yes, Cherryfur. Please hurry. Get Everflame as well.” Her mentor would know what to do. She had to.
    Lilywish’s eyes rolled back into her head, and she sank to the ground. “It burns!” she moaned. “Fire! My blood is on fire!” She looked around with a crazed look in her eyes. “Someone stop the fire!” she shrieked.
    Dawnpaw couldn’t stop the sob that choked out of her. “Lilywish!” she cried. “Lilywish, please don’t leave me!”
    Lilywish’s eyes filled with tears. “Save my kits! My kits!” she screeched. “Dawnpaw, you have to save my kits!”
    Lionscar forced through the growing crowd. “No!” he roared. “Lilywish! Why isn’t anyone doing anything?”
    Dawnpaw started to cry. She didn’t care if she looked like a kit. “Ambershine, do you know how to save her?” she sobbed desperately. “You have to know how to save her! You have to!”
    For the first time, Ambershine looked helpless. “It’s in her blood,” she whispered, her voice breaking. “I can’t do anything. You have to save goodbye, Dawnpaw.”
    It was as if her heart was being destroyed into thousands of pieces. “NO!” she hardly heard her own strangled wail. What would a world without Lilywish look like? It didn’t exist. It was a world that Dawnpaw didn’t want to be a part of.
    Lilywish was hyperventilating. “Where’s Stormfrost? I want my mother! Please!” she begged.
    In the suffocating haze of her grief, Dawnpaw snapped back to her senses and her heart dropped. “She’s on a patrol,” she murmured. “She’s on a patrol!” she shrieked. “Oh, StarClan! I told her to go on that patrol! Someone needs to find her!”
    Ambershine gasped. “Vixenclaw! Run as fast as you can!” she ordered fiercely.
    Lionscar was trying to close the bite marks, as if that would possibly help anything. When he spoke, his voice was thick with tears. “Oh, Lilywish, I love you so much,” he weeped. “I can’t lose you. I just can’t!”
    Lilywish struggled to focus on him, and Dawnpaw cried out. Her time was almost up. It was the worst feeling, to know how much time there was left in a life. “I love you, too,” Lilywish breathed weakly. “I don’t want to die, Lionscar. It hurts so bad.”
    Lionscar buried his face in her fur. “No, no, no.” He gazed into her eyes. “You have to fight, my love. Our kits… think of them! I can’t lose all of you! I can’t lose everyone I care about!”
    Lilywish whimpered feebly and her gaze landed on Dawnpaw. “Dawnpaw. I don’t want to leave you.”
    Dawnpaw stumbled to her sister’s side. “I’m sorry,” she choked out. “I’m sorry I don’t know how to save you.”
    Lilywish’s eyes were wild with agony as the poison scorched through her veins, but she had no energy left to speak. Her muscles started convulsing, and her jaws parted in a silent scream. Dawnpaw filled the silence for her.
    “Lilywish!” she screeched. “You can’t leave me! I don’t know what to do without you! I’m not ready yet!” Why didn’t StarClan take her instead? It was all her fault!
    Suddenly, Lilywish stopped twitching, and her eyes slowly started to free of the misery they contained. In one final movement, her tail jerked over her belly, as if to protect her kits that would never be born. Dawnpaw felt a wave of agonizing grief as Lionscar let out a haunting cry as he watched everything he had slip away from him in one final breath.
    “NO!” Stormfrost barreled forward. “My daughter! I need to see her! Lilywish!” She saw her lifeless body on the ground and nudged her. “Wake up, Lilywish,” she breathed. Her voice rose to a sharp wail. “Wake up! You have to wake up!” She whipped her head around. “Why won’t she wake up?” Her voice was crazed with grief. “I can’t lose her! I already lost Ryewing! I couldn’t say goodbye to him either!”
    Dawnpaw collapsed at her mother’s paws. She had never needed her more. “Stormfrost!” she sobbed so hard she couldn’t breathe. There were no words she had to say, just a deep hole inside her soul that could never fill.
    Stormfrost shoved her away. “Lilywish,” she growled in a quivering mew. “What happened to Lilywish?”
    Dawnpaw tried to press against her mother’s soft fur once more. “I tried, Stormfrost! I tried to save her!” she explained. Stormfrost had to understand.
    Stormfrost stepped away again, and as Dawnpaw fell, her mind flickered back to a faded memory of Ryewing’s funeral, when Stormfrost left Dawnkit and Lilykit alone in the cold.
    Stormfrost stared at Dawnpaw with hollow eyes. “You’re a medicine cat,” she stated plainly.
    The air was sucked out of Dawnpaw’s body as she realized what was going on. Tears burned her eyes as she shook her head rapidly. “No,” she begged. “Don’t— Don’t do that to me.” She already lost Lilywish and Lilywish’s kits. She couldn’t lose her mother, too.
    Stormfrost’s face hardened. “You let me go on that patrol. It’s your fault that I couldn’t say goodbye. I will never see my daughter again because of you,” she hissed.
    Dawnpaw gasped in pain at Stormfrost’s words. “Please…”
    Stormfrost spat on the ground. “She’s dead because of you! My daughter is dead because of you. Never talk to me again!”
    Dawnpaw released a fresh wave of heavy tears, and turned around to find herself face to face with Ambershine. Her mentor wrapped her tail around her, strong and comforting, and murmured soothing words in her ear. “It will be okay one day,” she whispered. “I promise it will get better.”
    But Dawnpaw wasn’t sure it would.
    Chapter 22

    Lionscar refused to leave Lilywish’s body. He knew she was gone, that she was no longer there, but he couldn’t bring himself to walk away. He couldn’t believe that he had once felt such happiness. He couldn’t imagine ever feeling happiness again. His mate… his kits… they were all gone. All at once. He would never even meet his own kits. They died before they ever lived.
    “Lionscar,” Fallowleap murmured behind him. “It’s time to bury her.”
    Lionscar curled tighter against his dead mate. “She was terrified of snakes,” he whispered. “Her worst fear is what killed her.” He looked up at Fallowleap. “Why was there even a snake in the camp?” he demanded. “It almost never happens. Why did it have to kill her?”
    A new cat approached him from his other side, and he recognized her scent as Deerskip. His foster sister sat down beside him. “I’m so sorry, Lionscar.” Her voice was faint. “I know how much you loved her.”
    Lionscar didn’t reply. More footsteps padded up behind him. Why can’t I just be left alone? he wailed in his head.
    The newcomer was Everflame. “I know you’re grieving,” he began, and Lionscar cut him off with a groan.
    “I know you’re about to say something bad,” he growled. “Don’t try to play nice with me and tell me you know how I’m feeling, because you don’t! You fell in love with a she-cat who will never love you back, and you will never understand how I’m feeling. Just go away.”
    Everflame’s voice was flat when he replied. “You aren’t the only one who lost someone today, Lionscar,” he said quietly. “Lilywish was like a daughter to me. I raised her as my own. Her death hurts me just as much as it hurts you.”
    Lionscar looked at him, feeling as if he was drowning in his feelings of anger and grief. “Don’t try to tell me that Lilywish’s death affected you the same way it affects me,” he snarled. “You might have lost your pretend daughter, but I lost my mate. And not only my mate, but my kits, too. My precious, innocent kits are dead.”
    Everflame’s low growl took Lionscar by surprise. “Just because she didn’t share my blood, it doesn’t mean I loved her any less.” He paused before continuing. “You lost more than I did, than anyone here did, but that doesn’t mean you’re the only one allowed to grieve over her.” More gently he added, “Lionscar, we need to bury Lilywish. You have to let go.”
    Lionscar clenched his claws and gritted his teeth. “It’s not fair,” he sobbed. “Why is StarClan punishing me? I was orphaned at four moons old, my sisters are in a different Clan, and my mate and kits are dead. What did I do to make StarClan hate me? It’s not fair!” Numb with sorrow, he let Everflame guide him away from Lilywish’s body. He suddenly felt a flash of panic. That was the last time he would ever feel Lilywish’s fur against his. It was the last time he would see her. When Rainmist and Swiftsnow died, he hadn’t even known the last time he saw them would be the last time. He never got the chance to say goodbye. He couldn’t go through that again. He just couldn’t. “No!” he yelped, struggling against Everflame. “Let me go! I need to see her one more time! Please! I have to see her again!”
    In the midst of his panic, he heard a sharp gasp and whipped his head around. Dawnpaw was in front of him. She stared at him with empty blue eyes. “She’s dead,” she choked out. “Lilywish is dead! You can’t see her again because she’s dead!” Her voice rose to a chilling screech and Lionscar flattened his ears to block it out. To his relief, Ambershine led her away.
    Izzyheart padded up to him. Could this day get any worse? he thought. She gazed at him sympathetically. “I know Lilywish’s death must be really sad for you,” she mewed. “She was, like, my best friend.”
    Lionscar shuddered and sank to the ground. He knew that wasn’t true. Lilywish hated Izzyheart just as much as he did. It was a disgrace to her memory for her to say that. He expected Lilywish to come to his side at any moment, strong and confident, but was harshly reminded that she would never stand beside him ever again.
    At that moment, it started raining. Not drizzling, but pouring, heavy rain. It was as if StarClan was grieving for Lilywish, too.

    A moon passed, but Lionscar hardly noticed until he realized that if things were different, his kits would be born. He wondered if Lilywish had them in StarClan, and if they were watching over him. The thought only made him feel worse. We should all be together right now. It’s not fair.
    He drifted over to the prey pile and picked up a mouse. When he took a bite, he hardly tasted it. He pawed at his meal, staring into space.
    “What do you think you’re doing?”
    Lionscar looked up to see Everflame. “Eating,” he mumbled.
    Everflame blinked. “Why?”
    Anger bubbled in Lionscar’s belly. Why couldn’t he be left alone? “I was hungry.”
    Everflame snatched the mouse away from him.
    “Hey!” Lionscar yowled in protest. “What did you do that for?!”
    Everflame stared evenly at him. “You shouldn’t be taking prey when you haven’t contributed to the Clan today. In fact, you haven’t contributed to the Clan in a moon.”
    “What, so you want me to starve myself?” Lionscar challenged.
    Frustration sparked in Everflame’s eyes. “No. I want you to be a warrior. Lilywish’s death was hard on all of us, you especially. But that doesn’t mean you can just mope around the camp forever. We’ve been patient with you, but you are still a warrior. You must act like one. It’s what Lilywish would have wanted.”
    Lionscar pushed himself to his paws. “Fine,” he spat. “I’ll act like a warrior. But I won’t forget Lilywish. I will never forget her.”
    Everflame suddenly looked sad. “I’m not asking you to,” he murmured. “I’m asking you to stop wasting your life away. Honor her spirit by being the best warrior you can be. Everything you do will be for her.”
    Lionscar remained silent. I will do that, Lilywish, he vowed. Every moment of the rest of my life will be for you.
    Everflame nodded once. “Go lead a patrol,” he meowed. “Take Lynxnose, Branchfur, and Vixenclaw with you and patrol the ShadeClan border.”
    “Okay.” Lionscar found himself happy to have a purpose, and immediately felt guilty. He shouldn’t be happy, not so soon after Lilywish’s death. He stood tall, letting himself seem like a different cat on the outside, and gathered the patrol.
    “We’re going to the ShadeClan border?” Lynxnose asked as they trekked through the forest.
    “Yeah,” Lionscar meowed.
    Branchfur walked in step with Lionscar. “I wish I could lead a patrol,” he whined. “It sounds so fun!”
    Lionscar felt a faint flutter of amusement at his foster brother’s words. “You will one day,” he assured him. “But first, you must work hard as a young warrior.”
    Vixenclaw snorted. “Then I don’t know how you got to lead any patrols, Lionscar,” she teased. “All you did was flirt with Lilywish—” She broke off abruptly. “I-I’m sorry.”
    Lionscar looked away, pangs of grief hitting him like claw strikes. “You can say her name,” he said softly. “We can’t just pretend she never existed.”
    Vixenclaw blinked. “Of course,” she mewed quickly.
    Lynxnose cleared her throat. “I think we should focus on the task ahead of us.” She gave Lionscar a small nod.
    Lionscar dipped his head slightly in return, appreciating her changing the subject. “Yes,” he agreed. “Branchfur and Vixenclaw, can you start marking the border from farther away from the mountains? Lynxnose and I will start towards RockClan territory, and we can meet in the middle. Does that sound good?”
    Vixenclaw nodded. “That’s a really good idea, Lionscar.” She turned to Branchfur. “Are you ready?”
    Branchfur gave a small bounce. “Yeah! Let’s go.”
    After they were gone, Lynxnose gave Lionscar a long look. “We’re going towards RockClan?” Her voice was edged with suspicion.
    Lionscar started walking. “Yes. We are.” He knew what she was implying, but he didn’t care. Though if he was being honest, he was hoping that Brindlefur or Sorrelflower would run into them so he could tell them about Lilywish before they heard the news from someone else.
    Lynxnose padded after him, but quickly halted. “Wait. I got a whiff of squirrel. Can I catch it?”
    Lionscar shrugged. “Sure.”
    Lynxnose darted away, and Lionscar found himself bored as he waited for her to return. He tasted the air, feeling a rush of excitement as he scented a mouse. He followed the scent trail, slowly and quietly, and spotted it next to a bush. Crouching down, he leaned back on his haunches and pounced, feeling a rush of wind in his pelt before biting down on the mouse with a satisfying crunch. That’ll teach Lynxnose not to question my loyalty! He carried his catch back to where he was supposed to be waiting for her.
    Lynxnose was the one waiting for him when he came back. She gave him a look of approval. “You can bury your mouse next to my squirrel. We will come back for them later.”
    Lionscar felt a prick of annoyance that the small warrior was acting like his mentor, but pushed it aside. He covered his mouse with pine needles, and pointedly took the lead of the patrol.
    They soon reached the RockClan border, and Lionscar started marking the scent line. He stopped suddenly when he heard a patrol approach, and turned around.
    Brindlefur was leading the patrol, with Hollypaw standing as tall as she could next to her. In the back were Spikefur and Hootfeather.
    Lionscar opened his mouth to greet his sister, but Lynxnose beat him to it.
    “What are you doing so close to the border?” she growled.
    Lionscar rolled his eyes. “Lynxnose sheath your claws,” he ordered.
    Brindlefur’s eyes gleamed. “What are you doing so close to our border?” she jabbed.
    Lynxnose hissed. “We’re patrolling! We have every right to be here.”
    Brindlefur blinked. “So do we.”
    Lionscar caught Lynxnose sliding her claws out, and he shoved her behind him, rounding on her. “Enough!” he snarled. “There is no reason to start a fight here! Both of us are simply patrolling peacefully.”
    Lynxnose looked at her paws, and Lionscar decided that it wasn’t the time to tell Brindlefur about Lilywish. He turned to go, flicking his tail for Lynxnose to follow.
    “Wait!”
    Lionscar reluctantly turned around at his sister’s cry. “What?” he asked.
    Brindlefur stared expectantly at him. “Well? Lilywish must have had her kits now! Tell me everything!”
    All of the feelings he had tried to suppress during the parol crashed over him, drowning him. His paws shook with the effort of keeping him up, and grief weighed him down. “Lilywish is dead,” he told her wearily. “Lilywish and our kits are dead.”
    Brindlefur’s eyes filled with sadness. “No…” she whimpered. “Oh, Lionscar. I’m so sorry! How–”
    “Snake.” Lionscar flattened his ears to block out the tortured screams that flooded his memory.
    Brindlefur seemed at a loss for words. “You don’t deserve this, Lionscar,” she whispered. “No one does.”
    Lionscar reached across the invisible border and touched noses with her, comforted by the feeling of having kin. He quickly turned around and walked away, trying to forget the worst day of his life.
    He felt Lyxnose’s eyes boring into his back. “What is it?” he growled without turning around.
    “Nothing.” Lynxnose sounded surprised. “I guess I just wasn’t expecting you to return with me after seeing your sister.”
    Lionscar huffed. “Lynxnose, I love my sisters, but when will you learn that I am loyal to PineClan above all else? I was three moons old the last time I lived in RockClan. I hardly remember it.”
    Lynxnose had gotten ahead of him, but halted suddenly. Lionscar sighed. “What now?”
    Lynxnose turned to face him. “I’m waiting for you to take the lead.”
    Chapter 23

    “Poppymoon, just one kit left!” Ambershine cried. “You can do it!”
    Poppymoon screeched in effort. “I liked it better when there was just one kit!” she gasped.
    Dawnpaw held the wet moss to Poppymoon’s muzzle so she could drink. She had helped the calico queen bring two toms into the world already. One was mottled ginger and light brown, and the other was a dark gray tabby. She hoped to feel the same feeling of wonder that she had felt when she helped Shadowpool give birth, but instead felt nothing. Every time she looked at Poppymoon or the kits, she just thought of Lilywish, and the kits that should have been born. She hated that Poppymoon got to have her kits, but Lilywish never would.
    “Here’s the last one!” Ambershine announced triumphantly. “A she-kit!” The kit was a tiny gray tabby with the littlest paws and ears that Dawnpaw had ever seen.
    Poppymoon pulled her three kits closer to her and started grooming them. Sparrowstripe and Izzyheart padded into the nursery to meet the new kits, and Dawnpaw was hit with such an overwhelming sense of anguish that she had to fight for breath. She knew that she was supposed to check the kits over to make sure they were healthy, but she couldn’t bring herself to look at them.
    “I’m sorry,” she choked out, and she fled from the nursery.
    When the sun just started to set, Ambershine came seeking her out in the medicine den. “Dawnpaw?” she called softly.
    Dawnpaw burrowed deeper into her nest. “Go away!” She heard pawsteps getting closer to her.
    “I know that you’re hurting,” Ambershine mewed. “But you can’t just walk out on a kitting like that.”
    Dawnpaw scraped her claws against the moss. “The kits were already born. The kiting was over,” she muttered. She could practically feel Ambershine’s stern glare at her words.
    “Dawnpaw, you are still a medicine cat. You can’t just abandon everything I’ve taught you,” Ambershine murmured.
    Dawnpaw felt fury burn inside her. “But I failed! Lilywish died and I couldn’t save her!” she wailed. “I love being a medicine cat, but how can I continue when I know that my own sister
    died because of me?”
    Ambershine inhaled sharply. “Dawnpaw,” her voice sounded pained. “What happened was not your fault. Do you understand me? Lilywish was going to die no matter what anyone did. The poison was in her blood. It was not your fault.”
    Dawnpaw was taken aback at the intensity of her mentor’s tone, but it didn’t change how she felt. Her own mother hated her. She was sure that Ryewing hated her too, up in StarClan. Lilywish was his daughter too, and now she was dead. No one would ever forgive her for letting her die. I bet that even Lilywish hates me, Dawnpaw thought in despair. Her dying wish was that I saved her kits, and I let them die with her. The thought was too painful to bear, and her body shook with sobs. She heard Ambershine sit down next to her.
    “Did you know my brother died when we were apprentices?”
    Dawnpaw didn’t even know that Ambershine had a brother.
    “His name was Slatepaw, and he was killed in a battle.” Ambershine’s voice was thick with grief. “I couldn’t save him.”
    Dawnpaw squeezed her eyes shut and said nothing as misery ripped through her.
    “It was the hardest thing I ever went through, Dawnpaw,” Ambershine breathed. “But do you know what my mentor, Softwater, said to me?” She paused for a reply, but kept going when she didn’t get one. “She told me that while the night seems to stretch on forever, the sun always rises. Light always comes. That light is hope, Dawnpaw, and hope is always there. Even if you can’t see it, it’s there. You will see the light one day, and you will finally be free of the night and the darkness. I know, trust me, I know, that it seems impossible now, but I promise you that the light will come. You will find it, Dawnpaw.”
    Dawnpaw’s vision swam with tears, and grief blocked her throat.
    “I will give you a few more days, Dawnpaw, but you can’t lay in the dark for another moon.”
    Dawnpaw curled up tighter. “Just leave me alone,” she whispered. “Please.”

    Dawnpaw trudged out of the medicine den, blinking at the blinding sunlight. Ambershine had stuck to her word and made her check on Poppymoon and her kits. It was a job she once would have loved, but now found it best to go somewhere else in her mind.
    “Dawnpaw?” Poppymoon’s voice was high pitched. “You’re here? Not Ambershine?”
    Dawnpaw ignored her, and went straight to the kits. Mousekit was the smallest kit. The toms were named Leafkit and Dewkit. “Has Mousekit opened her eyes yet?” Dawnpaw asked the routine question, without really caring about the answer. All three kits were healthy and fine. It didn’t matter if one took slightly longer to open her eyes.
    Leafkit, the strongest kit, scrambled over his littermates. He stretched his yellow eyes wide. “I opened my eyes first,” he boasted. “See?”
    Dawnpaw huffed impatiently. “I see. What about Mousekit?”
    “I don’t want to,” the little kit squeaked. “Leafkit said everything is big, and I’m scared.”
    “Scaredy-mouse! Scaredy-mouse!” Leafkit chanted, hopping around the nest.
    Dewkit fixed his blue-green eyes on his brother. “That’s not nice.”
    They’re fine, Dawnpaw decided, and turned to leave. On her way out, she bumped into Creekkit. The brown tabby had once held a special place in her heart, but now she just felt annoyed when she saw him. How come he got to come back to life after his heart stopped, but Lilywish didn’t? It just wasn’t fair. “Get out of my way,” she snarled, and felt satisfied at the kit’s eyes widening in fear. Her satisfaction was quickly cut off when she saw Ambershine standing behind him.
    “It’s okay, Creekkit,” Ambershine assured him. “My apprentice is just in a bad mood today.”
    Dawnpaw hissed at her.
    Ambershine blinked. “Dawnpaw, a word?”
    Dawnpaw followed her mentor back to the medicine den, glaring at her back and thinking every insult she could remember the whole time. “What?” she spat.
    Ambershine stared at her calmly. “Do you still want to be a medicine cat, Dawnpaw?” she asked softly.
    Dawnpaw opened her mouth to say of course she still wanted to be a medicine cat! It was her calling. It was everything she lived for. But she realized as the words got stuck in her throat that they weren’t true. Before she could stop herself, she shook her head. “No,” she replied flatly. “I don’t.”
    Ambershine’s eyes widened for a moment, and then grew round with sorrow and regret. “If that is what you wish,” she murmured. “Then I won’t stop you. Just remember that I will always be here for you.”
    Dawnpaw didn’t respond, in fear that if she did she would start crying like a kit again. She slowly started to walk out of the medicine den, but halted at the entrance. Once she took that final step, it was over. Everything she had worked for, everything she loved. Her home. Her place in the Clan. It would all be gone. Then again, Lilywish was gone too, so one more loss didn’t make much of a difference.
    She stepped into the camp.

    Feathersong sat down across from Dawnpaw and dropped a shrew at her paws. “Here.”
    Dawnpaw muttered a thanks. She pawed at it before taking a bite.
    “So you’re a warrior now?” Feathersong asked awkwardly.
    Dawnpaw didn’t know what she was. She still had an apprentice name, but she didn’t have a mentor. She just knew she was no longer a medicine cat. “I guess I’m a warrior now,” she mumbled. She longed every day to go running back to the medicine den and beg Ambershine to take her back, but then remembered what a failure she was.
    Feathersong nodded encouragingly. “We can hunt together and go on patrols!” She tipped her head. “Do you even know how to hunt?”
    She didn’t. The only time she ever tried was when Lilywish tried to teach her. The thought made Dawnpaw feel sick, and she pushed her shrew away from her. “Here. You can have this. I don’t feel so good.”
    Feathersong looked sad. “Dawnpaw… I know what it’s like to lose someone you love. I didn’t lose my family the same way you did, but I know loss all the same. It does get better, but you have to let it get better. You have to try.”
    Dawnpaw turned away. “I’m going to lay down I think.” Ambershine had said the exact same thing to her, and she was wrong. They were all wrong. She had given it time, but the pain was still there, as fresh as ever. Time only seemed to make it worse.
    She curled up in her nest in the warriors den, willing sleep to come. Sleep was her only escape. Nothing happened, though. When she opened her eyes, she was shocked to find herself in darkness, no longer in her nest. She stood up, anger sparking off her pelt. “I’m not a medicine cat anymore!” she shrieked. “You can’t bring me here!”
    “You stupid, arrogant mouse-brain!”
    Dawnpaw instantly recognized the voice. “Go away Sky!” she yowled. “Just leave me alone!”
    Sky hissed and appeared suddenly in front of her. “What have you done?!” he screeched. “You’ve ruined everything!”
    Dawnpaw took a step away from the ancient seer. “Just go away,” she pleaded. “I don’t know what you’re talking about!”
    Sky spat in her direction. “Your path was set! The future was certain! You changed everything in a heartbeat! How did you do it?”
    Dawnpaw shook her head. “I don’t understand…!”
    Sky got up in her face, his sour breath causing Dawnpaw to gag. “You survived death!” he rasped. “You survived death and now you’re wasting your life away!”
    Dawnpaw opened her jaws to cry out. What did he mean? Oh, how she hated that wretched ghost! But then she was awake, and more lost than ever.
    She looked around the warriors den, out into the camp. The camp where her sister was killed. I can’t be here. She scrambled out of her nest, ignoring the muffled protests from her Clanmates as she stepped on their tails. The fresh air was a relief for her queasy stomach, but being in that camp made her want to be sick. She ran through the trees, branches snapping against her pelt.
    Before she knew it, Dawnpaw found herself standing in the middle of the small clearing where Lilywish had tried to teach her how to hunt. It had been a wonderful day, and they had gone home giggling and filled with happiness. The last time she had been here, Lilywish told her she was expecting kits.
    Things had changed so much since then. Now only one of them would ever step paw in the starlit clearing again.
    The strong scent of yarrow almost cleared Dawnpaw’s mind and almost put her at ease. She wanted so badly to gather some, and feel a sense of satisfaction when she nipped the stems. She wanted more than anything to feel the magical feeling of healing a wound, or setting a broken bone. She longed for Ambershine’s sturdy instruction.
    But she couldn’t have that, because she was no longer a medicine cat.
    She was a warrior.
    A warrior who can’t hunt, she thought bitterly. That would change. Lilywish taught her how to hunt a mouse. She could teach herself the rest. She bent down so her chin brushed against the grass, leaning slightly into her haunches.
    “Make sure your tail isn’t brushing against the ground, because the mouse will hear it, but you also don’t want it too high up, because then the wind will make too much noise.” Dawnpaw could practically hear her sister’s instructions as if she was right next to her. She could almost envision Lilywish’s flowery scent. She held her tail in the uncomfortable position until it quivered from the effort.
    “There! Perfect!”
    Dawnpaw closed her eyes for a moment, and there was Lilywish. Her silver fur was sleek, and her eyes were bright and shining. “Go ahead,” she encouraged. “You can do it, Dawnpaw!” Her voice was clearer than the memories. It was as if she was really there.
    Dawnpaw opened her eyes, and her sister was gone. She focused on the leaf in front of her, pretending it was a mouse. She took a deep breath, and pounced.
    She landed a few tail-lengths away from the leaf. Her legs were sprawled under her, and she tripped when she tried to stand up. “You were wrong, Lilywish!” she wailed. “I can’t do it! I couldn’t save you when you needed me, and now I can’t even catch a stupid leaf!”
    A twig snapped behind Dawnpaw, and hope flared in her heart. Lilywish? But it was just Lionscar.
    Dawnpaw fluffed out her fur. “What are you doing here?” she growled. He was the last cat she wanted to be around. Lilywish spent her last moments saying goodbye to him and not her.
    Lionscar stared at her. “I could ask the same thing for you.”
    Dawnpaw felt like clawing his ears off. She said nothing and turned her back to the golden tom, but to her dismay he padded next to her.
    “Your bottling up your pain,” he mewed quietly.
    “Shut up.”
    He was moving closer to her. “If you don’t let anyone help you, it will eat away at you–”
    “Shut up.”
    “It will take and take until there’s nothing left—”
    “Shut up!”
    His amber eyes were round with worry. “Dawnpaw, it will take away who you are.”
    “SHUT UP!”
    Lionscar didn’t even flinch. “It’s okay to let it out.”
    At his gentle words, Dawnpaw felt something in her break. All of her feelings of anger and agonizing, raw grief and hatred poured out in a dreadful shriek. She couldn’t keep it inside anymore. “It’s all my fault!” she screeched. “I’m the medicine cat! She needed me! My sister needed me and I couldn’t save her!” She broke off sobbing. “I couldn’t save her! Oh! I’m so sorry!”
    Lionscar sat down next to her. “It’s not your fault,” he choked out. “I swear on StarClan that
    it was not your fault.”
    Dawnpaw crumpled to the ground. “I miss her so badly!”
    “I miss her, too,” he murmured. “I think about her every moment.”
    Dawnpaw whipped her head around to glare at him. “Then how come you were able to move on?” she challenged. “If you really miss her, how come you can carry on with life? How come you can move on but I can’t?”
    Lionscar stared at her with such pity that Dawnpaw felt stupid, but the pity melted away and revealed heavy grief. “I don’t know,” he whispered. His pelt brushing against hers. “I haven’t moved on. But I found that the best way to ease the pain is by distracting myself with helping my Clan.”
    Dawnpaw tentatively leaned her head against his shoulder. Their shared sorrow pulsed between them, and for the first time, Dawnpaw felt like she could begin to heal. “I need her.”
    “So do I.” Lionscar’s eyes reflected misery. “I lost everything. I lost my parents, my mate, and all of my kits. But she’s gone now.”
    Dawnpaw looked up at the stars. “Do you think she can see us?” she breathed.
    Lionscar gazed at the sky, starlight glittering in his amber eyes. “I know she can.” He looked back at her. “She wouldn’t want you to torture yourself like this. She would want you to find peace.”
    Dawnpaw blinked rapidly. “Do you think she forgives me?”
    “There was nothing for her to forgive.” Lionscar sounded like he truly believed what he said. “But Dawnpaw, you have to find a way to forgive yourself.”
    Dawnpaw looked back at the stars. I’ll try, she vowed. Lilywish, if you can see me now, I swear to you that I will try.
    Chapter 24

    “Wasppaw! Owlpaw! Creekpaw! Grasspaw!”
    Lionscar gazed proudly at his new apprentice, Grasspaw. The brown tabby she-cat was full of energy, and he knew she would make a wonderful warrior. In the crowd, Dawnpaw was cheering the new apprentices’ names. She had recently gone back to being a medicine cat apprentice two sunrises ago. After finding her alone and crying in the forest, Lionscar saw her in a whole new light. She was no longer the stuck-up, foul-tempered apprentice. She was a broken cat grieving over her sister. He wanted to help her.
    “Lionscar?” Grasspaw bounced around him eagerly. “What are we going to do first?”
    Lionscar purred at his apprentice’s eagerness. “We will go on a tour of the territory, and tomorrow I will give you your first hunting lesson. Does that sound good?”
    Grasspaw nodded eagerly. “Uh-huh! Let’s go!” Before Lionscar could move, she dashed over to Wasppaw. “Wasppaw! I’m going on a tour of the territory! I bet you aren’t doing that!”
    Lionscar flicked the tip of his tail. “Grasspaw!”
    Grasspaw darted back to him. “Sorry. What are you waiting for? Let’s go!” She started to run off.
    Lionscar stepped in front of the energetic she-cat. “I’m leading,” he reminded her.
    Grasspaw’s eyes widened. “Right!”
    Lionscar’s whiskers twitched in amusement. He had to walk fast so Grasspaw didn’t speed ahead of him. “The training hill is right here,” he meowed, glancing at her. “It’s close to the camp, which is convenient. We will be spending most of your training here, and this is where you will learn to fight and hunt.”
    Grasspaw’s eyes were shining. “Cool!”
    Lionscar heard a rustling in the trees and turned to see Feathersong with Creekpaw.
    Grasspaw bounded over to her brother. “Creekpaw!” she exclaimed. She looked back at Lionscar. “Can we do the tour with Creekpaw? Please?”
    Lionscar shrugged. “That’s up to Feathersong,” he replied.
    Feathersong smirked. “Oh, so you’re making me decide, huh?” She glanced at the hopeful apprentices. “Sure.”
    Creekpaw and Grasspaw cheered. Lionscar wondered not for the first time what his apprenticeship would have been like if Brindlefur and Sorrelflower had been with him. He had trained for a couple moons with Redfall and Icestone, but after they were made warriors he was quite lonely. When the kittypets joined the Clan, it hadn’t been much better, due to Izzyheart being so annoying. It was when Lilywish was training with him that he was at his happiest.
    Feathersong held a pine branch back with her tail so they could all pass. “Where were you going to take Grasspaw next? I was thinking about the LakeClan border?”
    Lionscar didn’t have a specific plan in mind. “That sounds good.” He turned to Grasspaw. “Be ready. The smell is foul.”
    Grasspaw wrinkled her nose. “Do they have fish breath?”
    Lionscar let out a mrrow of laughter. “They certainly do! I once sat down next to Drizzlecloud at a Gathering, and I nearly was sick from the stench!”
    Creekpaw and Grasspaw giggled, but Feathersong gritted her teeth and her fur bristled.
    “Don’t be rude,” she scolded, her eyes dark.
    Lionscar didn’t know what got into her. “What? Do you like fish now?”
    Feathersong glared at him, and she truly looked angry, so Lionscar backed down.
    “I just don’t think you should judge them,” she murmured. “You don’t even know him.”
    “Him?” Now Lionscar was really confused.
    Feathersong snapped her head up. “Them. I said them.”
    Grasspaw looked back and forth between them. “Uh… is something going on?”
    Lionscar quickly changed the subject. “We’re almost there. Let’s move faster.”
    Grasspaw narrowed her eyes, but said nothing. She skipped forward. “What would happen if I crossed the border?” she chirped.
    Lionscar raced forward to block her. “You would clean the elders’ ticks for a moon,” he said sternly. “Do not cross that border.” His apprentice was already a handful!
    Grasspaw looked disappointed. “But I want to see the lake!” she whined.
    Creekpaw sneered at her. “Why? Do you want to swim?” he teased. “Are you a cat or a fish?”
    Grasspaw hissed. “I’m a cat! I’m going to be a warrior!” She slashed a clawed paw through the air. “I’m going to be the best warrior in all of PineClan!” she yowled.
    Lionscar stiffened as a LakeClan patrol came into view. “Alright,” he mewed quietly. “A LakeClan patrol is here. You have to be respectful.” He eyed Grasspaw.
    Grasspaw puffed out her chest. “I’m always respectful! I’m the most respectful cat in the whole Clan.”
    “Hush,” Feathersong ordered.
    Lionscar recognized the members of the patrol as Flowerpetal, Rookfeather, and Drizzlecloud. They hardly have enough cats to make a real patrol! he remarked.
    Flowerpetal’s hackles raised in defense. “What are you doing so close to our borders?” she hissed.
    Lionscar was surprised at her hostility. He had saved her life when she was a kit! It was a long time ago, but he at least expected her to be somewhat kind to him. He shook his head. He should know at this point the effect that the invisible borders that divided them had. “We’re just showing our newest apprentices the territory,” he replied calmly. “How has your Clan been?”
    Flowerpetal glared at him. “Like you care, you–”
    Drizzlecloud’s tail flew over her mouth to shut her up. “We’ve been good. Riverpelt just gave birth to three healthy kits.”
    Was it just Lionscar, or was Drizzlecloud focusing a lot on Feathersong? “Congratulations.” He dipped his head. “Lightningstripe must be happy.” Lightningstripe was the father of the kits.
    Drizzlecloud nodded. “Yes. We all are.”
    Flowerpetal spat out Drizzlecloud’s tail. “I’m so sorry to break up this endearing conversation, but we have better things to do than talk about kits.”
    Drizzlecloud ducked his head. “Of course.”
    After the patrol left, Lionscar let the two apprentices scamper ahead before leaning closer to Feathersong. “Is there something going on between you and Drizzlecloud?” he asked quietly.
    Feathersong turned on him, her eyes blazing like fire. “Of course not!” she insisted. “I’m trying so hard to fit in again, and now you accuse me of being disloyal!” She whipped around and trailed after Creekpaw.
    Lionscar stared after her, puzzled. Should he believe her?

    Lionscar woke to the sound of pawsteps outside the warriors den. He opened his eyes slightly, and caught a flash of silver. Dawnpaw. Curious, Lionscar stood up carefully and padded outside to follow her.
    The medicine cat apprentice was drifting out of the camp like a ghost. The moonlight illuminated her pelt so it glowed in the night, and her tail dragged against the ground. To his surprise, he followed her to the same clearing where they had last talked. The same place that Lilywish took him to once.
    When Dawnpaw started speaking, Lionscar jumped back, until he realized that she wasn’t talking to him.
    “Lilywish?” she whispered. “Are you here?”
    The only reply was the crickets chirping in the night, and Lionscar’s heart ached at the look on Dawnpaw’s face. Should he go up to her?
    Dawnpaw started to sob. “Oh, Lilywish! I’m trying so hard to keep going, but it’s so hard. I need you. Everflame and Feathersong and Ambershine try to comfort me, but I still feel like I’m all alone. And Stormfrost hates me and I’m trying and trying to act like everything is okay but it’s not! I’m all alone!” Again, silence met her prayers. Dawnpaw slashed her claws into the ground. “Why won’t you answer me?!” she shrieked.
    Lionscar couldn’t stand seeing her so sad. He knew exactly how she felt because he had felt the same way for the past two moons. He crossed over to her. “You’re not alone,” he mewed softly. “I’m here.”
    Dawnpaw gasped. “Did you follow me?” she cried.
    Lionscar ducked his head. “I knew what you did last time you snuck out of camp. I didn’t want you to feel so lost again.”
    Dawnpaw growled. “Just go away. Please.”
    Lionscar could tell she was holding back tears. “And leave you to be alone again? Never.” He sat down next to her. “I’m staying. As long as you need.”
    Dawnpaw blinked at him. “Thank you,” she finally murmured. “But I don’t really feel like talking.”
    Lionscar rested his tail on top of hers. “We don’t have to talk. We can just sit here and look at the stars, knowing that Lilywish is looking back at us.”
    Dawnpaw nodded. “That sounds nice.”
    Lionscar glanced at her a few heartbeats later. Her sky blue eyes were trained on the stars, and in that moment, Lionscar made a promise to Lilywish that he would watch over her. He would make sure she never felt so alone ever again. He would be her friend.

    • it definitely did and just so you know I’m trusting that you didn’t change anything 😛

      • Yeah I felt really bad adding more but two people have asked me for the rest of the chapters and I’ve been having to search through the fanfic pages to give them the links.

        You can trust me, I promise. I still feel so awful about everything that happened and I would never want to do anything that could betray your trust. I could literally type out a whole paragraph right now but I will just leave it at that.

        • it’s no big deal at all! tons of people put their fanfic chapters on secret pages, it makes everything more convenient 😀 and I’m not gonna lie juju I literally completely forgot that happened until now so don’t worry about it 😛

          • That took like a huge weight off my shoulders oh my goodness.

            I tried adding 25-29 and a big screen popped up that said the sight was forbidden and I had to take a test to confirm I’m not a robot. This happened twice. I’m guessing it’s because there’s a ridiculous amount of stuff on this page (over 200 pages actually) so adding more made it glitch.

            • yeah sometimes stuff like that happens, I’d try and wait a few hours and see if it happens again then! <3

              • It still doesn’t work. Quick question: would I be able to share a link to my story on quotev, or would that be a site I can’t share a link to on here? It’s fine if I can’t, I’m just curious.

  • Hi Fallowheart! I have all of the links to the current chapters! Would you like me to post them here?

  • Alrighty! Here are all of the current chapters of The First Warrior (excluding the ones on this page)!

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